Beskrivelse af oplevelsen
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Baggrundsinformation
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE Elementer
Var der på tidspunktet for din oplevelse en tilknyttet livstruende begivenhed?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Hvordan betragter du indholdet af din oplevelse?
Entirely pleasant
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Out of body experience
Følte du dig adskilt fra din krop?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Hvordan var dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed under oplevelsen sammenlignet med din normale hverdagsbevidsthed og årvågenhed?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
På hvilket tidspunkt under oplevelsen var du på dit højeste niveau af bevidsthed og årvågenhed?
the entire time
Gik dine tanker hurtigere?
No
Virker det som om tiden gik hurtigere eller langsommere?
No
Var dine sanser mere levende end normalt?
More vivid than usual
Sammenlign venligst dit syn under oplevelsen med dit almindelige syn, som du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Sammenlign venligst din hørelse under oplevelsen med din almindelige hørelse der du havde umiddelbart før oplevelsen startede
No difference
Syntes du at være opmærksom på ting, der foregik andre steder?
No
Passerede du ind i eller gennem en tunnel?
No
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Presence of deceased persons
Så du nogen væsener i din oplevelse?
No
Mødte eller blev du opmærksom på afdøde (eller levende) væsener?
No
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Void
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Darkness
Så du eller følte du dig omgivet af et strålende lys?
No
Så du et overjordisk lys?
No
Syntes du at træde ind i en anden, overjordisk verden?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Strong emotional tone
Hvilke andre følelser følte du under oplevelsen?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Følte du en følelse af fred eller behag?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Følte du en følelse af glæde?
incredible joy
Følte du en følelse af harmoni eller enhed med universet?
I felt united or one with the world
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Special knowledge or purpose
Virker det som om du pludselig forstod alting?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Kom scener fra din fortid tilbage til dig?
No
Kom scener fra fremtiden til dig?
No
Kom du til en grænse eller et punkt uden retur?
No
Gud, spiritualitet og religion
Hvilken betydning tillagde du dit religiøse/spirituelle liv før din oplevelse?
Not important to me
Hvad var din religion før din oplevelse?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Har dine religiøse praksisser ændret sig siden din oplevelse?
No
Hvilken betydning tillægger du dit religiøse/spirituelle liv efter din oplevelse?
Not important to me
Hvad er din religion nu?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Inkluderede din oplevelse elementer, der var i overensstemmelse med din jordiske overbevisning?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Har du oplevet en ændring i dine værdier og overbevisninger på grund af din oplevelse?
No
Oplevelsen inkluderede
Presence of unearthly beings
Mødte du et mystisk væsen eller tilstedeværelse, eller hørte du en uidentificerbar stemme?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Så du afdøde eller religiøse ånder?
No
Mødte du eller blev du opmærksom på væsener, der tidligere har levet på jorden, og som er beskrevet ved navn i religioner (for eksempel: Jesus, Muhammed, Buddha osv.)?
No
Fik du under din oplevelse information om Guds eksistens?
No
Fik du under din oplevelse information om universel forbindelse eller samhørighed?
No
Troede du på Guds eksistens før din oplevelse?
God does not exist
Fik du under din oplevelse information om Guds eksistens?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Tror du på Guds eksistens efter din oplevelse?
Unknown
Vedrørende vores jordiske liv bortset fra religion
Fik du under din oplevelse særlig viden eller information om dit formål?
No
Troede du, at vores jordiske liv er meningsfulde og betydningsfulde før din oplevelse?
Are not meaningful and significant
Fik du under din oplevelse information om meningen med livet?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Troede du på et liv efter døden før din oplevelse?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Tror du på et liv efter døden efter din oplevelse?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Frygtede du døden før din oplevelse?
I slightly feared death
Frygter du døden efter din oplevelse?
I do not fear death
Var du bange for at leve dit liv før din oplevelse?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Var du bange for at leve dit liv efter din oplevelse?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Troede du, at vores jordiske liv er meningsfulde og betydningsfulde før din oplevelse?
Are not meaningful and significant
Troede du, at vores jordiske liv er meningsfulde og betydningsfulde efter din oplevelse?
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Fik du information om, hvordan vi skal leve vores liv?
No
Fik du under din oplevelse information om livets vanskeligheder, udfordringer og strabadser?
No
Var du medfølende før din oplevelse?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Fik du under din oplevelse information om kærlighed?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Var du medfølende efter din oplevelse?
Not compassionate toward others
Hvilke livsændringer er der sket i dit liv efter din oplevelse?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Har dine forhold ændret sig specifikt som følge af din oplevelse?
No
Efter Nær Døden Oplevelsen
Var oplevelsen vanskelig at udtrykke med ord?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Hvor præcist husker du oplevelsen sammenlignet med andre livsbegivenheder, der fandt sted omkring tidspunktet for oplevelsen?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Har du nogen psykiske, usædvanlige eller andre specielle gaver efter din oplevelse, som du ikke havde før oplevelsen?
No
Er der en eller flere dele af din oplevelse, der er særligt meningsfulde eller betydningsfulde for dig? Forklar venligst.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Har du nogensinde delt denne oplevelse med andre?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Havde du kendskab til nærdødsoplevelser (NDE) før din oplevelse?
No
Hvad troede du om realiteten af din oplevelse kort tid (dage til uger) efter den skete?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Hvad tror du nu om virkeligheden af din oplevelse?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Har noget på noget tidspunkt i dit liv reproduceret nogen del af oplevelsen?
No
Er der andet, du gerne vil tilføje om din oplevelse?
No