Susan A
NDE
Greyson Eskala: 15
#2587
- HerrialdeaUnited States
- GeneroaF
- AdinaAdult
- Esperientzia data1/1/2000
- Bidalitako data4/29/2006
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Beren iragana ikustea (Bizitzaren Berrikuspena)Etorkizuna ikustenLurrez kanpoko argi distiratsu bat ikusiAhalmen psikikoak garatuUnibertsoari buruzko guztia ulertuGKE, Gorputzetik kanpoko esperientziaSegur aski heriotze klinikoa izan zuenMundu espirituala errealitate fisikoa baino errealagoa daGKE mediku profesional batekin berretsi duBanakako bizitzen helburua azaltzen duJainkoa deskribatzen duEsperientzian bere espiritu-gida ezagutu duBesteek bizi-berrikuspenean sentitu zutena sentitu zuenInoiz ikusi gabeko koloreak ikusi zituenBizitzara itzultzea erabaki zuen
Esperientziaren Deskribapena
1995 - In the intensive care unit, curtain surrounding the bathroom area, light began emitting from behind the curtain (sort of 'Wizard of Oz'-like - no noise, just light and vibration). Knew a presence wished to come into room. Knew by the indescribable quality and feeling of light it was God, as I know him. I asked him 'not now', please my children (I am single parent of two, one disabled through leukemia at four, no family but me. I asked for more time, responsibility of visit too frightening. He/she/it immediately acquiesced. I always regretted it.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
Aurrekarien informazioa
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
(2) in 2000
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientzien Elementuak
Zure esperientziaren unean, ba al zegoen bizitza arriskuan jartzen zuen gertakari bat?
Yes Heart attack Open heart surgery, 3 open hearts in three days in April and In November Complete cardiac and respiratory arrest due to CHF Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Had heart attack in 1995. Had experience in the intensive care unit but willed it away, too scary, always regretted it but had children who needed me. In 2005 had multiple bypass, which did not go well, three open heart surgeries in three days due to hemorrhaging. On respirator for forty-five days. Many journeys and experiences throughout that period in April/May. In November had complete respiratory and cardiac arrest. Another experience.
Nola hartzen duzu zure esperientziaren edukia?
Mixed
Zure gorputzetik bereizita sentitu al zara?
Yes
I lost awareness of my body
Nola alderatzen da esperientzian zehar kontzientzia eta erne maila gorena zure eguneroko kontzientzia eta erne mailarekin?
More consciousness and alertness than normal It was much more real. I know that doesn't make much sense.
Esperientziako zein unetan egon zinen zure kontzientzia eta erne maila gorenean?
In presence of the main God, light, vibration. But most of all in tunnel when choice had to be made. I was tired.
Zure pentsamenduak azkartu egin al ziren?
Neither
Denbora bizkortu edo moteldu egin zela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Neither I have what I call 'Swiss cheese for brains'. Some things are missing or dropped.
Zure zentzumenak ohikoa baino biziagoak al ziren?
Neither
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen ikusmena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
Colors perfect, things and places seen without flaw, almost undisturbed. Every petal of every flower perfect. No decay of any kind. Transparency somehow changed and music without time. Couldn't explain that one in a million years wouldn't know where to begin.
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen entzumena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
It was hearing but not auditory exactly all the time.
Badirudi beste leku batzuetan gertatzen ari ziren gauzak ezagutzen zenituela?
Neither
Tunel batean sartu al zinen?
Yes Already described.
Ikusirik izan al duzu izakirik zure esperientzian?
Saw them
Hildako (edo bizirik) izakiekin topo egin al zenuen edo horien berri izan al zenuen?
Yes Already described.
Ikusgarri bat ikusi al zenuen, edo argi distiratsu batez inguratuta sentitu al zinen?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Argirik gabeko argirik ikusi al zenuen?
Yes Already described.
