Bonnie L
NDE
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Greyson Eskala: 12
#2407
- HerrialdeaUnited States
- GeneroaF
- AdinaToddler
- Esperientzia data1/1/1950
- Bidalitako data11/26/2005
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Lurrez kanpoko argi distiratsu bat ikusiAhalmen psikikoak garatuUnibertsoari buruzko guztia ulertuGKE, Gorputzetik kanpoko esperientziaUnibertsoarekin bat sentitzeaSegur aski heriotze klinikoa izan zuenOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyMundu espirituala errealitate fisikoa baino errealagoa daBeste norbaitekin GKE behaketak berretsi dituDenbora ilusio bat da eta ez da existitzen mundu espiritualeanBeraien borondatearen aurka itzuli zen
Esperientziaren Deskribapena
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Aurrekarien informazioa
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientzien Elementuak
Zure esperientziaren unean, ba al zegoen bizitza arriskuan jartzen zuen gertakari bat?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Nola hartzen duzu zure esperientziaren edukia?
Wonderful
Zure gorputzetik bereizita sentitu al zara?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Nola alderatzen da esperientzian zehar kontzientzia eta erne maila gorena zure eguneroko kontzientzia eta erne mailarekin?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Esperientziako zein unetan egon zinen zure kontzientzia eta erne maila gorenean?
All the time, all of them.
Zure pentsamenduak azkartu egin al ziren?
Neither
Denbora bizkortu edo moteldu egin zela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Zure zentzumenak ohikoa baino biziagoak al ziren?
Incredibly more so
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen ikusmena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen entzumena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Badirudi beste leku batzuetan gertatzen ari ziren gauzak ezagutzen zenituela?
Neither
Tunel batean sartu al zinen?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Ikusirik izan al duzu izakirik zure esperientzian?
Neither
Hildako (edo bizirik) izakiekin topo egin al zenuen edo horien berri izan al zenuen?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Ikusgarri bat ikusi al zenuen, edo argi distiratsu batez inguratuta sentitu al zinen?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Argirik gabeko argirik ikusi al zenuen?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Beste mundu ez-lurtar batean sartu zarela zirudien?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Zer beste emozio sentitu zenituen esperientzian zehar?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Bake edo atsegintasun sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Poz sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible joy
Unibertsoarekin harmonia edo batasun sentsazio bat sentitu al zenuen?
United, one with the world
Bat-batean dena ulertzen zenuela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything about the universe
Zure iraganeko eszenak itzuli al zaizkizu?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Etorkizuneko eszenak etorri al zitzaizkizun?
Neither
Muga edo itzulerarik gabeko puntura iritsi al zara?
Neither
Jainkoa, espiritualtasuna eta erlijioa
Zein zen zure erlijioa esperientzia izan aurretik?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Aldatu al dira zure praktika erlijiosoak esperientzia izan zenuenetik?
No
Zein da zure erlijioa orain?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Aldaketarik izan al duzu zure balioetan eta sinesmenetan zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
No
Izaki edo presentzia mistiko bat topatu al zenuen, edo ahots identifikagaitza entzun al zenuen?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Hildako edo izpiritu erlijiosorik ikusi al zenuen?
Neither
Gure Lurreko bizitzari buruz, erlijioaz gain
Zure esperientzian zehar, ezagutza edo informazio berezirik lortu al zenuen zure helburuari buruz?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Zure harremanak aldatu al dira zehazki zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
No
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientziaren Ondoren
Zaila izan al zen esperientzia hitzez adieraztea?
No
Ba al duzu zure esperientziaren ondoren, aurretik ez zenituen dohain psikiko, ez-arrunt edo bestelakorik?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Ba al daude zure esperientziaren zati batzuk bereziki esanguratsuak edo garrantzitsuak direnak zuretzat? Mesedez, azaldu.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Inoiz partekatu al duzu esperientzia hau besteekin?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Heriotza-esperientziari (HEE) buruzko ezagutzarik bazenuen zure esperientzia baino lehen?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Zer uste zenuen zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz gertatu eta gutxira (egun batzuetatik aste batzuetara)?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Zer uste duzu orain zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Zure bizitzako edozein unetan, ezerk erreproduzitu al du inoiz esperientziaren zatirik?
No
Ba al dago zure esperientzia komunikatzen laguntzeko egin genezakeen beste galderarik?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?