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NDE
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#3375
- OrszágUnited States
- NemF
- ÉletkorOlder Child
- Az élmény dátuma1/1/1964
- Beküldés dátuma11/12/2007
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Az idő elvesztette minden jelentésétMúltjuk látása (Életfelülvizsgálat)Egy fényes, földöntúli fényt látnakPszichikai képességeket fejlesztenek kiMindent megértenek az univerzumrólTKE, Testen kívüli élményEgynek érzik magukat az univerzummalValószínűleg klinikai halált élt átOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyA spirituális világ valóságosabb, mint a fizikai valóságÚgy érezték, hazatértekMegmagyarázza az egyes életek céljátAz idő illúzió, és nem létezik a spirituális világbanOlyan színeket látott, amelyeket korábban sohaAkara ellenére tért vissza
A tapasztalat leírása
I was on vacation with my mother, father, a friend of mine and her mother in Kentucky. We went to Dewy Dam, which I believe is not far from Van Lear, Kentucky. We rented a small boat and when we got to a shallow spot at the lake my dad, my friend and I went swimming. I couldn't swim so my dad went in the water first to make sure it was a shallow spot, so the water wouldn't be above my shoulders.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
Háttérinformáció
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
Summer 1964
NDE Elemek
Az élménye idején volt-e hozzá kapcsolódó életveszélyes esemény?
Yes Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death
I was drowning.
Hogyan értékeli az élménye tartalmát?
Wonderful
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Out of body experience
Érezted, hogy elválsz a testedtől?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hogyan viszonyult az élmény során tapasztalt legmagasabb szintű tudat és éberség a normál, mindennapi tudatához és éberségéhez?
More consciousness and alertness than normal When I was under the water.
Az élmény melyik szakaszában volt a legmagasabb szintű a tudata és az ébersége?
When I was under the water.
Felgyorsultak a gondolataid?
Incredibly fast
Úgy tűnt, hogy az idő felgyorsult vagy lelassult?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There was no time, saying it was timeless doesn't really describe what it was like. I can still feel what it feels like (time does not exist) but no words can really describe it. Regarding space, there was no space either, everything was one, connected, again, there is really no word that fully describes this knowledge.
Érzékeid élénkebbek voltak, mint általában?
Incredibly more vivid
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a látását az élmény során a mindennapi látásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
As I said before, I saw colors that don't exist. And even though the light was brighter than I had ever seen it didn't hurt the eyes, in fact, it soothed the eyes and appeared soft and bright at the same time. I can't say that there was depth perception as we know it - it was greater than that - again, like a oneness and all things perceived in its entirety. I learned from that experience that there is such a thing as 'the mind's eye'.
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a hallását az élmény során a mindennapi hallásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
'Hearing' as we know it, isn't the same. 'Hearing' as we know it is just one part of our other senses, it is separate. During this experience there was no separation of senses, they were all connected, they were one, and being one made everything super remarkable and amazing.
Úgy tűnt, hogy tudatában van a máshol zajló dolgoknak?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Áthaladtál egy alagúton?
No
Látott valamilyen lényt az élménye során?
I actually saw them
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél elhunyt (vagy élő) lényekről?
Yes I didn't meet or see other beings, but I could 'feel' and 'sense' mystical entities around me, as if they were waiting. I didn't get the impression that I knew them.
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Light
Láttál, vagy körülvéve érezted magad ragyogó fénnyel?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Láttál természetfeletti fényt?
Yes As described above.
Úgy tűnt, beléptél egy másik, földöntúli világba?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm My experience felt like I was in another dimension.
Milyen más érzelmeket éreztél az élmény során?
Wonder, amazement, pleasantness, peace, lightness, happiness, freeing, longing to stay, feeling of being 'home'.
Éreztél békét vagy kellemességet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Éreztél örömöt?
incredible joy
Éreztél harmóniát vagy egységet a világegyetemmel?
I felt united or one with the world
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Special Knowledge
Hirtelen úgy tűnt, mindent értesz?
Everything about the universe
Visszatértek emlékképek a múltadból?
My past flashed before me, out of my control
Láttál jeleneteket a jövőből?
Scenes from the world's future
Elértél egy határt vagy egy olyan pontot, ahonnan nincs visszatérés?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Isten, spiritualitás és vallás
Mi volt a vallása a tapasztalata előtt?
Moderate
Megváltoztak a vallási gyakorlatai a tapasztalata óta?
No
Mi a vallása most?
Moderate
Megváltoztak az értékei és a hite a tapasztalata miatt?
No
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Presence of unearthly beings
Úgy tűnt, találkoztál egy misztikus lénnyel vagy jelenléttel, vagy hallottál egy azonosíthatatlan hangot?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Látott elhunyt vagy vallási szellemeket?
I actually saw them
A valláson kívül a földi életeinkkel kapcsolatban
Tapasztalata során különleges tudást vagy információt szerzett a céljáról?
Yes I'm not sure you would call it 'special knowledge', I wasn't given any revelation or anything, but, I just simply knew, for a fact, without question, that everything is connected, that our reality 'here' is only a fleeting and cumbersome short period of time. Only a blink of an eye perhaps. But, I did learn that there IS a reason, a purpose for our life here - but, I wasn't told what that reason/purpose is. The only strange thing I can remember is the thought that stuck in my mind after this is experience was 'The important thing is to make it shine, everything else is folly.' Those are not the exact 'words in my thoughts' but it was something like that.
Változtak-e a kapcsolataid kifejezetten a tapasztalatod eredményeként?
No
Az NDE után
Nehéz volt szavakba önteni az élményt?
Yes Our vocabulary doesn't have the capacity to express much of the experience.
Vannak-e pszichikai, nem hétköznapi vagy más különleges képességeid az élményed után, amelyekkel korábban nem rendelkeztél?
Yes I developed an ability to 'read' people, to become one with them and understand many things about them without them having to tell me. Even until today, most of the time I could not tell you the color of friends and relatives eyes (unless I deliberately commit it to memory) because when I converse with them I do not see their eyes, I see through them, past the eyes. It is difficult to explain, but if I want to see the person's eyes I have to deliberately focus on them because otherwise my natural instinct now is that my mind doesn't see them.
Van-e egy vagy több olyan része az élményének, amely különösen értelmes vagy jelentős az Ön számára? Kérjük, fejtse ki.
Every part of the experience was meaningful and significant to me.
Megosztotta már valaha ezt az élményt másokkal?
Yes I have shared this story for many years with family and selected friends. I didn't start sharing it until a few years after the incident. There have been mixed reactions, of course, to it, some people believe you and some don't. Some find it fascinating some view it as imagination. I don't have a desire or urgency to make people believe it. I tell it and then it's up to them how or what they want to think about it.
Volt-e bármilyen ismereted a halálközeli élményről (NDE) a tapasztalatod előtt?
No
Mit gondolt a tapasztalat valóságáról röviddel (napoktól hetekig) a történése után?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
Mit gondol most a tapasztalatának valóságáról?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
Életed során bármikor előfordult, hogy valami reprodukálta a tapasztalat egy részét?
Yes Several years after the drowning incident I did have one other experience. I will use another form to tell you about that.
Van-e még valami, amit hozzá szeretnél fűzni a tapasztalatodhoz?
Only that there is another reality, another realm, another dimension.
Vannak-e más kérdések, amelyeket feltehetnénk, hogy segítsünk a tapasztalatának kommunikálásában?
I'll give this question some thought but as for the present I think the questionnaire is very good.