Susan A
NDE
Skala Greysona: 15
#2587
- DržavaUnited States
- SpolF
- DobAdult
- Datum doživljaja1/1/2000
- Datum slanja4/29/2006
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Vidjenje svoje prošlosti (Pregled života)Vidjeti svoju budućnostVidjeti jarko nezemaljsko svjetloRazvijanje psihičkih sposobnostiRazumijevanje svega o svemiruOBE, Iskustvo izvan tijelaVjerojatno su doživjeli kliničku smrtDuhovni svijet stvarniji od fizičke stvarnostiPotvrdio OBE s liječnikomObjašnjava svrhu pojedinačnih životaOpisuje BogaSusreo/la svog duhovnog vodiča tijekom iskustvaOsjetili su što su drugi osjećali tijekom pregleda životaVidjeli boje koje nikada prije nisu viđeneOdlučili se vratiti u život
Opis iskustva
1995 - In the intensive care unit, curtain surrounding the bathroom area, light began emitting from behind the curtain (sort of 'Wizard of Oz'-like - no noise, just light and vibration). Knew a presence wished to come into room. Knew by the indescribable quality and feeling of light it was God, as I know him. I asked him 'not now', please my children (I am single parent of two, one disabled through leukemia at four, no family but me. I asked for more time, responsibility of visit too frightening. He/she/it immediately acquiesced. I always regretted it.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
(2) in 2000
NDE Elementi
Je li u vrijeme vašeg iskustva postojao povezani događaj opasan po život?
Yes Heart attack Open heart surgery, 3 open hearts in three days in April and In November Complete cardiac and respiratory arrest due to CHF Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Had heart attack in 1995. Had experience in the intensive care unit but willed it away, too scary, always regretted it but had children who needed me. In 2005 had multiple bypass, which did not go well, three open heart surgeries in three days due to hemorrhaging. On respirator for forty-five days. Many journeys and experiences throughout that period in April/May. In November had complete respiratory and cardiac arrest. Another experience.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Mixed
Jeste li se osjećali odvojeno od svog tijela?
Yes
I lost awareness of my body
Kako se vaša najviša razina svijesti i budnosti tijekom iskustva uspoređuje s vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom sviješću i budnošću?
More consciousness and alertness than normal It was much more real. I know that doesn't make much sense.
U koje ste vrijeme tijekom iskustva bili na najvišoj razini svijesti i budnosti?
In presence of the main God, light, vibration. But most of all in tunnel when choice had to be made. I was tired.
Jesu li vam se misli ubrzale?
Neither
Je li se činilo da se vrijeme ubrzava ili usporava?
Neither I have what I call 'Swiss cheese for brains'. Some things are missing or dropped.
Jesu li vam osjetila bila življa nego obično?
Neither
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj vid tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim vidom neposredno prije samog iskustva
Colors perfect, things and places seen without flaw, almost undisturbed. Every petal of every flower perfect. No decay of any kind. Transparency somehow changed and music without time. Couldn't explain that one in a million years wouldn't know where to begin.
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj sluh tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim sluhom neposredno prije samog iskustva
It was hearing but not auditory exactly all the time.
Jeste li bili svjesni stvari koje se događaju drugdje?
Neither
Jeste li prošli u ili kroz tunel?
Yes Already described.
Jeste li vidjeli bilo kakva bića u svom iskustvu?
Saw them
Jeste li susreli ili postali svjesni bilo kakvih preminulih (ili živih) bića?
Yes Already described.
Jeste li vidjeli ili se osjećali okruženi briljantnom svjetlošću?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Jeste li vidjeli nezemaljsku svjetlost?
Yes Already described.
Činilo se da ste ušli u neki drugi, nezemaljski svijet?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm already described some. many more, lots of travel and sights
Koje ste još emocije osjećali tijekom iskustva?
Wonder, joy, fear, trust, grateful, small, big, powerful, powerless, amazed, graced, light, open, peaceful, inquisitive and loved and loving. Perfectly in tune.
Jeste li osjećali mir ili ugodu?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Jeste li osjećali radost?
Incredible joy
Jeste li osjetili osjećaj sklada ili jedinstva sa svemirom?
United, one with the world
Jeste li odjednom shvatili sve?
Everything about the universe
Jesu li vam se vratile scene iz prošlosti?
Remembered many past events Life review takes place through the feelings and emotions of others in any given moment in time. We experience and feel whatever we created in that moment for them. I am much more sensitive.
Jesu li vam se prikazale scene iz budućnosti?
From the world's future
Very private.
Jeste li došli do granice ili točke bez povratka?
A conscious decision to 'return' to life
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija prije vašeg iskustva?
Moderate Raised catholic, believe in collective unconscious, a higher power have had unusual, unexplainable experiences throughout life making conservative organized religious experience not acceptable.
Jesu li se vaše vjerske prakse promijenile od vašeg iskustva?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Liberal Have conscious contact w/ higher power daily, pray and meditate daily, use Native American Medicine Wheel for healing/teaching. Use ancient esoteric teachings from stones crystals given by Native American grandma turned good catholic when she was a young
Jeste li imali promjenu u svojim vrijednostima i uvjerenjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Jeste li se činili da ste susreli mistično biće ili prisutnost, ili čuli neidentificirani glas?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Jeste li vidjeli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
Saw them
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli posebno znanje ili informacije o svojoj svrsi?
Yes Very private.
Jesu li se vaši odnosi promijenili konkretno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
Yes I am much more willing just to be me without pretense, walls or protections that we humans erect to protect ourselves from REALLY being seen.
Nakon NDE-a
Je li iskustvo bilo teško izraziti riječima?
Yes We don't have words in our vocabulary that express the 'energetic colors of vibration' emitted by 'higher being'. The emotional quality of 'feeling state' beyond measure or words. Information received so simple, yet so complicated it would take hours to verbalize. Recognition of persons in tunnel already 'passed over' (I think) so familiar, yet didn't recognize a one. Saw my grandma no words. Couldn't see 'God', but saw energy emitting and felt enormous vibration and felt emotional presence and vibration throughout life review.
Imate li psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne darove nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali prije iskustva?
Yes Personal.
Postoje li jedan ili nekoliko dijelova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno smisleni ili značajni? Molimo objasnite.
Oh my God, are you kidding? Too personal for a computer screen.
Jeste li ikada podijelili ovo iskustvo s drugima?
Yes Immediately. Sure, reactions were mixed. I hope they were influenced.
Jeste li imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvu bliske smrti (NDE) prije vašeg iskustva?
Uncertain After my mother died I had and my son had a 'dreamlike' waking encounter.
Što ste vjerovali o stvarnosti svog iskustva ubrzo (dane do tjedana) nakon što se dogodilo?
Experience was definitely real It was more real that what's here in my consciousness on a daily basis and I stay as connected as possible daily.
U što sada vjerujete o stvarnosti svog iskustva?
Experience was definitely real It affects me in every moment.
Je li u bilo kojem trenutku vašeg života išta reproduciralo bilo koji dio iskustva?
No