Preston D
Probable NDE
Škála Greysona: 14
#33302
- ZeměUnited States
- PohlavíM
- VěkYoung Child
- Datum zážitku5/9/1985
- Datum odeslání3/26/2026
Zážitky zahrnovaly
Vidění své minulosti (Přehled života)Vidět jasné nebeské světloPravděpodobně zažili klinickou smrtDuchovní svět je realitější než fyzická realitaMěli pocit, že se vrátili domůČas je iluze a ve spirituálním světě neexistujePopisuje BohaVrátili se proti své vůli
Popis zážitku
A Year I'll Never Forget
One minute, I was pedaling my bike through the familiar, sun-drenched streets. It was the month of my birthday, and I was already imagining the party, the music, and the freedom of being one year older, entering the double digits. Then, everything went blank.
I woke up in a sterile hospital room to the steady, rhythmic beep of a heart monitor. The doctors told me it was a year later. They said I was hit by a car. But when I looked at the calendar, an entire year of my life was just gone. That included the birthday I was so excited for. The moments before the accident are a blurry smear of colors and a strange, shimmering ripple in the air that didn't belong. I’m still trying to figure out how it all happened; nothing about this makes sense to me.
At first, I was sure my friends were playing an elaborate trick on me. But when I finally went back to school, the prank didn't end. I walked into my usual classroom only to find myself in an entirely different wing, surrounded by faces I’d never seen. When I tried to communicate with my classmates I had just left moments ago in my memory, something so bizarre happened that it still bothers me to talk about. It was as if a static-filled void swallowed my words, and they looked at me like I was a total stranger.
The worst part is that nobody believes me. As time marched on, I grew as everyone else grew, moving through the ranks of academia alongside people who were essentially shadows. I was forced to navigate the rest of my education separated from my true friends, eventually graduating with a class of people I only got to know in the face of this silent travesty. I had lost my class, and my world, forever.
After high school, I went to college and eventually did forget about that odd occurrence. I tried to move on from the idea that higher dimensions or alternate realms could distort time perception or allow for nonlinear time travel, yet the mystery remained. As the years turned into decades, the sharp edges of the event softened, but in the quiet moments, I still wonder what truly happened on that road.
Pozadí informací
Pohlaví
Male
Datum, kdy došlo k NDE
5/9/1985
Prvky blízké smrti
Byla v době vašeho zážitku přidružená život ohrožující událost?
Yes, Accident, T-boned, Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function), NDE, no life, flatline
Cítili jste se odděleni od svého těla?
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Jak se vaše nejvyšší úroveň vědomí a bdělosti během zkušenosti srovnává s vaším normálním každodenním vědomím a bdělostí?
Less consciousness and alertness than normal
V jakém okamžiku během zkušenosti jste měl/a nejvyšší úroveň vědomí a bdělosti?
I do not know.
Byly vaše myšlenky zrychlené?
No
Zda se čas zdál urychlovat nebo zpomalovat?
No
Byly vaše smysly živější než obvykle?
No
Prosím, porovnejte svůj zrak během zážitku s každodenním zrakem, který jste měli těsně před tímto zážitkem
I do not know.
Prosím, porovnejte svůj sluch během zážitku s každodenním sluchem, který jste měli těsně před tímto zážitkem
I do not know.
Měli jste pocit, že jste si vědomi událostí, které se odehrávaly jinde?
No
Prošli jste tunelem?
Yes, There was clearly a protective tunnel. FYI: When this happens we do not question it, it is what it is.
Viděli jste ve svém zážitku nějaké bytosti?
I actually saw them
Setkali jste se nebo si byli vědomi jakýchkoli zesnulých (nebo žijících) bytostí?
Yes, Yes, but I am not at liberty to discuss.
Viděli jste nebo se cítili obklopeni jasným světlem?
An unusually bright light
Viděli jste nadpozemské světlo?
Yes, I believe that the light that we see during a traumatic event is coming from our brain. It is some type of healing mechanism or side effect of trauma.
Zda se ukázalo, že jste vstoupili do nějakého jiného, nadpozemského světa?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm, During a traumatic event, we are taken to a safe place in our mind. I see it as a protective mechanism.
Jaké emoce jste cítili během této zkušenosti?
I do not know.
Měli jste pocit míru nebo příjemnosti?
No
Měli jste pocit radosti?
