Ervaring Beskrywing
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Agtergrond Inligting
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE Elemente
Was daar 'n lewensgevaarlike gebeurtenis op die tydstip van jou ervaring?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Hoe oorweeg jy die inhoud van jou ervaring?
Entirely pleasant
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Out of body experience
Het jy gevoel jy is geskei van jou liggaam?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Hoe het jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid tydens die ervaring vergelyk met jou normale alledaagse bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
Watter tyd gedurende die ervaring was jy op jou hoogste vlak van bewussyn en waaksaamheid?
the entire time
Was jou gedagtes versnel?
No
Het dit gelyk asof die tyd versnel of vertraag het?
No
Was jou sintuie helderder as gewoonlik?
More vivid than usual
Vergelyk asseblief jou sig tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse sig wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Vergelyk asseblief jou gehoor tydens die ervaring met jou alledaagse gehoor wat jy onmiddellik voor die tyd van die ervaring gehad het
No difference
Het dit gelyk of jy bewus was van dinge wat elders gebeur?
No
Het jy in of deur 'n tonnel gegaan?
No
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Presence of deceased persons
Het jy enige wesens in jou ervaring gesien?
No
Het jy enige oorlede (of lewende) wesens teëgekom of daarvan bewus geword?
No
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Void
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Darkness
Het jy 'n briljante lig gesien, of gevoel omring deur 'n briljante lig?
No
Het jy 'n onwerklik lig gesien?
No
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n ander, onwêreldse wêreld binnegegaan het?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Strong emotional tone
Watter ander emosies het jy tydens die ervaring gevoel?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Het jy 'n gevoel van vrede of aangenaamheid gehad?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Het jy 'n gevoel van vreugde gehad?
incredible joy
Het jy 'n gevoel van harmonie of eenheid met die heelal gehad?
I felt united or one with the world
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Special knowledge or purpose
Het dit skielik voorgekom of jy alles verstaan?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Het tonele uit jou verlede na jou teruggekeer?
No
Het tonele uit die toekoms na jou gekom?
No
Het jy by 'n grens of punt van geen terugkeer gekom?
No
God, Geestelikheid en Godsdienst
Watter belangrikheid het jy aan jou godsdienstige/geestelike lewe gegee voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not important to me
Wat was jou godsdienst voor jou ervaring?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Het jou godsdienstige praktyke verander sedert jou ervaring?
No
Watter belangrikheid gee jy aan jou godsdienstige/geestelike lewe nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not important to me
Wat is jou godsdienst nou?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Het jou ervaring kenmerke ingesluit wat ooreenstem met jou aardse oortuigings?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Het jy 'n verandering in jou waardes en geloofsartikels as gevolg van jou ervaring gehad?
No
Die ervaring het ingesluit
Presence of unearthly beings
Het dit gelyk asof jy 'n mistieke wese of teenwoordigheid teëgekom het, of 'n onidentifiseerbare stem gehoor het?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Het jy oorlede of godsdienstige geeste gesien?
No
Het jy wesens teëgekom of bewus geword van wesens wat voorheen op aarde geleef het en by naam in godsdienste beskryf word (byvoorbeeld: Jesus, Muhammad, Boeddha, ens?)
No
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting verkry oor die bestaan van God?
No
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting ontvang oor universele verbinding of eenheid?
No
Het jy in die bestaan van God geglo voor jou ervaring?
God does not exist
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting verkry oor die bestaan van God?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Glo jy in die bestaan van God na jou ervaring?
Unknown
Betreffende ons aardse lewens behalwe Godsdienst
Het jy tydens jou ervaring spesiale kennis of inligting oor jou doel verkry?
No
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are not meaningful and significant
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting ontvang oor die betekenis van die lewe?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Het jy in 'n lewe na die dood geglo voor jou ervaring?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Glo jy in 'n lewe na die dood na jou ervaring?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Het jy die dood vrees voor jou ervaring?
I slightly feared death
Vrees jy die dood na jou ervaring
I do not fear death
Was jy bang om jou lewe te leef voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Was jy bang om jou lewe te leef nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are not meaningful and significant
Het jy geglo dat ons aardse lewens betekenisvol en belangrik is nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Het jy inligting verwerf oor hoe om ons lewens te leef?
No
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting oor die moeilike, uitdagings en swaarkry in die lewe verwerf?
No
Was jy mededeelsaam voordat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Greatly compassionate toward others
Het jy tydens jou ervaring inligting oor liefde verwerf?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Was jy mededeelsaam nadat jy jou ervaring gehad het
Not compassionate toward others
Watter lewensveranderings het in jou lewe plaasgevind na jou ervaring?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Het jou verhoudings spesifiek verander as gevolg van jou ervaring?
No
Na die NDE
Was die ervaring moeilik om in woorde uit te druk?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Hoe akkuraat onthou jy die ervaring in vergelyking met ander lewensevenemente wat rondom die tyd van die ervaring gebeur het?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Het jy enige psigiese, ongewone of ander spesiale gawes ná jou ervaring wat jy nie voor die ervaring gehad het nie?
No
Is daar een of meer dele van jou ervaring wat veral betekenisvol of belangrik vir jou is? Verduidelik asseblief.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Het jy al ooit hierdie ervaring met ander gedeel?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Het jy enige kennis van byna-dood ervarings (NDE) gehad vóór jou ervaring?
No
Wat het jy geglo oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring kort nadat dit gebeur het (dae tot weke)?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Wat glo jy nou oor die werklikheid van jou ervaring?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Het enigiets ooit enige deel van die ervaring weergee in enige stadium van jou lewe?
No
Is daar enigiets anders wat jy wil byvoeg oor jou ervaring?
No