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- ΧώραUnited States
- ΦύλοF
- ΗλικίαAdult
- Ημερομηνία Εμπειρίας1/1/2001
- Ημερομηνία Υποβολής7/29/2014
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Ο χρόνος έχασε κάθε νόημαΒλέποντας το παρελθόν τους (Ανασκόπηση Ζωής)Βλέποντας το μέλλον τουςΒλέπω ένα φωτεινό εξωγήινο φωςΑνάπτυξη ψυχικών ικανοτήτωνΚατανόηση των πάντων για το σύμπανΒλέποντας προηγούμενες ζωές (Μετενσάρκωση)ΕΠΣ, Εμπειρία εκτός σώματοςΑίσθηση ενότητας με το σύμπανOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyΔήλωσαν ότι ήταν/είναι ένα με τον ΘεόΟ πνευματικός κόσμος πιο πραγματικός από τη φυσική πραγματικότηταΕξηγεί τον σκοπό των ατομικών ζωώνΕξηγεί τον σκοπό όλης της ζωήςΣυνείδηση σε ζώα, φυτά ή αντικείμεναΈμαθε για τις ιδιότητες της κβαντικής φυσικήςΘυμάται λεπτομέρειες από όσα έμαθε για την κβαντική φυσικήΟ χρόνος είναι ψευδαίσθηση και δεν υπάρχει στον πνευματικό κόσμοΤο σύμπαν αποτελείται μόνο από αγάπη και φωςΠεριγράφει τον Θεό
Περιγραφή Εμπειρίας
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Πληροφορίες Υπόβαθρου
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
Στοιχεία NDE
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, υπήρχε κάποιο σχετιζόμενο γεγονός που απειλούσε τη ζωή;
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Πώς θεωρείτε το περιεχόμενο της εμπειρίας σας;
Entirely pleasant
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Out of body experience
Νιώσατε ότι αποχωριστήκατε από το σώμα σας;
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Πώς συγκρίθηκε το υψηλότερο επίπεδο συνείδησης και εγρήγορσης κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας με την κανονική καθημερινή σας συνείδηση και εγρήγορση;
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Σε ποιο σημείο της εμπειρίας σας βρισκόσασταν στο υψηλότερο επίπεδο συνείδησης και εγρήγορσης;
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Οι σκέψεις σας επιταχύνθηκαν;
Incredibly fast
Φαινόταν ότι ο χρόνος επιταχυνόταν ή επιβραδυνόταν;
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Ήταν οι αισθήσεις σας πιο ζωντανές από το συνηθισμένο;
Incredibly more vivid
Παρακαλώ συγκρίνετε την όρασή σας κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας με την καθημερινή σας όραση που είχατε αμέσως πριν από τη στιγμή της εμπειρίας
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Παρακαλώ συγκρίνετε την ακοή σας κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας με την καθημερινή σας ακοή που είχατε αμέσως πριν από τη στιγμή της εμπειρίας
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Φαινόταν ότι ήσασταν ενήμερος για γεγονότα που συνέβαιναν κάπου αλλού;
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Tunnel
Περάσατε μέσα από ένα τούνελ;
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Presence of deceased persons
Είδατε κανένα όν στην εμπειρία σας;
I sensed their presence
Συναντήσατε ή γίνατε ενήμεροι για οποιουσδήποτε θανόντες (ή ζωντανούς) beings;
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Void
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Darkness
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Unearthly light
Είδατε ή νιώσατε ότι περιβάλλεστε από ένα λαμπρό φως;
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Είδατε ένα άλλου κόσμου φως;
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
A landscape or city
Φαινόταν ότι εισήλθατε σε έναν άλλον, εξωκοσμικό κόσμο;
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Hellish imagery
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Strong emotional tone
Ποιες άλλες συναισθήματα νιώσατε κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας;
Immense Love
Νιώσατε ένα αίσθημα ειρήνης ή ευχαρίστησης;
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Νιώσατε ένα αίσθημα χαράς;
incredible joy
Αισθανθήκατε μια αίσθηση αρμονίας ή ενότητας με το σύμπαν;
I felt united or one with the world
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Special knowledge or purpose
Ξαφνικά φάνηκε να καταλαβαίνετε τα πάντα;
Everything about the universe
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Life review
Σας ήρθαν πίσω σκηνές από το παρελθόν σας;
I remembered many past events
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Awareness of the future
Σας ήρθαν σκηνές από το μέλλον;
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Boundary
Φτάσατε σε ένα όριο ή περιοριστική φυσική δομή;
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Φτάσατε σε ένα όριο ή σημείο χωρίς επιστροφή;
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Θεός, Πνευματικότητα και Θρησκεία
Τι σημασία δώσατε στη θρησκευτική/πνευματική σας ζωή πριν από την εμπειρία σας
Not important to me
Ποια ήταν η θρησκεία σας πριν από την εμπειρία σας;
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Έχουν αλλάξει οι θρησκευτικές σας πρακτικές από την εμπειρία σας;
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Τι σημασία δίνετε στη θρησκευτική/πνευματική σας ζωή μετά την εμπειρία σας
Greatly important to me
Ποια είναι η θρησκεία σας τώρα;
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Η εμπειρία σας περιλάμβανε χαρακτηριστικά συμβατά με τις κοσμικές σας πεποιθήσεις;
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Είχατε αλλαγή στις αξίες και τις πεποιθήσεις σας λόγω της εμπειρίας σας;
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
Η εμπειρία περιλάμβανε
Presence of unearthly beings
Φαινόταν ότι συναντήσατε ένα μυστικό ον ή παρουσία ή ακούσατε μία ακαθόριστη φωνή;
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Είδατε αποθανόντες ή θρησκευτικά πνεύματα;
I sensed their presence
Συναντήσατε ή ενημερωθήκατε για οποιαδήποτε οντά που προηγουμένως έζησαν στη γη και περιγράφονται με όνομα σε θρησκείες (για παράδειγμα: Ιησούς, Μωάμεθ, Βούδας, κ.λπ.);
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες σχετικά με την ύπαρξη του Θεού;
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες σχετικά με την καθολική σύνδεση ή την ενότητα;
Yes We are one!
