Jessica G
NDE
Скала на Грейсън: 15
#3972
- ДържаваUnited States
- ПолF
- ВъзрастOlder Child
- Дата на преживяването1/18/1981
- Дата на подаване5/2/2009
Преживяването включваше
Времето загуби всякакво значениеВиждане на миналото им (Преглед на живота)Виждане на бъдещето сиВиждане на ярка неземна светлинаРазвиване на психически способностиРазбиране на всичко за вселенатаИПТ, Извънтялесно преживяванеВероятно са преживели клинична смъртОбяснява целта на индивидуалните животиНаучено за свойствата на квантовата физикаСпомня си детайли от наученото за квантовата физикаВремето е илюзия и не съществува в духовния святБил е малтретиран в детствотоРешили са да се върнат към живота
Описание на преживяването
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Основна информация
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
Елементи на БСБ
По време на преживяването ви имаше ли свързано животозастрашаващо събитие?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Как оценявате съдържанието на преживяването си?
Wonderful
Преживяването включваше
Out of body experience
Чувствахте ли се отделени от тялото си?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Как най-високото ви ниво на съзнание и бдителност по време на преживяването се сравнява с нормалното ви ежедневно съзнание и бдителност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
По кое време по време на преживяването бяхте на най-високото си ниво на съзнание и бдителност?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Ускориха ли се мислите ви?
Incredibly fast
Времето сякаш се ускори или забави?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Бяха ли сетивата ви по-живи от обикновено?
Incredibly more vivid
Моля, сравнете зрението си по време на преживяването с обичайното си зрение, което сте имали непосредствено преди момента на преживяването
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Моля, сравнете слуха си по време на преживяването с обичайния си слух, който сте имали непосредствено преди момента на преживяването
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Изглеждаше ли ви, че сте наясно с неща, които се случват другаде?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Преминахте ли в или през тунел?
No
Видяхте ли същества в преживяването си?
I actually saw them
Срещнахте ли или осъзнахте ли присъствието на починали (или живи) същества?
No
Преживяването включваше
Darkness
Преживяването включваше
Light
Видяхте ли или се почувствахте ли заобиколени от брилянтна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Видяхте ли неземен блясък?
Yes
Стори ли ви се, че сте влезли в друг, неземен свят?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Какви други емоции изпитахте по време на преживяването?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Изпитахте ли чувство на мир или приятност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Изпитахте ли чувство на радост?
Happiness
Почувствахте ли чувство на хармония или единство с вселената?
I felt united or one with the world
Преживяването включваше
Special Knowledge
Изведнъж сякаш разбрахте всичко?
Everything about the universe
Върнаха ли се сцени от миналото ви?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Имали ли сте сцени от бъдещето?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Стигнахте ли до граница или точка, от която няма връщане назад?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Бог, духовност и религия
Каква беше вашата религия преди вашето преживяване?
Liberal None
Вашите религиозни практики променили ли са се след вашето преживяване?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Каква е вашата религия сега?
Liberal None/Open minded
Имахте ли промяна в ценностите и вярванията си поради вашето преживяване?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Стори ли ви се, че сте срещнали мистично същество или присъствие, или сте чули неидентифицируем глас?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Видяхте ли починали или религиозни духове?
I actually saw them
Относно нашия земен живот, различен от религията
По време на вашето преживяване, получихте ли специални знания или информация за вашата цел?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Промениха ли се отношенията ви конкретно в резултат на вашето преживяване?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
След БСБ
Трудно ли беше да изразите преживяването с думи?
No
Имате ли някакви психични, необичайни или други специални дарби след преживяването, които не сте имали преди преживяването?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Има ли една или няколко части от вашето преживяване, които са особено значими за вас? Моля, обяснете.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Споделяли ли сте някога това преживяване с други хора?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Имахте ли някакви познания за преживяване близо до смъртта (NDE) преди вашето преживяване?
No
Какво вярвахте за реалността на вашето преживяване скоро (дни до седмици) след като се случи?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Какво вярвате за реалността на вашия опит сега?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
В някакъв момент от живота ви, нещо възпроизвеждало ли е някоя част от преживяването?
No