Bonnie L

NDE Kivételes Greyson-skála: 12
#2407

A tapasztalat leírása

Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.

Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.

Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.

During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.

Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.

The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.

I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.

That's about it.

Háttérinformáció

Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's

NDE Elemek

Az élménye idején volt-e hozzá kapcsolódó életveszélyes esemény?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Hogyan értékeli az élménye tartalmát?
Wonderful
Érezted, hogy elválsz a testedtől?
Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hogyan viszonyult az élmény során tapasztalt legmagasabb szintű tudat és éberség a normál, mindennapi tudatához és éberségéhez?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Az élmény melyik szakaszában volt a legmagasabb szintű a tudata és az ébersége?
All the time, all of them.
Felgyorsultak a gondolataid?
Neither
Úgy tűnt, hogy az idő felgyorsult vagy lelassult?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Érzékeid élénkebbek voltak, mint általában?
Incredibly more so
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a látását az élmény során a mindennapi látásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a hallását az élmény során a mindennapi hallásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Úgy tűnt, hogy tudatában van a máshol zajló dolgoknak?
Neither
Áthaladtál egy alagúton?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Látott valamilyen lényt az élménye során?
Neither
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél elhunyt (vagy élő) lényekről?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Láttál, vagy körülvéve érezted magad ragyogó fénnyel?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Láttál természetfeletti fényt?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Úgy tűnt, beléptél egy másik, földöntúli világba?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Milyen más érzelmeket éreztél az élmény során?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Éreztél békét vagy kellemességet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Éreztél örömöt?
Incredible joy
Éreztél harmóniát vagy egységet a világegyetemmel?
United, one with the world
Hirtelen úgy tűnt, mindent értesz?
Everything about the universe
Visszatértek emlékképek a múltadból?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Láttál jeleneteket a jövőből?
Neither
Elértél egy határt vagy egy olyan pontot, ahonnan nincs visszatérés?
Neither

Isten, spiritualitás és vallás

Mi volt a vallása a tapasztalata előtt?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Megváltoztak a vallási gyakorlatai a tapasztalata óta?
No
Mi a vallása most?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Megváltoztak az értékei és a hite a tapasztalata miatt?
No
Úgy tűnt, találkoztál egy misztikus lénnyel vagy jelenléttel, vagy hallottál egy azonosíthatatlan hangot?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Látott elhunyt vagy vallási szellemeket?
Neither

A valláson kívül a földi életeinkkel kapcsolatban

Tapasztalata során különleges tudást vagy információt szerzett a céljáról?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Változtak-e a kapcsolataid kifejezetten a tapasztalatod eredményeként?
No

Az NDE után

Nehéz volt szavakba önteni az élményt?
No
Vannak-e pszichikai, nem hétköznapi vagy más különleges képességeid az élményed után, amelyekkel korábban nem rendelkeztél?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Van-e egy vagy több olyan része az élményének, amely különösen értelmes vagy jelentős az Ön számára? Kérjük, fejtse ki.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences. Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Megosztotta már valaha ezt az élményt másokkal?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Volt-e bármilyen ismereted a halálközeli élményről (NDE) a tapasztalatod előtt?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Mit gondolt a tapasztalat valóságáról röviddel (napoktól hetekig) a történése után?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Mit gondol most a tapasztalatának valóságáról?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Életed során bármikor előfordult, hogy valami reprodukálta a tapasztalat egy részét?
No
Vannak-e más kérdések, amelyeket feltehetnénk, hogy segítsünk a tapasztalatának kommunikálásában?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?