Bonnie L

NDE Изключителен Скала на Грейсън: 12
#2407

Описание на преживяването

Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.

Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.

Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.

During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.

Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.

The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.

I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.

That's about it.

Основна информация

Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's

Елементи на БСБ

По време на преживяването ви имаше ли свързано животозастрашаващо събитие?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Как оценявате съдържанието на преживяването си?
Wonderful
Чувствахте ли се отделени от тялото си?
Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Как най-високото ви ниво на съзнание и бдителност по време на преживяването се сравнява с нормалното ви ежедневно съзнание и бдителност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
По кое време по време на преживяването бяхте на най-високото си ниво на съзнание и бдителност?
All the time, all of them.
Ускориха ли се мислите ви?
Neither
Времето сякаш се ускори или забави?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Бяха ли сетивата ви по-живи от обикновено?
Incredibly more so
Моля, сравнете зрението си по време на преживяването с обичайното си зрение, което сте имали непосредствено преди момента на преживяването
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Моля, сравнете слуха си по време на преживяването с обичайния си слух, който сте имали непосредствено преди момента на преживяването
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Изглеждаше ли ви, че сте наясно с неща, които се случват другаде?
Neither
Преминахте ли в или през тунел?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Видяхте ли същества в преживяването си?
Neither
Срещнахте ли или осъзнахте ли присъствието на починали (или живи) същества?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Видяхте ли или се почувствахте ли заобиколени от брилянтна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Видяхте ли неземен блясък?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Стори ли ви се, че сте влезли в друг, неземен свят?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Какви други емоции изпитахте по време на преживяването?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Изпитахте ли чувство на мир или приятност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Изпитахте ли чувство на радост?
Incredible joy
Почувствахте ли чувство на хармония или единство с вселената?
United, one with the world
Изведнъж сякаш разбрахте всичко?
Everything about the universe
Върнаха ли се сцени от миналото ви?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Имали ли сте сцени от бъдещето?
Neither
Стигнахте ли до граница или точка, от която няма връщане назад?
Neither

Бог, духовност и религия

Каква беше вашата религия преди вашето преживяване?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Вашите религиозни практики променили ли са се след вашето преживяване?
No
Каква е вашата религия сега?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Имахте ли промяна в ценностите и вярванията си поради вашето преживяване?
No
Стори ли ви се, че сте срещнали мистично същество или присъствие, или сте чули неидентифицируем глас?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Видяхте ли починали или религиозни духове?
Neither

Относно нашия земен живот, различен от религията

По време на вашето преживяване, получихте ли специални знания или информация за вашата цел?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Промениха ли се отношенията ви конкретно в резултат на вашето преживяване?
No

След БСБ

Трудно ли беше да изразите преживяването с думи?
No
Имате ли някакви психични, необичайни или други специални дарби след преживяването, които не сте имали преди преживяването?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Има ли една или няколко части от вашето преживяване, които са особено значими за вас? Моля, обяснете.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences. Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Споделяли ли сте някога това преживяване с други хора?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Имахте ли някакви познания за преживяване близо до смъртта (NDE) преди вашето преживяване?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Какво вярвахте за реалността на вашето преживяване скоро (дни до седмици) след като се случи?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Какво вярвате за реалността на вашия опит сега?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
В някакъв момент от живота ви, нещо възпроизвеждало ли е някоя част от преживяването?
No
Има ли други въпроси, които можем да зададем, за да ви помогнем да споделите преживяването си?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?