Mary D
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Uitsonderlik
Greyson-skaal: 30
#7334
- LandUnited States
- GeslagF
- OuderdomAdult
- Datum Ervaar1/1/2001
- Datum ingedien7/29/2014
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Tyd het alle betekenis verloorHulle verlede sien (Lewensoorsig)Sien hul toekomsSien 'n helder onaardse ligOntwikkel psigiese vermoënsBegryp alles oor die heelalVorige lewens sien (Reïnkarnasie)UVE, Uit-die-liggaam-ervaringVoel een met die heelalOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyHet verklaar hulle was/is een met GodGeestelike wêreld meer werklik as fisiese werklikheidVerduidelik die doel van individuele lewensVerduidelik die doel van alle leweBewussyn in diere, plante of voorwerpeHet geleer oor kwantumfisika-eienskappeOnthou besonderhede van wat hulle oor kwantumfisika geleer hetTyd is 'n illusie en bestaan nie in die geestelike wêreld nieHeelal bestaan slegs uit liefde en ligBeskryf God
Ervaring Beskrywing
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Agtergrond Inligting
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
NDE Elemente
Was daar 'n lewensgevaarlike gebeurtenis op die tydstip van jou ervaring?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Hoe oorweeg jy die inhoud van jou ervaring?
Entirely pleasant
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Out of body experience
Het jy gevoel jy is geskei van jou liggaam?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hoe het jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid tydens die ervaring vergelyk met jou normale alledaagse bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Watter tyd gedurende die ervaring was jy op jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Was jou gedagtes versnel?
Incredibly fast
Het dit gelyk asof die tyd versnel of vertraag het?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Was jou sintuie helderder as gewoonlik?
Incredibly more vivid
Vergelyk asseblief jou sig tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse sig wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Vergelyk asseblief jou gehoor tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse gehoor wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Het dit gelyk of jy bewus was van dinge wat elders gebeur?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
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Tunnel
Het jy in of deur 'n tonnel gegaan?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
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Presence of deceased persons
Het jy enige wesens in jou ervaring gesien?
I sensed their presence
Het jy enige oorlede (of lewende) wesens teëgekom of daarvan bewus geword?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
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Void
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Darkness
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Unearthly light
Het jy 'n briljante lig gesien, of gevoel omring deur 'n briljante lig?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Het jy 'n onwerklik lig gesien?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
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A landscape or city
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n ander, onwêreldse wêreld binnegegaan het?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
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Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Watter ander emosies het jy tydens die ervaring gevoel?
Immense Love
Het jy 'n gevoel van vrede of aangenaamheid gehad?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Het jy 'n gevoel van vreugde gehad?
incredible joy
Het jy 'n gevoel van harmonie of eenheid met die heelal gehad?
I felt united or one with the world
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Special knowledge or purpose
Het dit skielik voorgekom of jy alles verstaan?
Everything about the universe
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Life review
Het tonele uit jou verlede na jou teruggekeer?
I remembered many past events
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Awareness of the future
Het tonele uit die toekoms na jou gekom?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
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Boundary
Het jy 'n grens of beperkende fisiese struktuur bereik?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Het jy by 'n grens of punt van geen terugkeer gekom?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
God, Geestelikheid en Godsdienst
Watter belangrikheid het jy aan jou godsdienstige/geestelike lewe gegee voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not important to me
Wat was jou godsdienst voor jou ervaring?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Het jou godsdienstige praktyke verander sedert jou ervaring?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Watter belangrikheid gee jy aan jou godsdienstige/geestelike lewe nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Greatly important to me
Wat is jou godsdienst nou?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Het jou ervaring kenmerke ingesluit wat ooreenstem met jou aardse oortuigings?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Het jy 'n verandering in jou waardes en geloofsartikels as gevolg van jou ervaring gehad?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
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Presence of unearthly beings
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n mistieke wese of teenwoordigheid teëgekom het, of 'n onidentifiseerbare stem gehoor het?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Het jy oorlede of godsdienstige geeste gesien?
I sensed their presence
Het jy wesens teëgekom of bewus geword van wesens wat voorheen op aarde geleef het en by naam in godsdienste beskryf word (byvoorbeeld: Jesus, Muhammad, Boeddha, ens?)
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting verkry oor die bestaan van God?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting ontvang oor universele verbinding of eenheid?
Yes We are one!
Het jy in die bestaan van God geglo voor jou ervaring?
God probably does not exist
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting verkry oor die bestaan van God?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Glo jy in die bestaan van God na jou ervaring?
God definitely exists
Betreffende ons aardse lewens behalwe Godsdienst
Het jy tydens jou ervaring spesiale kennis of inligting oor jou doel verkry?
Yes Omniscient!
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are meaningful and significant
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting ontvang oor die betekenis van die lewe?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Het jy in 'n lewe na die dood geglo voor jou ervaring?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Glo jy in 'n lewe na die dood na jou ervaring?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Het jy die dood vrees voor jou ervaring?
I greatly feared death
Vrees jy die dood na jou ervaring
I do not fear death
Was jy bang om jou lewe te leef voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Was jy bang om jou lewe te leef nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are meaningful and significant
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are meaningful and significant
Het jy inligting verwerf oor hoe om ons lewens te leef?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting oor die moeilike, uitdagings en swaarkry in die lewe verwerf?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Was jy mededeelsaam voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Slightly compassionate toward others
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting oor liefde verwerf?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Was jy mededeelsaam nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Greatly compassionate toward others
Watter lewensveranderings het in jou lewe plaasgevind na jou ervaring?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Het jou verhoudings spesifiek verander as gevolg van jou ervaring?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Na die NDE
Was die ervaring moeilik om in woorde uit te druk?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Hoe akkuraat onthou jy die ervaring in vergelyking met ander lewensevenemente wat rondom die tyd van die ervaring gebeur het?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Het jy enige psigiese, ongewone of ander spesiale gawes ná jou ervaring wat jy nie voor die ervaring gehad het nie?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Is daar een of meer dele van jou ervaring wat veral betekenisvol of belangrik vir jou is? Verduidelik asseblief.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Het jy al ooit hierdie ervaring met ander gedeel?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Het jy enige kennis van byna-dood ervarings (NDE) gehad vóór jou ervaring?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Wat het jy geglo oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring kort nadat dit gebeur het (dae tot weke)?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Wat glo jy nou oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Het enigiets ooit enige deel van die ervaring weergee in enige stadium van jou lewe?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Is daar enigiets anders wat jy wil byvoeg oor jou ervaring?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.