Scott S
Probable NDE
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#13098
Kokemuksen kuvaus
I just got done watching your podcast with one of my favorite near death experience podcasts. What can I say about my experience? Apparently, what I realize later on, is that with my sleep apnea, I died in my sleep.
I found myself in the black void. The best way I can explain it, is that I was back in my mother's womb. It took me a long time to come up with that explanation. Either way, I was incomplete blackness; pure velvet black. I came to the realization that I was in the company of God himself. I couldn’t see him. I couldn’t see myself. I just knew who he was and I could feel everything about him. The amount of love that poured into me was more than my body could handle. I felt like I was a balloon and I was going to blow up at any moment.
Telepathically, he said, 'Ask.' I was so caught off guard, that all I could think of was, "What is the meaning of life?' Within one moment or a split second, everything came flooding into me like a gigantic river, rushing into my heart. I knew everything about everything. I knew everything about everybody that existed on the earth; as well as who has ever existed in time. I knew everything about mathematics, aeronautics, and anything else anyone could think about. I truly felt like I was a God myself. At the end of it all, God wanted to explain to me that nothing is more important than love. So he started flooding me with an unbelievable amount of love; more than anyone could ever imagine, like love times 1 trillion. And that’s probably not even enough. I thought my heart was going to explode. Once again, I was feeling like a balloon. God told me that I was going back, and that I would not remember anything else 'but the love I showed you.' He told me, 'I expect for you to go and explain to everybody else that there is no death.' I can't remember if I wanted to go back or not.
Suddenly, I woke up in the bed next to my ex-wife. I was literally laughing and crying at the same time; sitting up and holding my chest. At that moment, I still remembered everything that I had learned. I was very excited to wake up in the morning, tell everybody about quantum physics, and everything else. And especially about the love. To my dismay, I remembered the love, but could not remember or recall all of the extremely incredible information that had downloaded into me. I’ve told my kids and my now, ex-wife, all about it. My kids somewhat believe what I said, but still question it. It really doesn’t matter to me.
All I know is that we all go on after death. We have infinite lives. We will reincarnate, as we have done thousands and thousands of times. We are on earth as a learning experiences that we cannot learn in the perfect world of heaven.
I’m not a super-religious person. But, I’m now very spiritual based on what I experienced. I lost all of my fear of death. Unfortunately, as many near death experiences will tell you, I went into a depression because I want nothing more than to go back home. I’m trying to enjoy this life that I have taken on. But it is very hard because I don’t remember what I chose to deal with this time around. And once again, I did choose all of these things in my life: loss of family, loss of children, financial devastation, divorces, etc. Even now, it's hard for me to understand that I chose these things. Sometimes, I actually get very pissed at my other half for agreeing to this. However, I did, and that everything is as it should be for the time being.
I’ve told many friends about my experience. Some of them, it has brought them great relief, knowing that they have kids and family members that they worry about. I believe that is the one thing that God gave me the gift to do was to let people know. There are others, however, like my father and friends that are doctors that cannot understand that there is a life beyond this. My doctor friend believes that when he dies that everything just goes away. You don’t remember anything. You don’t remember who you were or that you even had kids or loving your life. I told him that I thought that was the scariest thing in the world.
My God experience was the most amazing experience of my life. I’m glad I was able to find this website after watching the podcast. I’m glad I was able to share my story.
I found myself in the black void. The best way I can explain it, is that I was back in my mother's womb. It took me a long time to come up with that explanation. Either way, I was incomplete blackness; pure velvet black. I came to the realization that I was in the company of God himself. I couldn’t see him. I couldn’t see myself. I just knew who he was and I could feel everything about him. The amount of love that poured into me was more than my body could handle. I felt like I was a balloon and I was going to blow up at any moment.
Telepathically, he said, 'Ask.' I was so caught off guard, that all I could think of was, "What is the meaning of life?' Within one moment or a split second, everything came flooding into me like a gigantic river, rushing into my heart. I knew everything about everything. I knew everything about everybody that existed on the earth; as well as who has ever existed in time. I knew everything about mathematics, aeronautics, and anything else anyone could think about. I truly felt like I was a God myself. At the end of it all, God wanted to explain to me that nothing is more important than love. So he started flooding me with an unbelievable amount of love; more than anyone could ever imagine, like love times 1 trillion. And that’s probably not even enough. I thought my heart was going to explode. Once again, I was feeling like a balloon. God told me that I was going back, and that I would not remember anything else 'but the love I showed you.' He told me, 'I expect for you to go and explain to everybody else that there is no death.' I can't remember if I wanted to go back or not.