No
Měli jste pocit harmonie nebo jednoty s vesmírem?
I felt united or one with the world
Měli jste náhle dojem, že rozumíte všemu?
No
Vrátily se vám scény z vaší minulosti?
Yes, but I am not ready to discuss.
Přišly k vám scény z budoucnosti?
Scenes from my personal future, No comment
Dostali jste se k hranici nebo k bodu bez návratu?
I came to a definite conscious decision to return to life, Yes, but I knew I was coming back.
Bůh, duchovno a náboženství
Jaké bylo vaše náboženství před vaším zážitkem?
No comment
Změnily se vaše náboženské praktiky od vašeho zážitku?
Yes, I have become spiritual over the years following this event, yes.
Jaké je vaše náboženství nyní?
No comment
Zahrnoval váš zážitek prvky, které byly v souladu s vašimi pozemskými vírami?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience, There were many times when I thought I was going home, but they kept pulling me back in.
Došlo k změně vašich hodnot a přesvědčení v důsledku vašeho zážitku?
Uncertain, Not really. I was much too young to understand these sorts of things; I was just a kid!
Zda jste se setkali s mystickou bytostí nebo přítomností, nebo slyšeli neidentifikovatelný hlas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin, It was God. Upon a traumatic event, God takes over, there's no denying that.
Setkali jste se nebo si byli vědomi bytostí, které dříve žily na Zemi a jsou popisovány jménem v náboženstvích (například: Ježíš, Muhammad, Buddha, atd?)
Yes, I had some visions of the city.
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali informace o univerzálním spojení nebo jednotě?
Uncertain, I do not remember
Pokud jde o naše pozemské životy kromě náboženství
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali zvláštní znalosti nebo informace o svém účelu?
Yes, Sure! I think when any person is incapacitated to such a degree, we are taken care of and have a sense of knowing.
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali informace o smyslu života?
No
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali informace o posmrtném životě?
Yes, Yes
Získali jste informace o tom, jak žít naše životy?
Yes, I believe I was spoken to by many people while in the hospital, and I thought that they were my savior.
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali informace o obtížích, výzvách a trápeních života?
Uncertain, I do not know
Během vašeho zážitku jste získali informace o lásce?
Uncertain, I really do not know; it happened quite a while ago.
Jaké životní změny nastaly ve vašem životě po vašem zážitku?
Not many changes. It happened, and we move on. The most frustrating part was the label, though. Suddenly, I wasn't just a kid anymore—I was a TBI survivor, a medical case to be monitored and managed. It was exhausting. Everyone around me was so focused on my 'recovery' and the 'damage' to my brain, but they were looking at the wrong map. They saw a traumatic injury; I was reeling from a spiritual explosion.
I felt like I was being treated as 'broken' by people who couldn't even perceive the wholeness I’d just experienced. There was this constant uncertainty: how do you explain to a neurologist that you don't know if the 'lapse' was real or how it happened, but that it made their version of reality feel paper-thin? I didn't like it very much.
Nothing about being a 'patient' made sense to me. I was being 'rehabilitated' back into a world that felt small and artificial. I wasn't just healing from an injury; I was mourning a Home they didn't even believe existed, all while being told I was the one with the 'disordered' perception.
Změnily se vaše vztahy konkrétně v důsledku vašeho zážitku?
Yes, Looking back, coming back at 10 years old was the start of a life that never quite seemed to even out. After touching that other place, my relationships and my connection to this world were permanently fractured. There’s always been this extremely confusing gap between me and everyone else; while they are busy living, I feel like I’m just observing a reality that doesn't fit me anymore. It’s led to a profound sense of not caring much about life in the way people are 'supposed' to. The ambitions and the daily drama of this world feel hollow compared to the timelessness I remember. It’s not that I’m giving up; it’s just that once you’ve seen the 'blueprints' of a better dimension, this version of reality feels like a clinical hell. I find myself quietly hoping that I’ll eventually be taken back to a place that actually makes sense—a dimension that is a bit better, where the light is real and the weight of this body is gone. The scars I carry are jagged, daily reminders that I’m trapped in the role of a 'TBI survivor' in this dimension. But they sit alongside memories of the strange and unusual, like that newspaper date I saw when I first got home. That date was a haunting piece of evidence that my time wasn't their time. I’m still living in that mystery, a ten-year-old traveler who grew up but never truly 'returned,' just waiting for the next relocation to a world that feels like Home.
