Opis iskustva
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Osnovne informacije
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE Elementi
Je li u vrijeme vašeg iskustva postojao povezani događaj opasan po život?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Kako smatrate sadržaj svog iskustva?
Entirely pleasant
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Out of body experience
Jeste li se osjećali odvojeno od svog tijela?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Kako se vaša najviša razina svijesti i budnosti tijekom iskustva uspoređuje s vašom uobičajenom svakodnevnom sviješću i budnošću?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
U koje ste vrijeme tijekom iskustva bili na najvišoj razini svijesti i budnosti?
the entire time
Jesu li vam se misli ubrzale?
No
Je li se činilo da se vrijeme ubrzava ili usporava?
No
Jesu li vam osjetila bila življa nego obično?
More vivid than usual
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj vid tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim vidom neposredno prije samog iskustva
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Molimo vas da usporedite svoj sluh tijekom iskustva sa svojim svakodnevnim sluhom neposredno prije samog iskustva
No difference
Jeste li bili svjesni stvari koje se događaju drugdje?
No
Jeste li prošli u ili kroz tunel?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Presence of deceased persons
Jeste li vidjeli bilo kakva bića u svom iskustvu?
No
Jeste li susreli ili postali svjesni bilo kakvih preminulih (ili živih) bića?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Void
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Darkness
Jeste li vidjeli ili se osjećali okruženi briljantnom svjetlošću?
No
Jeste li vidjeli nezemaljsku svjetlost?
No
Činilo se da ste ušli u neki drugi, nezemaljski svijet?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Strong emotional tone
Koje ste još emocije osjećali tijekom iskustva?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Jeste li osjećali mir ili ugodu?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Jeste li osjećali radost?
incredible joy
Jeste li osjetili osjećaj sklada ili jedinstva sa svemirom?
I felt united or one with the world
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Special knowledge or purpose
Jeste li odjednom shvatili sve?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Jesu li vam se vratile scene iz prošlosti?
No
Jesu li vam se prikazale scene iz budućnosti?
No
Jeste li došli do granice ili točke bez povratka?
No
Bog, duhovnost i religija
Koju ste važnost pridavali svom religijskom/duhovnom životu prije svog iskustva?
Not important to me
Koja je bila vaša religija prije vašeg iskustva?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Jesu li se vaše vjerske prakse promijenile od vašeg iskustva?
No
Koju važnost pridajete svom religijskom/duhovnom životu nakon svog iskustva?
Not important to me
Koja je vaša religija sada?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Je li vaše iskustvo uključivalo značajke u skladu s vašim zemaljskim uvjerenjima?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Jeste li imali promjenu u svojim vrijednostima i uvjerenjima zbog vašeg iskustva?
No
Iskustvo je uključivalo
Presence of unearthly beings
Jeste li se činili da ste susreli mistično biće ili prisutnost, ili čuli neidentificirani glas?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Jeste li vidjeli preminule ili religiozne duhove?
No
Jeste li susreli ili postali svjesni bilo kakvih bića koja su prethodno živjela na zemlji, a koja su opisana imenom u religijama (na primjer: Isus, Muhamed, Buda, itd.)?
No
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
No
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o univerzalnoj povezanosti ili jedinstvu?
No
Jeste li vjerovali u postojanje Boga prije svog iskustva?
God does not exist
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o postojanju Boga?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Vjerujete li u postojanje Boga nakon svog iskustva?
Unknown
Što se tiče naših zemaljskih života osim religije
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli posebno znanje ili informacije o svojoj svrsi?
No
Jeste li vjerovali da su naši zemaljski životi smisleni i značajni prije vašeg iskustva?
Are not meaningful and significant
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o smislu života?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Jeste li vjerovali u zagrobni život prije svog iskustva?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Vjerujete li u zagrobni život nakon svog iskustva?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Jeste li se bojali smrti prije svog iskustva?
I slightly feared death
Bojite li se smrti nakon svog iskustva?
I do not fear death
Jeste li se bojali živjeti svoj život prije svog iskustva?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Jeste li se bojali živjeti svoj život nakon svog iskustva?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Jeste li vjerovali da su naši zemaljski životi smisleni i značajni prije vašeg iskustva?
Are not meaningful and significant
Jeste li vjerovali da su naši zemaljski životi smisleni i značajni nakon vašeg iskustva?
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Jeste li stekli informacije o tome kako živjeti svoje živote?
No
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o životnim poteškoćama, izazovima i nedaćama?
No
Jeste li bili suosjećajni prije svog iskustva?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Jeste li tijekom svog iskustva stekli informacije o ljubavi?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Jeste li bili suosjećajni nakon svog iskustva?
Not compassionate toward others
Koje su se životne promjene dogodile u vašem životu nakon vašeg iskustva?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Jesu li se vaši odnosi promijenili konkretno kao rezultat vašeg iskustva?
No
Nakon NDE-a
Je li iskustvo bilo teško izraziti riječima?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Koliko se točno sjećate iskustva u usporedbi s drugim životnim događajima koji su se dogodili otprilike u to vrijeme?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Imate li psihičke, neobične ili druge posebne darove nakon vašeg iskustva koje niste imali prije iskustva?
No
Postoje li jedan ili nekoliko dijelova vašeg iskustva koji su vam posebno smisleni ili značajni? Molimo objasnite.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Jeste li ikada podijelili ovo iskustvo s drugima?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Jeste li imali bilo kakvo znanje o iskustvu bliske smrti (NDE) prije vašeg iskustva?
No
Što ste vjerovali o stvarnosti svog iskustva ubrzo (dane do tjedana) nakon što se dogodilo?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
U što sada vjerujete o stvarnosti svog iskustva?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Je li u bilo kojem trenutku vašeg života išta reproduciralo bilo koji dio iskustva?
No
Postoji li još nešto što biste željeli dodati o svom iskustvu?
No