Πιστεύατε στην ύπαρξη του Θεού πριν από την εμπειρία σας;
God probably does not exist
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες σχετικά με την ύπαρξη του Θεού;
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Πιστεύετε στην ύπαρξη του Θεού μετά την εμπειρία σας;
God definitely exists
Σχετικά με τις κοσμικές μας ζωές εκτός από τη Θρησκεία
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε ειδικές γνώσεις ή πληροφορίες σχετικά με τον σκοπό σας;
Yes Omniscient!
Πιστεύατε ότι οι γήινες ζωές μας είναι σημαντικές και ουσιαστικές πριν από την εμπειρία σας
Are meaningful and significant
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες για το νόημα της ζωής;
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Πιστεύατε σε μια ζωή μετά θάνατον πριν από την εμπειρία σας;
An afterlife probably does not exist
Πιστεύετε σε μια ζωή μετά θάνατον μετά την εμπειρία σας;
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Φοβόσασταν το θάνατο πριν από την εμπειρία σας;
I greatly feared death
Φοβάστε τον θάνατο μετά την εμπειρία σας
I do not fear death
Φοβόσασταν να ζείτε τη ζωή σας πριν από την εμπειρία σας
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Φοβόσασταν να ζείτε τη ζωή σας μετά την εμπειρία σας
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Πιστεύατε ότι οι γήινες ζωές μας είναι σημαντικές και ουσιαστικές πριν από την εμπειρία σας
Are meaningful and significant
Πιστεύατε ότι οι γήινες ζωές μας είναι σημαντικές και ουσιαστικές μετά την εμπειρία σας
Are meaningful and significant
Αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες για το πώς να ζούμε τις ζωές μας;
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες σχετικά με τις δυσκολίες, τις προκλήσεις και τις δοκιμασίες της ζωής;
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Ήσασταν συμπονετικοί πριν από την εμπειρία σας
Slightly compassionate toward others
Κατά τη διάρκεια της εμπειρίας σας, αποκτήσατε πληροφορίες σχετικά με την αγάπη;
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Ήσασταν συμπονετικοί μετά την εμπειρία σας
Greatly compassionate toward others
Ποιες αλλαγές στη ζωή σας συνέβησαν μετά την εμπειρία σας;
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Έχουν αλλάξει οι σχέσεις σας συγκεκριμένα ως αποτέλεσμα της εμπειρίας σας;
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Μετά το NDE
Ήταν η εμπειρία δύσκολο να εκφραστεί με λέξεις;
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Πόσο ακριβώς θυμάστε την εμπειρία σε σύγκριση με άλλα γεγονότα της ζωής που συνέβησαν γύρω από το χρόνο της εμπειρίας;
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Έχετε ψυχικές, ασυνήθιστες ή άλλες ειδικές ικανότητες μετά την εμπειρία σας που δεν είχατε πριν;
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Υπάρχουν ένα ή περισσότερα μέρη της εμπειρίας σας που είναι ιδιαίτερα σημαντικά ή με νόημα για εσάς; Παρακαλώ εξηγήστε.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Έχετε μοιραστεί ποτέ αυτή την εμπειρία σας με άλλους;
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Είχατε κάποια γνώση για τις εμπειρίες κοντά στο θάνατο (NDE) πριν από την εμπειρία σας;
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Τι πιστεύατε για την πραγματικότητα της εμπειρίας σας λίγο (ημέρες έως εβδομάδες) μετά που συνέβη;
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Τι πιστεύετε για την πραγματικότητα της εμπειρίας σας τώρα;
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Σε οποιαδήποτε στιγμή της ζωής σας, έχει κάτι αναπαράγει οποιοδήποτε μέρος της εμπειρίας;
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Υπάρχει κάτι άλλο που θα θέλατε να προσθέσετε για την εμπειρία σας;
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.