Jessica G
NDE
Greyson-skála: 15
#3972
- OrszágUnited States
- NemF
- ÉletkorOlder Child
- Az élmény dátuma1/18/1981
- Beküldés dátuma5/2/2009
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Az idő elvesztette minden jelentésétMúltjuk látása (Életfelülvizsgálat)Látják a jövőjüketEgy fényes, földöntúli fényt látnakPszichikai képességeket fejlesztenek kiMindent megértenek az univerzumrólTKE, Testen kívüli élményValószínűleg klinikai halált élt átMegmagyarázza az egyes életek céljátTanult a kvantumfizika tulajdonságairólEmlékszik a kvantumfizikáról tanult részletekreAz idő illúzió, és nem létezik a spirituális világbanGyermekkorában bántalmaztákÚgy döntött, hogy visszatér az életbe
A tapasztalat leírása
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Háttérinformáció
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE Elemek
Az élménye idején volt-e hozzá kapcsolódó életveszélyes esemény?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Hogyan értékeli az élménye tartalmát?
Wonderful
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Out of body experience
Érezted, hogy elválsz a testedtől?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hogyan viszonyult az élmény során tapasztalt legmagasabb szintű tudat és éberség a normál, mindennapi tudatához és éberségéhez?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
Az élmény melyik szakaszában volt a legmagasabb szintű a tudata és az ébersége?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Felgyorsultak a gondolataid?
Incredibly fast
Úgy tűnt, hogy az idő felgyorsult vagy lelassult?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Érzékeid élénkebbek voltak, mint általában?
Incredibly more vivid
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a látását az élmény során a mindennapi látásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a hallását az élmény során a mindennapi hallásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Úgy tűnt, hogy tudatában van a máshol zajló dolgoknak?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Áthaladtál egy alagúton?
No
Látott valamilyen lényt az élménye során?
I actually saw them
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél elhunyt (vagy élő) lényekről?
No
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Darkness
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Light
Láttál, vagy körülvéve érezted magad ragyogó fénnyel?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Láttál természetfeletti fényt?
Yes
Úgy tűnt, beléptél egy másik, földöntúli világba?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Milyen más érzelmeket éreztél az élmény során?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Éreztél békét vagy kellemességet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Éreztél örömöt?
Happiness
Éreztél harmóniát vagy egységet a világegyetemmel?
I felt united or one with the world
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Special Knowledge
Hirtelen úgy tűnt, mindent értesz?
Everything about the universe
Visszatértek emlékképek a múltadból?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Láttál jeleneteket a jövőből?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Elértél egy határt vagy egy olyan pontot, ahonnan nincs visszatérés?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Isten, spiritualitás és vallás
Mi volt a vallása a tapasztalata előtt?
Liberal None
Megváltoztak a vallási gyakorlatai a tapasztalata óta?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Mi a vallása most?
Liberal None/Open minded
Megváltoztak az értékei és a hite a tapasztalata miatt?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Úgy tűnt, találkoztál egy misztikus lénnyel vagy jelenléttel, vagy hallottál egy azonosíthatatlan hangot?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Látott elhunyt vagy vallási szellemeket?
I actually saw them
A valláson kívül a földi életeinkkel kapcsolatban
Tapasztalata során különleges tudást vagy információt szerzett a céljáról?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Változtak-e a kapcsolataid kifejezetten a tapasztalatod eredményeként?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Az NDE után
Nehéz volt szavakba önteni az élményt?
No
Vannak-e pszichikai, nem hétköznapi vagy más különleges képességeid az élményed után, amelyekkel korábban nem rendelkeztél?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Van-e egy vagy több olyan része az élményének, amely különösen értelmes vagy jelentős az Ön számára? Kérjük, fejtse ki.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Megosztotta már valaha ezt az élményt másokkal?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Volt-e bármilyen ismereted a halálközeli élményről (NDE) a tapasztalatod előtt?
No
Mit gondolt a tapasztalat valóságáról röviddel (napoktól hetekig) a történése után?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Mit gondol most a tapasztalatának valóságáról?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Életed során bármikor előfordult, hogy valami reprodukálta a tapasztalat egy részét?
No