Paula J
NDE
#20313
- ZeměGreece
- PohlavíF
- VěkAdult
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Čas ztratil veškerý smyslVidění své minulosti (Přehled života)Rozumět všemu o vesmíruOBE, Zážitky mimotělních zkušenostíDuchovní svět je realitější než fyzická realitaVysvětluje účel jednotlivých životůVysvětluje účel všeho životaČas je iluze a ve spirituálním světě neexistujeVrátili se proti své vůli
Popis zážitku
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
Pozadí informací
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
Prvky NDE
Byla v době vašeho zážitku přidružená život ohrožující událost?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
Jak považujete obsah svého zážitku?
Mixed
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Out of body experience
Cítili jste se odděleni od svého těla?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
V jakém okamžiku během zkušenosti jste měl/a nejvyšší úroveň vědomí a bdělosti?
Explained above.
Zda se čas zdál urychlovat nebo zpomalovat?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
Lišilo se nějak vaše slyšení od normálního?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
Prošli jste tunelem?
No
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Presence of deceased persons
Setkali jste se nebo si byli vědomi jakýchkoli zesnulých (nebo žijících) bytostí?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Darkness
Viděli jste nadpozemské světlo?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
Zda se ukázalo, že jste vstoupili do nějakého jiného, nadpozemského světa?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Strong emotional tone
Jaké další emoce jste cítili během zážitku?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Special Knowledge
Měli jste náhle dojem, že rozumíte všemu?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
Vrátily se vám scény z vaší minulosti?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
Přišly k vám scény z budoucnosti?
No
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Boundary
Dostali jste se k hranici nebo omezující fyzické struktuře?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
Dostali jste se k hranici nebo k bodu bez návratu?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
Bůh, duchovno a náboženství
Jaké bylo vaše náboženství před vaším zážitkem?
Liberal
Jaké je vaše náboženství nyní?
Liberal
Došlo k změně vašich hodnot a přesvědčení v důsledku vašeho zážitku?
No
Po NDE
Bylo obtížné vyjádřit zážitek slovy?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
Máte po své zkušenosti nějaké psychické, neobvyklé nebo jiné zvláštní dary, které jste před touto zkušeností neměli?
No
Jsou nějaké části vaší zkušenosti, které jsou pro vás obzvlášť významné nebo důležité? Prosím, vysvětlete.
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
Sdíleli jste tuto zkušenost někdy s ostatními?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
Někdy ve vašem životě se něco reprodukovalo jakoukoli část zážitku?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
Existují nějaké další otázky, které bychom mohli položit, abychom vám pomohli sdělit váš zážitek?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.