Bonnie L

NDE Uitsonderlik Greyson-skaal: 12
#2407

Ervaring Beskrywing

Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.

Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.

Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.

During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.

Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.

The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.

I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.

That's about it.

Agtergrond Inligting

Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's

NDE Elemente

Was daar 'n lewensgevaarlike gebeurtenis op die tydstip van jou ervaring?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Hoe oorweeg jy die inhoud van jou ervaring?
Wonderful
Het jy gevoel jy is geskei van jou liggaam?
Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hoe het jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid tydens die ervaring vergelyk met jou normale alledaagse bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Watter tyd gedurende die ervaring was jy op jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
All the time, all of them.
Was jou gedagtes versnel?
Neither
Het dit gelyk asof die tyd versnel of vertraag het?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Was jou sintuie helderder as gewoonlik?
Incredibly more so
Vergelyk asseblief jou sig tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse sig wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Vergelyk asseblief jou gehoor tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse gehoor wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Het dit gelyk of jy bewus was van dinge wat elders gebeur?
Neither
Het jy in of deur 'n tonnel gegaan?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Het jy enige wesens in jou ervaring gesien?
Neither
Het jy enige oorlede (of lewende) wesens teëgekom of daarvan bewus geword?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Het jy 'n briljante lig gesien, of gevoel omring deur 'n briljante lig?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Het jy 'n onwerklik lig gesien?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n ander, onwêreldse wêreld binnegegaan het?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Watter ander emosies het jy tydens die ervaring gevoel?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Het jy 'n gevoel van vrede of aangenaamheid gehad?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Het jy 'n gevoel van vreugde gehad?
Incredible joy
Het jy 'n gevoel van harmonie of eenheid met die heelal gehad?
United, one with the world
Het dit skielik voorgekom of jy alles verstaan?
Everything about the universe
Het tonele uit jou verlede na jou teruggekeer?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Het tonele uit die toekoms na jou gekom?
Neither
Het jy by 'n grens of punt van geen terugkeer gekom?
Neither

God, Geestelikheid en Godsdienst

Wat was jou godsdienst voor jou ervaring?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Het jou godsdienstige praktyke verander sedert jou ervaring?
No
Wat is jou godsdienst nou?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Het jy 'n verandering in jou waardes en geloofsartikels as gevolg van jou ervaring gehad?
No
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n mistieke wese of teenwoordigheid teëgekom het, of 'n onidentifiseerbare stem gehoor het?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Het jy oorlede of godsdienstige geeste gesien?
Neither

Betreffende ons aardse lewens behalwe Godsdienst

Het jy tydens jou ervaring spesiale kennis of inligting oor jou doel verkry?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Het jou verhoudings spesifiek verander as gevolg van jou ervaring?
No

Na die NDE

Was die ervaring moeilik om in woorde uit te druk?
No
Het jy enige psigiese, ongewone of ander spesiale gawes ná jou ervaring wat jy nie voor die ervaring gehad het nie?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Is daar een of meer dele van jou ervaring wat veral betekenisvol of belangrik vir jou is? Verduidelik asseblief.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences. Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Het jy al ooit hierdie ervaring met ander gedeel?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Het jy enige kennis van byna-dood ervarings (NDE) gehad vóór jou ervaring?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Wat het jy geglo oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring kort nadat dit gebeur het (dae tot weke)?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Wat glo jy nou oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Het enigiets ooit enige deel van die ervaring weergee in enige stadium van jou lewe?
No
Is daar enige ander vrae wat ons kan vra om jou te help om jou ervaring te kommunikeer?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?