Lois M
NDE
סולם גריסון: 12
#3375
- מדינהUnited States
- מיןF
- גילOlder Child
- תאריך החוויה1/1/1964
- התאריך של ההגשה11/12/2007
החוויה כללה
הזמן איבד כל משמעותצפייה בעבר שלהם (סקירת חיים)ראיית אור בוהק לא טבעיפיתוח יכולות נבואיותהבנה של כל מה שקשור ליקוםחוויה מחוץ לגוףתחושת אחדות עם היקוםככל הנראה חוו מוות קליניOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyהעולם הרוחני אמיתי יותר מהמציאות הפיזיתהרגישו כאילו חזרו הביתהמסביר את מטרת חייהם של פרטיםהזמן הוא אשליה ואינו קיים בעולם הרוחניראו צבעים שמעולם לא נראו לפני כןחזרו בניגוד לרצונם
תיאור החוויה
I was on vacation with my mother, father, a friend of mine and her mother in Kentucky. We went to Dewy Dam, which I believe is not far from Van Lear, Kentucky. We rented a small boat and when we got to a shallow spot at the lake my dad, my friend and I went swimming. I couldn't swim so my dad went in the water first to make sure it was a shallow spot, so the water wouldn't be above my shoulders.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
מידע רקע
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
Summer 1964
מרכיבי NDE
בזמן החוויה שלך, האם הייתה אירוע מסכן חיים הקשור?
Yes Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death
I was drowning.
איך אתה תופס את תוכן החוויה שלך?
Wonderful
החוויה כללה
Out of body experience
האם הרגשת מנותק מגופך?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
כיצד השווית את רמת ההכרה והערנות הגבוהה ביותר שלך במהלך החווייה לרמת ההכרה והערנות הרגילות שלך ביום יום?
More consciousness and alertness than normal When I was under the water.
באיזה שלב בחווייה היית ברמת ההכרה והערנות הגבוהה ביותר שלך?
When I was under the water.
האם מחשבותיך היו מהירות יותר?
Incredibly fast
האם הזמן נדמה שהוא מאיץ או מאט?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There was no time, saying it was timeless doesn't really describe what it was like. I can still feel what it feels like (time does not exist) but no words can really describe it. Regarding space, there was no space either, everything was one, connected, again, there is really no word that fully describes this knowledge.
האם החושים שלך היו חדים וברורים מהרגיל?
Incredibly more vivid
אנא השווה את הראייה שלך במהלך החוויה לראייה היומיומית שלך שהייתה לך ישירות לפני הזמן של החוויה
As I said before, I saw colors that don't exist. And even though the light was brighter than I had ever seen it didn't hurt the eyes, in fact, it soothed the eyes and appeared soft and bright at the same time. I can't say that there was depth perception as we know it - it was greater than that - again, like a oneness and all things perceived in its entirety. I learned from that experience that there is such a thing as 'the mind's eye'.
אנא השווה את השמיעה שלך במהלך החוויה לשמיעה היומיומית שלך שהייתה לך ישירות לפני הזמן של החוויה
'Hearing' as we know it, isn't the same. 'Hearing' as we know it is just one part of our other senses, it is separate. During this experience there was no separation of senses, they were all connected, they were one, and being one made everything super remarkable and amazing.
האם נדמה היה לך שאתה מודע לדברים שמתרחשים במקומות אחרים?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
האם עברת דרך מנהרה או מנהרה?
No
האם ראית ישויות כלשהן בחוויה שלך?
I actually saw them
האם פגשת או היית מודע ליצורים שנפטרו (או חיים)?
Yes I didn't meet or see other beings, but I could 'feel' and 'sense' mystical entities around me, as if they were waiting. I didn't get the impression that I knew them.
החוויה כללה
Light
האם ראית או הרגשת מוקף באור מבהיק?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
האם ראית אור בלתי רגיל?
Yes As described above.
האם נדמה לך שנכנסת לעולם אחר, לא ארצי?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm My experience felt like I was in another dimension.
אילו רגשות נוספים חווית במהלך החוויה?
