Jessica G
NDE
Skala Greysona: 15
#3972
- DržavaUnited States
- SpolF
- DobOlder Child
- Datum doživljaja1/18/1981
- Datum slanja5/2/2009
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Vrijeme je izgubilo svaki smisaoVidjenje svoje prošlosti (Pregled života)Vidjeti svoju budućnostVidjeti jarko nezemaljsko svjetloRazvijanje psihičkih sposobnostiRazumijevanje svega o svemiruOBE, Iskustvo izvan tijelaVjerojatno su doživjeli kliničku smrtObjašnjava svrhu pojedinačnih životaNaučili o svojstvima kvantne fizikeSjeća se detalja onoga što su naučili o kvantnoj fiziciVrijeme je iluzija i ne postoji u duhovnom svijetuBio/la je zlostavljan/a u djetinjstvuOdlučili se vratiti u život
Opis iskustva
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE Elementi
Je li u vrijeme vašeg iskustva postojao povezani događaj opasan po život?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Wonderful
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Out of body experience
Jeste li se osjećali odvojeno od svog tijela?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kako se vaša najviša razina svijesti i budnosti tijekom iskustva uspoređuje s vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom sviješću i budnošću?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
U koje ste vrijeme tijekom iskustva bili na najvišoj razini svijesti i budnosti?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Jesu li vam se misli ubrzale?
Incredibly fast
Je li se činilo da se vrijeme ubrzava ili usporava?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Jesu li vam osjetila bila življa nego obično?
Incredibly more vivid
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj vid tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim vidom neposredno prije samog iskustva
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj sluh tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim sluhom neposredno prije samog iskustva
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Jeste li bili svjesni stvari koje se događaju drugdje?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Jeste li prošli u ili kroz tunel?
No
Jeste li vidjeli bilo kakva bića u svom iskustvu?
I actually saw them
Jeste li susreli ili postali svjesni bilo kakvih preminulih (ili živih) bića?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Darkness
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Light
Jeste li vidjeli ili se osjećali okruženi briljantnom svjetlošću?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Jeste li vidjeli nezemaljsku svjetlost?
Yes
Činilo se da ste ušli u neki drugi, nezemaljski svijet?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Koje ste još emocije osjećali tijekom iskustva?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Jeste li osjećali mir ili ugodu?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Jeste li osjećali radost?
Happiness
Jeste li osjetili osjećaj sklada ili jedinstva sa svemirom?
I felt united or one with the world
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Special Knowledge
Jeste li odjednom shvatili sve?
Everything about the universe
Jesu li vam se vratile scene iz prošlosti?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Jesu li vam se prikazale scene iz budućnosti?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Jeste li došli do granice ili točke bez povratka?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koja je bila vaša religija prije vašeg iskustva?
Liberal None
Jesu li se vaše vjerske prakse promijenile od vašeg iskustva?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Liberal None/Open minded
Jeste li imali promjenu u svojim vrijednostima i uvjerenjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Jeste li se činili da ste susreli mistično biće ili prisutnost, ili čuli neidentificirani glas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Jeste li vidjeli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
I actually saw them
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli posebno znanje ili informacije o svojoj svrsi?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Jesu li se vaši odnosi promijenili konkretno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Nakon NDE-a
Je li iskustvo bilo teško izraziti riječima?
No
Imate li psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne darove nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali prije iskustva?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Postoje li jedan ili nekoliko dijelova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno smisleni ili značajni? Molimo objasnite.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Jeste li ikada podijelili ovo iskustvo s drugima?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Jeste li imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvu bliske smrti (NDE) prije vašeg iskustva?
No
Što ste vjerovali o stvarnosti svog iskustva ubrzo (dane do tjedana) nakon što se dogodilo?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
U što sada vjerujete o stvarnosti svog iskustva?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Je li u bilo kojem trenutku vašeg života išta reproduciralo bilo koji dio iskustva?
No