Paula J
NDE
#20313
- מדינהGreece
- מיןF
- גילAdult
החוויה כללה
הזמן איבד כל משמעותצפייה בעבר שלהם (סקירת חיים)הבנה של כל מה שקשור ליקוםחוויה מחוץ לגוףהעולם הרוחני אמיתי יותר מהמציאות הפיזיתמסביר את מטרת חייהם של פרטיםמסביר את מטרת כל החייםהזמן הוא אשליה ואינו קיים בעולם הרוחניחזרו בניגוד לרצונם
תיאור החוויה
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
מידע רקע
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
מרכיבי NDE
בזמן החוויה שלך, האם הייתה אירוע מסכן חיים הקשור?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
איך אתה תופס את תוכן החוויה שלך?
Mixed
החוויה כללה
Out of body experience
האם הרגשת מנותק מגופך?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
באיזה שלב בחווייה היית ברמת ההכרה והערנות הגבוהה ביותר שלך?
Explained above.
האם הזמן נדמה שהוא מאיץ או מאט?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
האם השמיעה שלך השתנתה בכל דרך שהיא מהרגיל?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
האם עברת דרך מנהרה או מנהרה?
No
החוויה כללה
Presence of deceased persons
האם פגשת או היית מודע ליצורים שנפטרו (או חיים)?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
החוויה כללה
Darkness
האם ראית אור בלתי רגיל?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
האם נדמה לך שנכנסת לעולם אחר, לא ארצי?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
החוויה כללה
Strong emotional tone
אילו רגשות נוספים חווית במהלך החוויה?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
החוויה כללה
Special Knowledge
האם נראה פתאום שהבנת הכל?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
האם סצנות מהעבר שלך חזרו אליך?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
האם הגיעו אליך סצנות מהעתיד?
No
החוויה כללה
Boundary
האם הגעת לגבול או מבנה פיזי מוגבל?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
האם הגעת לגבול או לנקודת אל חזור?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
אלוהים, רוחניות ודת
מה הייתה דתך לפני החוויה שלך?
Liberal
מה היא דתך עכשיו?
Liberal
האם היה לך שינוי בערכים ובאמונות שלך בעקבות החוויה שלך?
No
אחרי ה-NDE
האם היה קשה להביע את החווייה במילים?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
האם יש לכם כישורים נפשיים, לא רגילים או אחרים לאחר חווייתכם שלא היו לכם לפני החוויה?
No
האם ישנם חלק אחד או מספר חלקים בחווייתכם שהם בעלי משמעות או חשובים במיוחד עבורכם? אנא הסבירו.
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
האם אי פעם שיתפתם את החוויה הזו עם אחרים?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
בכל זמן בחייך, האם משהו אי פעם שיחזר חלק כלשהו מהחוויה?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
האם יש שאלות נוספות שנוכל לשאול כדי לעזור לך לתקשר את החוויה שלך?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.