Suddenly, I woke up in the bed next to my ex-wife. I was literally laughing and crying at the same time; sitting up and holding my chest. At that moment, I still remembered everything that I had learned. I was very excited to wake up in the morning, tell everybody about quantum physics, and everything else. And especially about the love. To my dismay, I remembered the love, but could not remember or recall all of the extremely incredible information that had downloaded into me. I’ve told my kids and my now, ex-wife, all about it. My kids somewhat believe what I said, but still question it. It really doesn’t matter to me.
All I know is that we all go on after death. We have infinite lives. We will reincarnate, as we have done thousands and thousands of times. We are on earth as a learning experiences that we cannot learn in the perfect world of heaven.
I’m not a super-religious person. But, I’m now very spiritual based on what I experienced. I lost all of my fear of death. Unfortunately, as many near death experiences will tell you, I went into a depression because I want nothing more than to go back home. I’m trying to enjoy this life that I have taken on. But it is very hard because I don’t remember what I chose to deal with this time around. And once again, I did choose all of these things in my life: loss of family, loss of children, financial devastation, divorces, etc. Even now, it's hard for me to understand that I chose these things. Sometimes, I actually get very pissed at my other half for agreeing to this. However, I did, and that everything is as it should be for the time being.
I’ve told many friends about my experience. Some of them, it has brought them great relief, knowing that they have kids and family members that they worry about. I believe that is the one thing that God gave me the gift to do was to let people know. There are others, however, like my father and friends that are doctors that cannot understand that there is a life beyond this. My doctor friend believes that when he dies that everything just goes away. You don’t remember anything. You don’t remember who you were or that you even had kids or loving your life. I told him that I thought that was the scariest thing in the world.
My God experience was the most amazing experience of my life. I’m glad I was able to find this website after watching the podcast. I’m glad I was able to share my story.
Taustatiedot
Gender:
Male
Date NDE Occurred:
08/18/2010
NDE-elementit
Kokemuksesi aikana, oliko siihen liittyvä hengenvaarallinen tapahtuma?
No. Apparently, it was self-suffocation while I was sleeping. I assume it was due to sleep apnea. Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function)
Miten arvioisit kokemuksesi sisältöä?
Entirely pleasant
Tunsitko olosi eroavasi kehostasi?
No.
I lost awareness of my body
Miten kokemusajan korkein tietoisuuden ja valppauden tasosi vertautui normaaliin päivittäiseen tietoisuuteen ja valppauteen?
More consciousness and alertness than normal. I knew everything about anything in the world, including every person in the world.
Milloin kokemuksen aikana olit korkeimmalla tietoisuuden ja valppauden tasolla?
Close to the end
Olivatko ajatuksesi nopeutuneet?
Incredibly fast
Tuntuiko ajankulku nopeutuvan tai hidastuvan?
No
Olivatko aistisi tavallista elävämpiä?
Incredibly more vivid
Vertaa kokemuksesi näkemistä tavalliseen näkökykyysi, joka sinulla oli välittömästi ennen kokemusta
First of all, it was not a vision. It was 100% real. And I can’t even come close to comparing the two.
Vertaa kokemuksesi kuuloa tavalliseen kuuloosi, joka sinulla oli välittömästi ennen kokemusta
When I was there, there were no voices. It was all done through thought.
Olitko tietoinen tapahtumista muualla?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Kuljitko tai läpi tunnelin?
No
Näkyikö kokemuksessasi mitään olentoja?
No
Kohtasitko tai tulitko tietoiseksi mistään edesmenneistä (tai elävistä) olennoista?
No
Näitkö tai tunsitko olevasi kirkkaan valon ympäröimä?
No
Näitkö epätavallisen valon?
No
Tuntuiko sinusta, että astuit johonkin toiseen, yliluonnolliseen maailmaan?
No
Mitä muita tunteita koit kokemuksen aikana?
Love!
Tunsitko rauhaa tai miellyttävyyttä?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Tunsitko iloa?
Incredible joy
Tunsitko harmoniaa tai yhtenäisyyttä universumin kanssa?
I felt united or one with the world
Tuntuiko äkillisesti siltä, että ymmärsit kaiken?
Everything about the universe. There are no words; I understood everything about everything. You could name it, and I knew everything about it. I only wish they retain the knowledge.
Palasivatko kohtaukset menneisyydestäsi takaisin mieleesi?
No
Näkyivätkö tulevaisuuden kohtaukset sinulle?
No
Tulitko rajalle tai pisteeseen, josta ei ole paluuta?
No
Jumala, hengellisyys ja uskonto
Mikä uskonto sinulla oli ennen kokemustasi?
Christian- Other Christian Before I had my experience. I was really not religious as well. It’s simply came out of the blue.
Onko uskonnollinen käytäntösi muuttunut kokemuksesi jälkeen?
Yes I’m not so religious as far as the community goes, I am much more spiritual though.
Mikä on uskontoasi nyt?
