Mary D
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- HerrialdeaUnited States
- GeneroaF
- AdinaAdult
- Esperientzia data1/1/2001
- Bidalitako data7/29/2014
Esperientziak barne hartzen zuen
Denborak esanahia galdu zuenBeren iragana ikustea (Bizitzaren Berrikuspena)Etorkizuna ikustenLurrez kanpoko argi distiratsu bat ikusiAhalmen psikikoak garatuUnibertsoari buruzko guztia ulertuAurreko bizitzak ikustea (Berrinkarnazioa)GKE, Gorputzetik kanpoko esperientziaUnibertsoarekin bat sentitzeaOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyJainkoarekin batera zeudela/daudela adierazi duteMundu espirituala errealitate fisikoa baino errealagoa daBanakako bizitzen helburua azaltzen duBizi guztien helburua azaltzen duKontzientzia animalietan, landaretan edo objektuetanFisika kuantikoaren propietateei buruz ikasi zuenFisika kuantikoari buruz ikasitako xehetasunak gogoratzen dituDenbora ilusio bat da eta ez da existitzen mundu espiritualeanUnibertsoa maitasunez eta argiz bakarrik osatuta dagoJainkoa deskribatzen du
Esperientziaren Deskribapena
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Aurrekarien informazioa
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientzien Elementuak
Zure esperientziaren unean, ba al zegoen bizitza arriskuan jartzen zuen gertakari bat?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Nola hartzen duzu zure esperientziaren edukia?
Entirely pleasant
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Out of body experience
Zure gorputzetik bereizita sentitu al zara?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Nola alderatzen da esperientzian zehar kontzientzia eta erne maila gorena zure eguneroko kontzientzia eta erne mailarekin?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Esperientziako zein unetan egon zinen zure kontzientzia eta erne maila gorenean?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Zure pentsamenduak azkartu egin al ziren?
Incredibly fast
Denbora bizkortu edo moteldu egin zela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Zure zentzumenak ohikoa baino biziagoak al ziren?
Incredibly more vivid
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen ikusmena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Konparatu mesedez esperientzian zehar izan zenuen entzumena esperientzia izan baino lehen egunerokoan zenuenarekin
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Badirudi beste leku batzuetan gertatzen ari ziren gauzak ezagutzen zenituela?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
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Tunnel
Tunel batean sartu al zinen?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
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Presence of deceased persons
Ikusirik izan al duzu izakirik zure esperientzian?
I sensed their presence
Hildako (edo bizirik) izakiekin topo egin al zenuen edo horien berri izan al zenuen?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
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Void
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Darkness
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Unearthly light
Ikusgarri bat ikusi al zenuen, edo argi distiratsu batez inguratuta sentitu al zinen?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Argirik gabeko argirik ikusi al zenuen?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
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A landscape or city
Beste mundu ez-lurtar batean sartu zarela zirudien?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
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Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Zer beste emozio sentitu zenituen esperientzian zehar?
Immense Love
Bake edo atsegintasun sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Poz sentsaziorik izan al zenuen?
incredible joy
Unibertsoarekin harmonia edo batasun sentsazio bat sentitu al zenuen?
I felt united or one with the world
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Special knowledge or purpose
Bat-batean dena ulertzen zenuela iruditu al zitzaizun?
Everything about the universe
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Life review
Zure iraganeko eszenak itzuli al zaizkizu?
I remembered many past events
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Awareness of the future
Etorkizuneko eszenak etorri al zitzaizkizun?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
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Boundary
Muga edo egitura fisiko mugatzailerik aurkitu al zenuen?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Muga edo itzulerarik gabeko puntura iritsi al zara?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Jainkoa, espiritualtasuna eta erlijioa
Zer garrantzi ematen zenion zure erlijio/bizitza espiritualari zure esperientziaren aurretik?
Not important to me
Zein zen zure erlijioa esperientzia izan aurretik?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Aldatu al dira zure praktika erlijiosoak esperientzia izan zenuenetik?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Zer garrantzi ematen diozu zure erlijio/bizitza espiritualari zure esperientziaren ondoren?
