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NDE
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#2407
- LandUnited States
- KønF
- AlderToddler
- Dato oplevet1/1/1950
- Dato indsendt11/26/2005
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Ser et klart, overjordisk lysUdvikler psykiske evnerForstår alt om universetUd-krops-oplevelse, Oplevelse af at være uden for kroppenFøler sig ét med universetHar sandsynligvis oplevet klinisk dødOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyDen åndelige verden er mere virkelig end den fysiske virkelighedBekræftede OBE-observationer sammen med en andenTid er en illusion og eksisterer ikke i den åndelige verdenVendte tilbage mod deres vilje
Beskrivelse af oplevelsen
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Baggrundsinformation
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
NDE Elementer
Var der på tidspunktet for din oplevelse en tilknyttet livstruende begivenhed?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Hvordan betragter du indholdet af din oplevelse?
Wonderful
Følte du dig adskilt fra din krop?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hvordan var dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed under oplevelsen sammenlignet med din normale hverdagsbevidsthed og årvågenhed?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
På hvilket tidspunkt under oplevelsen var du på dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed?
All the time, all of them.
Gik dine tanker hurtigere?
Neither
Virker det som om tiden gik hurtigere eller langsommere?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Var dine sanser mere levende end normalt?
Incredibly more so
Sammenlign venligst dit syn under oplevelsen med dit almindelige syn, som du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Sammenlign venligst din hørelse under oplevelsen med din almindelige hørelse der du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Syntes du at være opmærksom på ting, der foregik andre steder?
Neither
Passerede du ind i eller gennem en tunnel?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Så du nogen væsener i din oplevelse?
Neither
Mødte eller blev du opmærksom på afdøde (eller levende) væsener?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Så du eller følte du dig omgivet af et strålende lys?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Så du et overjordisk lys?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Syntes du at træde ind i en anden, overjordisk verden?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Hvilke andre følelser følte du under oplevelsen?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Følte du en følelse af fred eller behag?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Følte du en følelse af glæde?
Incredible joy
Følte du en følelse af harmoni eller enhed med universet?
United, one with the world
Virker det som om du pludselig forstod alting?
Everything about the universe
Kom scener fra din fortid tilbage til dig?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Kom scener fra fremtiden til dig?
Neither
Kom du til en grænse eller et punkt uden retur?
Neither
Gud, spiritualitet og religion
Hvad var din religion før din oplevelse?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Har dine religiøse praksisser ændret sig siden din oplevelse?
No
Hvad er din religion nu?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Har du oplevet en ændring i dine værdier og overbevisninger på grund af din oplevelse?
No
Mødte du et mystisk væsen eller tilstedeværelse, eller hørte du en uidentificerbar stemme?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Så du afdøde eller religiøse ånder?
Neither
Vedrørende vores jordiske liv bortset fra religion
Fik du under din oplevelse særlig viden eller information om dit formål?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Har dine forhold ændret sig specifikt som følge af din oplevelse?
No
Efter Nær Døden Oplevelsen
Var oplevelsen vanskelig at udtrykke med ord?
No
Har du nogen psykiske, usædvanlige eller andre specielle gaver efter din oplevelse, som du ikke havde før oplevelsen?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Er der en eller flere dele af din oplevelse, der er særligt meningsfulde eller betydningsfulde for dig? Forklar venligst.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Har du nogensinde delt denne oplevelse med andre?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Havde du kendskab til nærdødsoplevelser (NDE) før din oplevelse?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Hvad troede du om realiteten af din oplevelse kort tid (dage til uger) efter den skete?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Hvad tror du nu om virkeligheden af din oplevelse?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Har noget på noget tidspunkt i dit liv reproduceret nogen del af oplevelsen?
No
Er der andre spørgsmål, vi kan stille for at hjælpe dig med at kommunikere din oplevelse?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?