A tapasztalat leírása
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Háttérinformáció
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
NDE Elemek
Az élménye idején volt-e hozzá kapcsolódó életveszélyes esemény?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
Hogyan értékeli az élménye tartalmát?
Mixed
Érezted, hogy elválsz a testedtől?
No
Az élmény melyik szakaszában volt a legmagasabb szintű a tudata és az ébersége?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
Úgy tűnt, hogy az idő felgyorsult vagy lelassult?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
Hallása bármiben eltért a normálistól?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
Áthaladtál egy alagúton?
No
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél elhunyt (vagy élő) lényekről?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Light
Láttál természetfeletti fényt?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
Úgy tűnt, beléptél egy másik, földöntúli világba?
No
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Strong emotional tone
Milyen más érzelmeket éreztél az élmény során?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Special Knowledge
Hirtelen úgy tűnt, mindent értesz?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Life review
Visszatértek emlékképek a múltadból?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
Láttál jeleneteket a jövőből?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
Elértél egy határt vagy egy olyan pontot, ahonnan nincs visszatérés?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
Isten, spiritualitás és vallás
Mi volt a vallása a tapasztalata előtt?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Mi a vallása most?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Megváltoztak az értékei és a hite a tapasztalata miatt?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
Az NDE után
Nehéz volt szavakba önteni az élményt?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
Vannak-e pszichikai, nem hétköznapi vagy más különleges képességeid az élményed után, amelyekkel korábban nem rendelkeztél?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
Van-e egy vagy több olyan része az élményének, amely különösen értelmes vagy jelentős az Ön számára? Kérjük, fejtse ki.
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
Megosztotta már valaha ezt az élményt másokkal?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
Életed során bármikor előfordult, hogy valami reprodukálta a tapasztalat egy részét?
No
Van-e még valami, amit hozzá szeretnél fűzni a tapasztalatodhoz?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.