Bonnie L
NDE
יוצא דופן
סולם גריסון: 12
#2407
- מדינהUnited States
- מיןF
- גילToddler
- תאריך החוויה1/1/1950
- התאריך של ההגשה11/26/2005
החוויה כללה
ראיית אור בוהק לא טבעיפיתוח יכולות נבואיותהבנה של כל מה שקשור ליקוםחוויה מחוץ לגוףתחושת אחדות עם היקוםככל הנראה חוו מוות קליניOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyהעולם הרוחני אמיתי יותר מהמציאות הפיזיתאימות תצפיות של חווית יציאה מהגוף (OBE) עם אדם אחרהזמן הוא אשליה ואינו קיים בעולם הרוחניחזרו בניגוד לרצונם
תיאור החוויה
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
מידע רקע
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
מרכיבי NDE
בזמן החוויה שלך, האם הייתה אירוע מסכן חיים הקשור?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
איך אתה תופס את תוכן החוויה שלך?
Wonderful
האם הרגשת מנותק מגופך?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
כיצד השווית את רמת ההכרה והערנות הגבוהה ביותר שלך במהלך החווייה לרמת ההכרה והערנות הרגילות שלך ביום יום?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
באיזה שלב בחווייה היית ברמת ההכרה והערנות הגבוהה ביותר שלך?
All the time, all of them.
האם מחשבותיך היו מהירות יותר?
Neither
האם הזמן נדמה שהוא מאיץ או מאט?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
האם החושים שלך היו חדים וברורים מהרגיל?
Incredibly more so
אנא השווה את הראייה שלך במהלך החוויה לראייה היומיומית שלך שהייתה לך ישירות לפני הזמן של החוויה
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
אנא השווה את השמיעה שלך במהלך החוויה לשמיעה היומיומית שלך שהייתה לך ישירות לפני הזמן של החוויה
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
האם נדמה היה לך שאתה מודע לדברים שמתרחשים במקומות אחרים?
Neither
האם עברת דרך מנהרה או מנהרה?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
האם ראית ישויות כלשהן בחוויה שלך?
Neither
האם פגשת או היית מודע ליצורים שנפטרו (או חיים)?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
האם ראית או הרגשת מוקף באור מבהיק?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
האם ראית אור בלתי רגיל?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
האם נדמה לך שנכנסת לעולם אחר, לא ארצי?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
אילו רגשות נוספים חווית במהלך החוויה?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
האם היה לך תחושת שלווה או נעימות?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
האם היה לך תחושת שמחה?
Incredible joy
האם הרגשת תחושת הרמוניה או אחדות עם היקום?
United, one with the world
האם נראה פתאום שהבנת הכל?
Everything about the universe
האם סצנות מהעבר שלך חזרו אליך?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
האם הגיעו אליך סצנות מהעתיד?
Neither
האם הגעת לגבול או לנקודת אל חזור?
Neither
אלוהים, רוחניות ודת
מה הייתה דתך לפני החוויה שלך?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
האם פרקטיקות הדת שלך השתנו מאז החוויה שלך?
No
מה היא דתך עכשיו?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
האם היה לך שינוי בערכים ובאמונות שלך בעקבות החוויה שלך?
No
האם נדמה לך שנפגשת עם ישות מיסטית או נוכחות מיסטית, או שמעת קול לא ניתן לזיהוי?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
האם ראית רוחות של נפטרים או רוחניות?
Neither
בנוגע לחיים הארציים שלנו מעבר לדת
במהלך החוויה שלך, האם השגת ידע מיוחד או מידע על מטרתך?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
האם מערכות היחסים שלך השתנו במיוחד כתוצאה מהחוויה שלך?
No
אחרי ה-NDE
האם היה קשה להביע את החווייה במילים?
No
האם יש לכם כישורים נפשיים, לא רגילים או אחרים לאחר חווייתכם שלא היו לכם לפני החוויה?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
האם ישנם חלק אחד או מספר חלקים בחווייתכם שהם בעלי משמעות או חשובים במיוחד עבורכם? אנא הסבירו.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
האם אי פעם שיתפתם את החוויה הזו עם אחרים?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
האם הייתה לכם ידע כלשהו על חוויית כמעט מוות לפני חווייתכם?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
מה האמנת על מציאות החוויה שלך זמן קצר (ימים עד שבועות) לאחר שהתרחשה?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
מה אתה מאמין על מציאות החוויה שלך עכשיו?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
בכל זמן בחייך, האם משהו אי פעם שיחזר חלק כלשהו מהחוויה?
No
האם יש שאלות נוספות שנוכל לשאול כדי לעזור לך לתקשר את החוויה שלך?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?