Patirties aprašymas
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Mixed
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
No
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
Ar jūsų klausymas skirtųsi nuo normalaus?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
No
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
Patirtis apėmė
Light
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
No
Patirtis apėmė
Strong emotional tone
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
Patirtis apėmė
Special Knowledge
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
Patirtis apėmė
Life review
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
No
Ar norėtumėte dar ką nors pridėti apie savo patirtį?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.