Bonnie L
NDE
Išskirtinis
Greysono skalė: 12
#2407
- ŠalisUnited States
- LytisF
- AmžiusToddler
- Patirties data1/1/1950
- Pateikimo data11/26/2005
Patirtis apėmė
Mato ryškią antgamtinę šviesąTobulina psichines galimybesSupranta viską apie VisatąNIP, Patyrimas už kūno ribųJaučia vienybę su VisataTikėtina, patyrė klinikinę mirtįOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyDvasinis pasaulis tikresnis nei fizinė realybėNKL stebėjimai patvirtinti kartu su kitu asmeniuLaikas yra iliuzija ir dvasiniame pasaulyje neegzistuojaGrįžo prieš savo valią
Patirties aprašymas
Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.
Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.
During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.
Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.
The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.
I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.
That's about it.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Wonderful
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kaip jūsų aukščiausias sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygis patirties metu palyginamas su jūsų įprastu kasdieniu sąmoningumu ir budrumu?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
All the time, all of them.
Ar jūsų mintys buvo pagreitintos?
Neither
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Ar jūsų pojūčiai buvo ryškesni nei įprasta?
Incredibly more so
Palyginkite savo regėjimą patirties metu su kasdieniu regėjimu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Palyginkite savo klausą patirties metu su kasdieniu garsu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Ar jums atrodė, kad suvokiate dalykus, vykstančius kitur?
Neither
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Ar per savo patirtį matėte kokių nors būtybių?
Neither
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Ar matėte arba jautėtės apsuptas ryškios šviesos?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Ar jautėtės ramybėje ar malonume?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ar jautėtės džiaugsme?
Incredible joy
Ar jautėte harmonijos ar vienybės jausmą su visata?
United, one with the world
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
Neither
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
Neither
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Ar jūsų religingi papročiai pasikeitė po patirties?
No
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
No
Ar atrodė, kad sutikote mistinę būtybę ar buvimą, arba girdėjote neidentifikuojamą balsą?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte mirusiųjų ar religinės dvasios?
Neither
Dėl mūsų žemiškų gyvenimų, išskyrus religiją
Patirties metu ar gavote specialių žinių ar informacijos apie savo tikslą?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Ar jūsų santykiai pasikeitė būtent dėl jūsų patirties?
No
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
No
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences.
Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Ar turėjote kokių nors žinių apie artimos mirties patirtį (NDE) prieš savo patirtį?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Ką manėte apie savo patirties realybę netrukus (dienomis ar savaitėmis) po to, kai tai įvyko?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Ką jūs manote apie savo patirties realybę dabar?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
No
Ar yra kitų klausimų, kuriuos galėtume užduoti, kad padėtume jums perteikti savo patirtį?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?