Bonnie L
NDE
Izvanredno
Skala Greysona: 12
#2407
- DržavaUnited States
- SpolF
- DobToddler
- Datum doživljaja1/1/1950
- Datum slanja11/26/2005
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Vidjeti jarko nezemaljsko svjetloRazvijanje psihičkih sposobnostiRazumijevanje svega o svemiruOBE, Iskustvo izvan tijelaOsjećaj jedinstva sa svemiromVjerojatno su doživjeli kliničku smrtOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyDuhovni svijet stvarniji od fizičke stvarnostiPotvrdio OBE opažanja s nekom drugom osobomVrijeme je iluzija i ne postoji u duhovnom svijetuVratili se protiv svoje volje
Opis iskustva
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
NDE Elementi
Je li u vrijeme vašeg iskustva postojao povezani događaj opasan po život?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Wonderful
Jeste li se osjećali odvojeno od svog tijela?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kako se vaša najviša razina svijesti i budnosti tijekom iskustva uspoređuje s vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom sviješću i budnošću?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
U koje ste vrijeme tijekom iskustva bili na najvišoj razini svijesti i budnosti?
All the time, all of them.
Jesu li vam se misli ubrzale?
Neither
Je li se činilo da se vrijeme ubrzava ili usporava?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Jesu li vam osjetila bila življa nego obično?
Incredibly more so
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj vid tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim vidom neposredno prije samog iskustva
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj sluh tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim sluhom neposredno prije samog iskustva
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Jeste li bili svjesni stvari koje se događaju drugdje?
Neither
Jeste li prošli u ili kroz tunel?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Jeste li vidjeli bilo kakva bića u svom iskustvu?
Neither
Jeste li susreli ili postali svjesni bilo kakvih preminulih (ili živih) bića?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Jeste li vidjeli ili se osjećali okruženi briljantnom svjetlošću?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Jeste li vidjeli nezemaljsku svjetlost?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Činilo se da ste ušli u neki drugi, nezemaljski svijet?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Koje ste još emocije osjećali tijekom iskustva?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Jeste li osjećali mir ili ugodu?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Jeste li osjećali radost?
Incredible joy
Jeste li osjetili osjećaj sklada ili jedinstva sa svemirom?
United, one with the world
Jeste li odjednom shvatili sve?
Everything about the universe
Jesu li vam se vratile scene iz prošlosti?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Jesu li vam se prikazale scene iz budućnosti?
Neither
Jeste li došli do granice ili točke bez povratka?
Neither
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija prije vašeg iskustva?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Jesu li se vaše vjerske prakse promijenile od vašeg iskustva?
No
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Jeste li imali promjenu u svojim vrijednostima i uvjerenjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
No
Jeste li se činili da ste susreli mistično biće ili prisutnost, ili čuli neidentificirani glas?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Jeste li vidjeli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
Neither
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli posebno znanje ili informacije o svojoj svrsi?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Jesu li se vaši odnosi promijenili konkretno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
No
Nakon NDE-a
Je li iskustvo bilo teško izraziti riječima?
No
Imate li psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne darove nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali prije iskustva?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Postoje li jedan ili nekoliko dijelova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno smisleni ili značajni? Molimo objasnite.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Jeste li ikada podijelili ovo iskustvo s drugima?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Jeste li imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvu bliske smrti (NDE) prije vašeg iskustva?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Što ste vjerovali o stvarnosti svog iskustva ubrzo (dane do tjedana) nakon što se dogodilo?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
U što sada vjerujete o stvarnosti svog iskustva?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Je li u bilo kojem trenutku vašeg života išta reproduciralo bilo koji dio iskustva?
No
Postoje li još neka pitanja koja bismo mogli postaviti kako bismo vam pomogli da opišete svoje iskustvo?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?