Christian- Other Christian I am not very religious. I am extremely spiritual based on my experience.
Sisältyikö kokemukseesi piirteitä, jotka olivat linjassa maallisten uskomustesi kanssa?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Tuliko arvoihisi ja uskomuksiisi muutoksia kokemuksesi takia?
Yes I quit worrying about monetary or worldly things.
I also quit worrying about death. The only thing I have any concerns about is finding true love in this life again.
Tuntuiko sinusta, että kohtasit mystisen olennon tai läsnäolon, tai kuulit tunnistamattoman äänen?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin God!!! Or the creator. Whatever works for you.
Näkyikö sinulle vainajia tai hengellisiä henkiä?
No
Kohtasitko tai tiedostitko minkään olentoja, jotka ovat aiemmin eläneet maapallolla ja jotka mainitaan nimeltä uskonnoissa (esimerkiksi: Jeesus, Muhammad, Buddha, jne?)
No
Kokemuksesi aikana, saiko tietoa Jumalan olemassaolosta?
Yes I did not have a life review, but I did retain the knowledge that I’ve been here many many times before; whether it’s the Earth or a different place.
Kokemuksesi aikana, saiko tietoa universaalista yhteydestä tai ykseydestä?
Yes I was connected to everything and anybody or everybody
Kokemuksesi aikana, saiko tietoa Jumalan olemassaolosta?
Yes I didn’t see him, I simply felt him, I heard his inner voice. I didn’t need to have a physical presence with him. I simply knew he was who he was. That’s all I needed to know.
Maan päällisistä elämistä uskonnon ulkopuolella
Kokemuksesi aikana, saiko erityistä tietoa tai tietoa tarkoituksestasi?
No
Kokemuksesi aikana, saiko tietoa elämän merkityksestä?
Yes Love
Saitko kokemuksesi aikana tietoa tuonpuoleisesta?
Yes Without a doubt, I realized that we reincarnate. We’ve done it thousands or hundreds of thousands of times if not millions of times. There is no time.
Saitko tietoa siitä, miten elämme elämämme?
No
Saitko kokemuksesi aikana tietoa elämän vaikeuksista, haasteista ja koettelemuksista?
No
Saitko kokemuksesi aikana tietoa rakkaudesta?
Yes Unbelievable love from the creator himself. But also, a huge amount of love for all of us here on earth. I try to spread that every day by simply being a ripple in the pond that affects anybody and everybody that I’m around. That is a simple saying have a blessed day or holding the door for someone.
Mitä elämänmuutoksia tapahtui elämässäsi kokemuksesi jälkeen?
Large changes in my life
Ovatko ihmissuhteesi muuttuneet erityisesti kokemuksesi seurauksena?
I just don’t give a lot of time to people in my life that want to act in a worldly fashion
NDE:n jälkeen
Oliko kokemusta vaikea ilmaista sanoin?
Yes There’s no way to explain the love of God. Absolutely no way.
Kuinka tarkasti muistat kokemuksen verrattuna muihin elämän tapahtumiin, jotka tapahtuivat kokemuksen aikana?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. I remember everything about it. The sad part is, I don’t remember the knowledge that I was given. However, the one thing I do remember was the love. And that does seem to fade overtime. Every once in a while, a beautiful sunset or something will send a shiver up my body, like when you get goosebumps
Onko sinulla kokemuksesi jälkeen psyykkisiä, epätavallisia tai muita erityisiä lahjoja, joita sinulla ei ollut ennen kokemusta?
No
Oletko koskaan jakanut tätä kokemusta muiden kanssa?
Yes I started sharing it immediately with my family. After that, it took about two years before I started speaking with it to friends. Now I talk about it nonstop to anybody who will listen.
Oliko sinulla tietoa kuolemanrajakokemuksista (NDE) ennen kokemustasi?
Uncertain
Mitä olit mieltä kokemuksesi todellisuudesta heti sen tapahtuessa (päivien tai viikkojen ajan)?
Experience was definitely real. It is undeniable today the same way it was the morning I woke up. I don’t need somebody to tell me that’s my opinion. I know what I know. And that’s all I need to know.
Mitä mieltä olet kokemuksesi todellisuudesta nyt?
Experience was definitely real. I know what I know.
Oletko koskaan elämäsi aikana kokenut mitään, mikä olisi toistanut osan kokemuksesta?
Yes As I’ve said, only when I see a beautiful sunset or something happens to me. I will get a shiver throughout my body. That may be a simple as a cardinal landing close to me in my backyard. There are little signs. Angel numbers show up all the time for me.
Onko jotain muuta, mitä haluaisit lisätä kokemuksestasi?
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Onko muita kysymyksiä, joita voisimme kysyä auttaaksemme sinua viestimään kokemuksesi?
I have nothing to add, that was a very thorough questionnaire