Wonder, amazement, pleasantness, peace, lightness, happiness, freeing, longing to stay, feeling of being 'home'.
האם היה לך תחושת שלווה או נעימות?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
האם היה לך תחושת שמחה?
incredible joy
האם הרגשת תחושת הרמוניה או אחדות עם היקום?
I felt united or one with the world
החוויה כללה
Special Knowledge
האם נראה פתאום שהבנת הכל?
Everything about the universe
האם סצנות מהעבר שלך חזרו אליך?
My past flashed before me, out of my control
האם הגיעו אליך סצנות מהעתיד?
Scenes from the world's future
האם הגעת לגבול או לנקודת אל חזור?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
אלוהים, רוחניות ודת
מה הייתה דתך לפני החוויה שלך?
Moderate
האם פרקטיקות הדת שלך השתנו מאז החוויה שלך?
No
מה היא דתך עכשיו?
Moderate
האם היה לך שינוי בערכים ובאמונות שלך בעקבות החוויה שלך?
No
החוויה כללה
Presence of unearthly beings
האם נדמה לך שנפגשת עם ישות מיסטית או נוכחות מיסטית, או שמעת קול לא ניתן לזיהוי?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
האם ראית רוחות של נפטרים או רוחניות?
I actually saw them
בנוגע לחיים הארציים שלנו מעבר לדת
במהלך החוויה שלך, האם השגת ידע מיוחד או מידע על מטרתך?
Yes I'm not sure you would call it 'special knowledge', I wasn't given any revelation or anything, but, I just simply knew, for a fact, without question, that everything is connected, that our reality 'here' is only a fleeting and cumbersome short period of time. Only a blink of an eye perhaps. But, I did learn that there IS a reason, a purpose for our life here - but, I wasn't told what that reason/purpose is. The only strange thing I can remember is the thought that stuck in my mind after this is experience was 'The important thing is to make it shine, everything else is folly.' Those are not the exact 'words in my thoughts' but it was something like that.
האם מערכות היחסים שלך השתנו במיוחד כתוצאה מהחוויה שלך?
No
אחרי ה-NDE
האם היה קשה להביע את החווייה במילים?
Yes Our vocabulary doesn't have the capacity to express much of the experience.
האם יש לכם כישורים נפשיים, לא רגילים או אחרים לאחר חווייתכם שלא היו לכם לפני החוויה?
Yes I developed an ability to 'read' people, to become one with them and understand many things about them without them having to tell me. Even until today, most of the time I could not tell you the color of friends and relatives eyes (unless I deliberately commit it to memory) because when I converse with them I do not see their eyes, I see through them, past the eyes. It is difficult to explain, but if I want to see the person's eyes I have to deliberately focus on them because otherwise my natural instinct now is that my mind doesn't see them.
האם ישנם חלק אחד או מספר חלקים בחווייתכם שהם בעלי משמעות או חשובים במיוחד עבורכם? אנא הסבירו.
Every part of the experience was meaningful and significant to me.
האם אי פעם שיתפתם את החוויה הזו עם אחרים?
Yes I have shared this story for many years with family and selected friends. I didn't start sharing it until a few years after the incident. There have been mixed reactions, of course, to it, some people believe you and some don't. Some find it fascinating some view it as imagination. I don't have a desire or urgency to make people believe it. I tell it and then it's up to them how or what they want to think about it.
האם הייתה לכם ידע כלשהו על חוויית כמעט מוות לפני חווייתכם?
No
מה האמנת על מציאות החוויה שלך זמן קצר (ימים עד שבועות) לאחר שהתרחשה?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
מה אתה מאמין על מציאות החוויה שלך עכשיו?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
בכל זמן בחייך, האם משהו אי פעם שיחזר חלק כלשהו מהחוויה?
Yes Several years after the drowning incident I did have one other experience. I will use another form to tell you about that.
האם יש משהו נוסף שתרצה להוסיף לגבי החוויה שלך?
Only that there is another reality, another realm, another dimension.
האם יש שאלות נוספות שנוכל לשאול כדי לעזור לך לתקשר את החוויה שלך?
I'll give this question some thought but as for the present I think the questionnaire is very good.