Jessica G
NDE
Greyson-skala: 15
#3972
- LandUnited States
- KønF
- AlderOlder Child
- Dato oplevet1/18/1981
- Dato indsendt5/2/2009
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Tiden mistede al betydningAt se deres fortid (Livsgennemgang)Ser deres fremtidSer et klart, overjordisk lysUdvikler psykiske evnerForstår alt om universetUd-krops-oplevelse, Oplevelse af at være uden for kroppenHar sandsynligvis oplevet klinisk dødForklarer formålet med individuelle livLærte om kvantefysikkens egenskaberHusker detaljer om, hvad de lærte om kvantefysikTid er en illusion og eksisterer ikke i den åndelige verdenVar udsat for overgreb i barndommenBesluttede at komme tilbage til livet
Beskrivelse af oplevelsen
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Baggrundsinformation
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE Elementer
Var der på tidspunktet for din oplevelse en tilknyttet livstruende begivenhed?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Hvordan betragter du indholdet af din oplevelse?
Wonderful
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Out of body experience
Følte du dig adskilt fra din krop?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hvordan var dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed under oplevelsen sammenlignet med din normale hverdagsbevidsthed og årvågenhed?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
På hvilket tidspunkt under oplevelsen var du på dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Gik dine tanker hurtigere?
Incredibly fast
Virker det som om tiden gik hurtigere eller langsommere?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Var dine sanser mere levende end normalt?
Incredibly more vivid
Sammenlign venligst dit syn under oplevelsen med dit almindelige syn, som du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Sammenlign venligst din hørelse under oplevelsen med din almindelige hørelse der du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Syntes du at være opmærksom på ting, der foregik andre steder?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Passerede du ind i eller gennem en tunnel?
No
Så du nogen væsener i din oplevelse?
I actually saw them
Mødte eller blev du opmærksom på afdøde (eller levende) væsener?
No
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Darkness
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Light
Så du eller følte du dig omgivet af et strålende lys?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Så du et overjordisk lys?
Yes
Syntes du at træde ind i en anden, overjordisk verden?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Hvilke andre følelser følte du under oplevelsen?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Følte du en følelse af fred eller behag?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Følte du en følelse af glæde?
Happiness
Følte du en følelse af harmoni eller enhed med universet?
I felt united or one with the world
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Special Knowledge
Virker det som om du pludselig forstod alting?
Everything about the universe
Kom scener fra din fortid tilbage til dig?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Kom scener fra fremtiden til dig?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Kom du til en grænse eller et punkt uden retur?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Gud, spiritualitet og religion
Hvad var din religion før din oplevelse?
Liberal None
Har dine religiøse praksisser ændret sig siden din oplevelse?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Hvad er din religion nu?
Liberal None/Open minded
Har du oplevet en ændring i dine værdier og overbevisninger på grund af din oplevelse?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Mødte du et mystisk væsen eller tilstedeværelse, eller hørte du en uidentificerbar stemme?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Så du afdøde eller religiøse ånder?
I actually saw them
Vedrørende vores jordiske liv bortset fra religion
Fik du under din oplevelse særlig viden eller information om dit formål?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Har dine forhold ændret sig specifikt som følge af din oplevelse?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Efter Nær Døden Oplevelsen
Var oplevelsen vanskelig at udtrykke med ord?
No
Har du nogen psykiske, usædvanlige eller andre specielle gaver efter din oplevelse, som du ikke havde før oplevelsen?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Er der en eller flere dele af din oplevelse, der er særligt meningsfulde eller betydningsfulde for dig? Forklar venligst.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Har du nogensinde delt denne oplevelse med andre?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Havde du kendskab til nærdødsoplevelser (NDE) før din oplevelse?
No
Hvad troede du om realiteten af din oplevelse kort tid (dage til uger) efter den skete?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Hvad tror du nu om virkeligheden af din oplevelse?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Har noget på noget tidspunkt i dit liv reproduceret nogen del af oplevelsen?
No