Greatly important to me
Zein da zure erlijioa orain?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Zure esperientziak zure lurreko sinesmenekin bat zetozen ezaugarriak barne hartu zituen?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Aldaketarik izan al duzu zure balioetan eta sinesmenetan zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
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Presence of unearthly beings
Izaki edo presentzia mistiko bat topatu al zenuen, edo ahots identifikagaitza entzun al zenuen?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Hildako edo izpiritu erlijiosorik ikusi al zenuen?
I sensed their presence
Erlijioetan izenez deskribatzen diren lurrean bizi izan ziren izakirik topatu edo jakin al duzu (adibidez: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etab.)?
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Zure esperientzian zehar, informaziorik lortu al zenuen Jainkoaren existentziari buruz?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Zure esperientzian zehar, informaziorik lortu al zenuen konexio unibertsalari edo batasunari buruz?
Yes We are one!
Jainkoaren existentzian sinesten al zenuen zure esperientziaren aurretik?
God probably does not exist
Zure esperientzian zehar, informaziorik lortu al zenuen Jainkoaren existentziari buruz?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Jainkoaren existentzian sinesten al duzu zure esperientziaren ondoren?
God definitely exists
Gure Lurreko bizitzari buruz, erlijioaz gain
Zure esperientzian zehar, ezagutza edo informazio berezirik lortu al zenuen zure helburuari buruz?
Yes Omniscient!
Uste al zenuen gure lurreko bizitzak esanguratsuak eta esanguratsuak zirela zure esperientziaren aurretik?
Are meaningful and significant
Zure esperientzian zehar, bizitzaren esanahiaren inguruko informaziorik lortu al zenuen?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Sinesten al zenuen heriotzaren ondorengo bizitzan zure esperientziaren aurretik?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Sinesten al duzu heriotzaren ondorengo bizitzan zure esperientziaren ondoren?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Heriotzari beldur al zenioten zure esperientziaren aurretik?
I greatly feared death
Heriotzari beldur al diozu zure esperientziaren ondoren?
I do not fear death
Beldurti zinen zure bizitza bizitzen zure esperientziaren aurretik?
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Beldurti zinen zure bizitza bizitzen zure esperientziaren ondoren?
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Uste al zenuen gure lurreko bizitzak esanguratsuak eta esanguratsuak zirela zure esperientziaren aurretik?
Are meaningful and significant
Uste al zenuen gure lurreko bizitzak esanguratsuak eta esanguratsuak direla zure esperientziaren ondoren?
Are meaningful and significant
Informaziorik lortu al duzu gure bizitza nola bizi buruz?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Zure esperientzian zehar, bizitzako zailtasunei, erronkei eta zailtasunei buruzko informaziorik lortu al zenuen?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Errukitsua al zinen zure esperientziaren aurretik?
Slightly compassionate toward others
Zure esperientzian zehar, maitasunari buruzko informaziorik lortu al zenuen?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Errukitsua al zara zure esperientziaren ondoren?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Zer bizitza aldaketa gertatu ziren zure bizitzan zure esperientziaren ondoren?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Zure harremanak aldatu al dira zehazki zure esperientziaren ondorioz?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Heriotzatik Hurbileko Esperientziaren Ondoren
Zaila izan al zen esperientzia hitzez adieraztea?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Zein zehaztasunez oroitzen duzu esperientzia, esperientziaren garaian gertatu ziren beste bizitza-gertaerekin alderatuta?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Ba al duzu zure esperientziaren ondoren, aurretik ez zenituen dohain psikiko, ez-arrunt edo bestelakorik?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Ba al daude zure esperientziaren zati batzuk bereziki esanguratsuak edo garrantzitsuak direnak zuretzat? Mesedez, azaldu.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Inoiz partekatu al duzu esperientzia hau besteekin?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Heriotza-esperientziari (HEE) buruzko ezagutzarik bazenuen zure esperientzia baino lehen?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Zer uste zenuen zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz gertatu eta gutxira (egun batzuetatik aste batzuetara)?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Zer uste duzu orain zure esperientziaren errealitateari buruz?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Zure bizitzako edozein unetan, ezerk erreproduzitu al du inoiz esperientziaren zatirik?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Ba al dago zure esperientziari buruz gehitu nahiko zenukeen beste ezer?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.