Jessica G
NDE
Greyson Eskala: 15
#3972
- HerrialdeaUnited States
- GeneroaF
- AdinaOlder Child
- Esperientzia data1/18/1981
- Bidalitako data5/2/2009
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
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Esperientziaren Deskribapena
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Aurrekarien informazioa
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientzien Elementuak
Zure esperientziaren unean, ba al zegoen bizitza arriskuan jartzen zuen gertakari bat?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Nola hartzen duzu zure esperientziaren edukia?
Wonderful
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Out of body experience
Zure gorputzetik bereizita sentitu al zara?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Nola alderatzen da esperientzian zehar kontzientzia eta erne maila gorena zure eguneroko kontzientzia eta erne mailarekin?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
Esperientziako zein unetan egon zinen zure kontzientzia eta erne maila gorenean?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Zure pentsamenduak azkartu egin al ziren?
Incredibly fast
Denbora bizkortu edo moteldu egin zela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Zure zentzumenak ohikoa baino biziagoak al ziren?
Incredibly more vivid
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen ikusmena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen entzumena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Badirudi beste leku batzuetan gertatzen ari ziren gauzak ezagutzen zenituela?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Tunel batean sartu al zinen?
No
Ikusirik izan al duzu izakirik zure esperientzian?
I actually saw them
Hildako (edo bizirik) izakiekin topo egin al zenuen edo horien berri izan al zenuen?
No
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Darkness
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Light
Ikusgarri bat ikusi al zenuen, edo argi distiratsu batez inguratuta sentitu al zinen?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Argirik gabeko argirik ikusi al zenuen?
Yes
Beste mundu ez-lurtar batean sartu zarela zirudien?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Zer beste emozio sentitu zenituen esperientzian zehar?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Bake edo atsegintasun sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Poz sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Happiness
Unibertsoarekin harmonia edo batasun sentsazio bat sentitu al zenuen?
I felt united or one with the world
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Special Knowledge
Bat-batean dena ulertzen zenuela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything about the universe
Zure iraganeko eszenak itzuli al zaizkizu?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Etorkizuneko eszenak etorri al zitzaizkizun?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Muga edo itzulerarik gabeko puntura iritsi al zara?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Jainkoa, espiritualtasuna eta erlijioa
Zein zen zure erlijioa esperientzia izan aurretik?
Liberal None
Aldatu al dira zure praktika erlijiosoak esperientzia izan zenuenetik?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Zein da zure erlijioa orain?
Liberal None/Open minded
Aldaketarik izan al duzu zure balioetan eta sinesmenetan zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Izaki edo presentzia mistiko bat topatu al zenuen, edo ahots identifikagaitza entzun al zenuen?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Hildako edo izpiritu erlijiosorik ikusi al zenuen?
I actually saw them
Gure Lurreko bizitzari buruz, erlijioaz gain
Zure esperientzian zehar, ezagutza edo informazio berezirik lortu al zenuen zure helburuari buruz?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Zure harremanak aldatu al dira zehazki zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientziaren Ondoren
Zaila izan al zen esperientzia hitzez adieraztea?
No
Ba al duzu zure esperientziaren ondoren, aurretik ez zenituen dohain psikiko, ez-arrunt edo bestelakorik?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Ba al daude zure esperientziaren zati batzuk bereziki esanguratsuak edo garrantzitsuak direnak zuretzat? Mesedez, azaldu.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Inoiz partekatu al duzu esperientzia hau besteekin?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Heriotza-esperientziari (HEE) buruzko ezagutzarik bazenuen zure esperientzia baino lehen?
No
Zer uste zenuen zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz gertatu eta gutxira (egun batzuetatik aste batzuetara)?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Zer uste duzu orain zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Zure bizitzako edozein unetan, ezerk erreproduzitu al du inoiz esperientziaren zatirik?
No