Beste mundu ez-lurtar batean sartu zarela zirudien?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm already described some. many more, lots of travel and sights
Zer beste emozio sentitu zenituen esperientzian zehar?
Wonder, joy, fear, trust, grateful, small, big, powerful, powerless, amazed, graced, light, open, peaceful, inquisitive and loved and loving. Perfectly in tune.
Bake edo atsegintasun sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Poz sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible joy
Unibertsoarekin harmonia edo batasun sentsazio bat sentitu al zenuen?
United, one with the world
Bat-batean dena ulertzen zenuela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything about the universe
Zure iraganeko eszenak itzuli al zaizkizu?
Remembered many past events Life review takes place through the feelings and emotions of others in any given moment in time. We experience and feel whatever we created in that moment for them. I am much more sensitive.
Etorkizuneko eszenak etorri al zitzaizkizun?
From the world's future
Very private.
Muga edo itzulerarik gabeko puntura iritsi al zara?
A conscious decision to 'return' to life
Jainkoa, espiritualtasuna eta erlijioa
Zein zen zure erlijioa esperientzia izan aurretik?
Moderate Raised catholic, believe in collective unconscious, a higher power have had unusual, unexplainable experiences throughout life making conservative organized religious experience not acceptable.
Aldatu al dira zure praktika erlijiosoak esperientzia izan zenuenetik?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Zein da zure erlijioa orain?
Liberal Have conscious contact w/ higher power daily, pray and meditate daily, use Native American Medicine Wheel for healing/teaching. Use ancient esoteric teachings from stones crystals given by Native American grandma turned good catholic when she was a young
Aldaketarik izan al duzu zure balioetan eta sinesmenetan zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Izaki edo presentzia mistiko bat topatu al zenuen, edo ahots identifikagaitza entzun al zenuen?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Hildako edo izpiritu erlijiosorik ikusi al zenuen?
Saw them
Gure Lurreko bizitzari buruz, erlijioaz gain
Zure esperientzian zehar, ezagutza edo informazio berezirik lortu al zenuen zure helburuari buruz?
Yes Very private.
Zure harremanak aldatu al dira zehazki zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Yes I am much more willing just to be me without pretense, walls or protections that we humans erect to protect ourselves from REALLY being seen.
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientziaren Ondoren
Zaila izan al zen esperientzia hitzez adieraztea?
Yes We don't have words in our vocabulary that express the 'energetic colors of vibration' emitted by 'higher being'. The emotional quality of 'feeling state' beyond measure or words. Information received so simple, yet so complicated it would take hours to verbalize. Recognition of persons in tunnel already 'passed over' (I think) so familiar, yet didn't recognize a one. Saw my grandma no words. Couldn't see 'God', but saw energy emitting and felt enormous vibration and felt emotional presence and vibration throughout life review.
Ba al duzu zure esperientziaren ondoren, aurretik ez zenituen dohain psikiko, ez-arrunt edo bestelakorik?
Yes Personal.
Ba al daude zure esperientziaren zati batzuk bereziki esanguratsuak edo garrantzitsuak direnak zuretzat? Mesedez, azaldu.
Oh my God, are you kidding? Too personal for a computer screen.
Inoiz partekatu al duzu esperientzia hau besteekin?
Yes Immediately. Sure, reactions were mixed. I hope they were influenced.
Heriotza-esperientziari (HEE) buruzko ezagutzarik bazenuen zure esperientzia baino lehen?
Uncertain After my mother died I had and my son had a 'dreamlike' waking encounter.
Zer uste zenuen zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz gertatu eta gutxira (egun batzuetatik aste batzuetara)?
Experience was definitely real It was more real that what's here in my consciousness on a daily basis and I stay as connected as possible daily.
Zer uste duzu orain zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz?
Experience was definitely real It affects me in every moment.
Zure bizitzako edozein unetan, ezerk erreproduzitu al du inoiz esperientziaren zatirik?
No