Vicki W

The easiest way would be to give you my poem with extras at the bottom:

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Eternal Love

Stripped of the world of pain
My death takes me away
Down a blue tunnel of no blame
White brilliance brighter than day

Filled with only love and peace
My body, my life all gone
Feelings of joy and release
Power of love, 'I’m home'

Beings of light, knowledge they bring
Dimension of learning I marvel
A garden where flowers sing
A healing temple of white marble

All answers given direct to my brain
So many questions, mind churning
They laugh, there is no shame
Taken to different places of learning

I stand in peace in a mist
All my questions answered
I see the people I missed
Final move like a ballet dancer

Turning to me in silence, I see
World beneath me, choice to give
Time stands still, it’s up to me
I know it is whether I stay or live

'Can I help them?' All is known
'Hundreds if not thousands' the reply
'I’ll return' they smile, and have flown
Landing back in pain, I cry

Never forgotten, never alone
The lessons learned felt in my bones

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My third experience was when I was about 27 years old. I got septicemia on top of encephalitis from toxic fumes from a petrochemical plant leak. I remember shaking quite violently at my typewriter and being sent home. I was a temp secretary at the time and it was my last day. By that night I was semi-conscious and my husband was really worried. I could not answer him and just wanted to sleep. He thought sleep would be best. The next day I was worse by the time he got home from visiting a university. I had no control of any body functions and could not speak coherently. He was so worried, he called the ambulance. My eyes at that stage were dilated so they rushed me to the larger hospital because they believed it was a virus. This saved me because if I had gone to the local hospital, I would certainly have died. They put me on anti-viral and anti-bacterial IV drips and waited one day. I appeared to be getting better but was still not conscious. They took me off the anti-bacterial medication and that’s when I died.

I abandoned my body and floated above it listening to the panicked doctors saying, 'She’s going down' and the long beeps on the monitor blurred into my unconsciousness. I watched from above for a moment.

There again, I saw the familiar void of nothingness and floated in euphoria. The blue tunnel with silver and white streaks appeared and I was gently sucked into it. As I went down the tunnel, I had a sense of dejavu. I’d been there before. I was totally immersed in pure, unconditional love again and I smiled.

This time, I ended up in a cloud-like essence of light at the end of the tunnel and was able to float through it. I felt peace inside myself. There was no 'time' here. There was no pain. There was no negative emotions. I was in total, unconditional love and serenity all the time. Sooo wonderful. I was surrounded by this mist of pure, white light. I met two and sometimes three beings of light who talked and guided me through my encounter. Sometimes it was like I was asleep and then appeared in different places. Sometimes, I was wide-awake and could walk, float, or be escorted to different places.

I was taken to a healing temple where I lay down on a marble bench. Pure white light and then different colors bombarded me; not unlike a shower of light cleansing me of all negativity from the earthly plane, mind, body and soul. As I walked down the steps of the temple, there was a stunning garden made of every color and shape of flower. Each flower was so perfect, bright, colorful. There was no decay anywhere. As I knelt down to touch a tulip, I realised it was singing. I stood and noticed the whole garden was singing; with each flower having its own note. The harmonies were pure excellence. Even remembering it, brings a tear to my eye.

I was taken to different places of learning. One place was how a plant is created, this is a new plant but not necessarily meant for earth. I was asked to join, as apparently, I had done this before. I sat down with other students. We were given a mission to create a plant in a certain environment; and a certain bird that fed off the nectar. A beam of light took the successful plant and it appeared in a forest in an image that was projected directly to our brains. This was interesting as years later (because I had forgotten about this encounter) it was remembered when I did a deep meditation. It was if I unlocked a part of my brain that could not cope or explain what had happened in that particular learning experience. Once remembered, it was etched in my memory the same as the other NDE experiences which were locked there. I wonder why just that particular experience only came back later in my life? Maybe I just could not cope with it or it was too much to handle at the time.

I am sure I met Jesus Christ even though he did not tell me his name. He was so loving; held me in his arms and smiled. How did I know? I just felt it!!! The feeling was very powerful and very loving. I always felt that I was 'home'.

I moved in a mist for a long time with the Beings of light talking. We finally stopped. At one stage, I felt I was at the Melbourne airport and saw a plane that I knew that I could get on it if I wanted. This was certainly not a peaceful experience. Two people with clipboards walked up to me and they were not glowing as they demanded that I answer three questions, 'Where are you?', 'What date is it?' and 'Who’s the leader of the opposition?' The beings of light stepped back. I sighed and answered 'Melbourne airport' 'Around about October, my birthday' and 'I don’t care, I don’t follow politics' They seemed to storm off with their clipboards madly writing stuff and talking to each other. <br><br>