Mary D
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- OrszágUnited States
- NemF
- ÉletkorAdult
- Az élmény dátuma1/1/2001
- Beküldés dátuma7/29/2014
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Az idő elvesztette minden jelentésétMúltjuk látása (Életfelülvizsgálat)Látják a jövőjüketEgy fényes, földöntúli fényt látnakPszichikai képességeket fejlesztenek kiMindent megértenek az univerzumrólElőző életek látása (Reinkarnáció)TKE, Testen kívüli élményEgynek érzik magukat az univerzummalOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyKijelentették, hogy voltak/vannak egy IstennelA spirituális világ valóságosabb, mint a fizikai valóságMegmagyarázza az egyes életek céljátMegmagyarázza az összes élet céljátTudat az állatokban, növényekben vagy tárgyakbanTanult a kvantumfizika tulajdonságairólEmlékszik a kvantumfizikáról tanult részletekreAz idő illúzió, és nem létezik a spirituális világbanAz univerzum kizárólag szeretetből és fényből állLeírja Istent
A tapasztalat leírása
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Háttérinformáció
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
NDE Elemek
Az élménye idején volt-e hozzá kapcsolódó életveszélyes esemény?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Hogyan értékeli az élménye tartalmát?
Entirely pleasant
A tapasztalat tartalmazta
Out of body experience
Érezted, hogy elválsz a testedtől?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Hogyan viszonyult az élmény során tapasztalt legmagasabb szintű tudat és éberség a normál, mindennapi tudatához és éberségéhez?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Az élmény melyik szakaszában volt a legmagasabb szintű a tudata és az ébersége?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Felgyorsultak a gondolataid?
Incredibly fast
Úgy tűnt, hogy az idő felgyorsult vagy lelassult?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Érzékeid élénkebbek voltak, mint általában?
Incredibly more vivid
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a látását az élmény során a mindennapi látásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Kérjük, hasonlítsa össze a hallását az élmény során a mindennapi hallásával, amely közvetlenül az élmény előtt volt.
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Úgy tűnt, hogy tudatában van a máshol zajló dolgoknak?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
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Tunnel
Áthaladtál egy alagúton?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
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Presence of deceased persons
Látott valamilyen lényt az élménye során?
I sensed their presence
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél elhunyt (vagy élő) lényekről?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
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Void
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Darkness
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Unearthly light
Láttál, vagy körülvéve érezted magad ragyogó fénnyel?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Láttál természetfeletti fényt?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
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A landscape or city
Úgy tűnt, beléptél egy másik, földöntúli világba?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
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Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Milyen más érzelmeket éreztél az élmény során?
Immense Love
Éreztél békét vagy kellemességet?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Éreztél örömöt?
incredible joy
Éreztél harmóniát vagy egységet a világegyetemmel?
I felt united or one with the world
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Special knowledge or purpose
Hirtelen úgy tűnt, mindent értesz?
Everything about the universe
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Life review
Visszatértek emlékképek a múltadból?
I remembered many past events
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Awareness of the future
Láttál jeleneteket a jövőből?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
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Boundary
Elértél egy határt vagy korlátozó fizikai struktúrát?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Elértél egy határt vagy egy olyan pontot, ahonnan nincs visszatérés?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Isten, spiritualitás és vallás
Milyen jelentőséget tulajdonított vallási/spirituális életének a tapasztalata előtt?
Not important to me
Mi volt a vallása a tapasztalata előtt?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Megváltoztak a vallási gyakorlatai a tapasztalata óta?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Milyen jelentőséget tulajdonít vallási/spirituális életének a tapasztalata után?
Greatly important to me
Mi a vallása most?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
A tapasztalata tartalmazott a földi hitével összhangban lévő elemeket?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Megváltoztak az értékei és a hite a tapasztalata miatt?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
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Presence of unearthly beings
Úgy tűnt, találkoztál egy misztikus lénnyel vagy jelenléttel, vagy hallottál egy azonosíthatatlan hangot?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Látott elhunyt vagy vallási szellemeket?
I sensed their presence
Találkoztál vagy tudomást szereztél olyan lényekről, akik korábban a Földön éltek, és akiket a vallások név szerint említenek (például: Jézus, Mohamed, Buddha, stb.)?
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett Isten létezéséről?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett az egyetemes kapcsolatról vagy az egységről?
Yes We are one!
Hitt Isten létezésében a tapasztalata előtt?
God probably does not exist
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett Isten létezéséről?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Hisz Isten létezésében a tapasztalata után?
God definitely exists
A valláson kívül a földi életeinkkel kapcsolatban
Tapasztalata során különleges tudást vagy információt szerzett a céljáról?
Yes Omniscient!
Hitt abban, hogy földi életünk értelmes és jelentős a tapasztalata előtt?
Are meaningful and significant
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett az élet értelméről?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Hitt a túlvilágban a tapasztalata előtt?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Hisz a túlvilágban a tapasztalata után?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Félt a haláltól a tapasztalata előtt?
I greatly feared death
Fél a haláltól a tapasztalata után?
I do not fear death
Félt az életét élni a tapasztalata előtt?
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Félt az életét élni a tapasztalata után?
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Hitt abban, hogy földi életünk értelmes és jelentős a tapasztalata előtt?
Are meaningful and significant
Hitt abban, hogy földi életünk értelmes és jelentős a tapasztalata után?
Are meaningful and significant
Szerzett információt arról, hogyan éljük az életünket?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett az élet nehézségeiről, kihívásairól és megpróbáltatásairól?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Volt könyörületes a tapasztalata előtt?
Slightly compassionate toward others
Tapasztalata során információt szerzett a szeretetről?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Volt könyörületes a tapasztalata után?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Milyen életbeli változások történtek az életében a tapasztalata után?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Változtak-e a kapcsolataid kifejezetten a tapasztalatod eredményeként?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Az NDE után
Nehéz volt szavakba önteni az élményt?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Mennyire pontosan emlékszik a tapasztalatra a tapasztalat környékén történt más életeseményekhez képest?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Vannak-e pszichikai, nem hétköznapi vagy más különleges képességeid az élményed után, amelyekkel korábban nem rendelkeztél?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Van-e egy vagy több olyan része az élményének, amely különösen értelmes vagy jelentős az Ön számára? Kérjük, fejtse ki.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Megosztotta már valaha ezt az élményt másokkal?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Volt-e bármilyen ismereted a halálközeli élményről (NDE) a tapasztalatod előtt?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Mit gondolt a tapasztalat valóságáról röviddel (napoktól hetekig) a történése után?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Mit gondol most a tapasztalatának valóságáról?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Életed során bármikor előfordult, hogy valami reprodukálta a tapasztalat egy részét?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Van-e még valami, amit hozzá szeretnél fűzni a tapasztalatodhoz?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.