Po NDE:
Bylo obtížné vyjádřit zážitek slovy?
Yes, I do not remember much, but I do know that I had a feeling of abduction and/or something against my will.
Jak přesně si pamatujete zážitek ve srovnání s jinými událostmi v životě, které se staly v době vašeho zážitku?
I remember the experience less accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience, I do not remember much from the event. I can remember things from before the event and things after the event.
Máte po své zkušenosti nějaké psychické, neobvyklé nebo jiné zvláštní dary, které jste před touto zkušeností neměli?
Uncertain, Maybe.
Jsou zde jedné nebo více částí vaší zkušenosti, které jsou pro vás obzvláště významné nebo důležité?
My family stood by my side during this time, thanks!
Sdíleli jste tuto zkušenost někdy s ostatními?
Yes
Měli jste nějaké znalosti o zážitku blízkém smrti (NDE) před vaším zážitkem?
No
Co jste si mysleli o realitě vašeho zážitku krátce (dny až týdny) poté, co se to stalo?
Experience was probably not real, Waking up in that hospital bed was the ultimate surreal disconnect. One moment I was suspended in a place where time didn't exist, and the next, I was slammed back into a world of sterile smells, beeping monitors, and a body that felt heavy and broken. It’s completely unbelievable. I was lying there with everyone hovering over me and celebrating that I was "back." Yet, I felt like I’d been dropped onto a foreign planet.
It isn't an event to process in an hour or even a day. It takes a long time for the reality of being "here" again to actually sink in. I was caught in this blur where I was trying to reconcile the infinite peace I just left with the sudden, sharp edges of a hospital room. Then, I saw the scars.
Those marks became the physical anchors I didn’t want. Every time I looked at them, they were these jagged, permanent reminders that the "real world" had reclaimed me. They were the evidence of the trauma everyone else was obsessed with, but for me, they were just proof that I was no longer in that other place. They forced me to face a reality that didn't make any sense anymore, a world where I was a "TBI survivor" with a scarred body, even though my soul was still vibrating with the afterglow of the stars.
Co si nyní myslíte o realitě vašeho zážitku?
Experience was definitely real, It all begins and ends with a mystery that I still can’t solve, and to be honest, it remains extremely confusing. I live in a two-fold reality: one part of me is a medical survivor with the scars to prove it, and the other part is a witness to a lapse in time that defies every rule of this world.
Nothing about the return made sense. Waking up in that hospital was an unbelievable fog, and it took a long time for the weight of being "back" to actually sink in. But the moment the "real world" truly fractured for me was when I finally got home from that clinical setting. I remember picking up a newspaper, still dazed and reeling from that interdimensional blur, and staring at the date on the front page.
Looking at that date while I was still vibrating from the timelessness of the other side was haunting. The math didn't add up. My mind was trying to bridge the gap between the days the calendar said had passed and the eternities I felt I had lived. At the time, I was in too much of a fog to even know what to think, but now I know there was something profoundly odd going on.
That newspaper is just one of many memories I have of the strange and unusual. It sits alongside the memories of being transported to a place where time doesn't exist. I see my scars every day, and they are jagged reminders of the "TBI survivor" the doctors saw, proof I was hurt in this dimension. But those other memories, the ones that don't fit into a medical file, are just as real. I am caught in a mystery where I am simultaneously a patient and a traveler, and I’m still trying to make sense of a story that has two different timelines. Currently, I'm fine thanks.
Někdy ve vašem životě se něco reprodukovalo jakoukoli část zážitku?
Yes, Sure! I'm reminded of this experience constantly. I don't know if it reproduces it, but I am definitely reminded of it.
Popisovaly otázky, které byly položeny, a informace, které jste poskytli, váš zážitek přesně a komplexně?
No, No, I don’t think any set of questions could ever comprehensively capture the full scope of what happened. This NDE is ancient; it happened many moons ago while I was still in my youth, so the strict credibility of every tiny detail might not be all there after so much time. However, I think this provides a solid description of the core of it.
Over the years, I have forgotten certain things, but it’s comforting to know there are people and organizations that truly care about others who have been through this. It feels like a safe place to finally come and just be myself, without the weight of the labels or the medical files. While the words here might not cover every inch of that other dimension, it’s a relief to share it in a space where the strange and unusual is understood.