Susan A
NDE
Greysono skalė: 15
#2587
- ŠalisUnited States
- LytisF
- AmžiusAdult
- Patirties data1/1/2000
- Pateikimo data4/29/2006
Patirtis apėmė
Jų praeities matymas (Gyvenimo apžvalga)Mato savo ateitįMato ryškią antgamtinę šviesąTobulina psichines galimybesSupranta viską apie VisatąNIP, Patyrimas už kūno ribųTikėtina, patyrė klinikinę mirtįDvasinis pasaulis tikresnis nei fizinė realybėNKL patvirtinta medicinos specialistoPaaiškina individualaus gyvenimo paskirtįAprašo DievąPatirtyje susitiko savo dvasios vedlįGyvenimo peržiūros metu pajuto tai, ką jautė kitiMatė spalvas, kurių anksčiau niekada nematėNusprendė sugrįžti į gyvenimą
Patirties aprašymas
1995 - In the intensive care unit, curtain surrounding the bathroom area, light began emitting from behind the curtain (sort of 'Wizard of Oz'-like - no noise, just light and vibration). Knew a presence wished to come into room. Knew by the indescribable quality and feeling of light it was God, as I know him. I asked him 'not now', please my children (I am single parent of two, one disabled through leukemia at four, no family but me. I asked for more time, responsibility of visit too frightening. He/she/it immediately acquiesced. I always regretted it.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
April 2000. Went for routine bypass surgery. Not so routine. Hemorrhagic disorder. Woke up forty-five days later after being on respirator and had many, many experiences, journeys, including 'waking' during one of the three surgeries, unable to open my eyes, found out later because they were taped shut, tried to wiggle so anesthesiologist could put me further under. No pain just watched procedure and heard every word uttered in the operating room including countdown of 'clock' well over seven minutes. Too real to continue watching so traveled through one of those lovely cracks to a place I think was made of alabaster with many pools and gardens. Did life review, quite interesting - 'tended to, taught, loved and replenished', more travel. In November 2000 had respiratory then cardiac arrest.
Tunnel, dark, rounded like a big drainage pipe. Smiling faces in shadows of the walls. 'Knew' every one of them, have no idea how. Light at other end. Same God light. My 'Nana' between the light and myself. Wanted her SO bad, needed her even more. No talking by mouth. Just let me know not my time unless I chose it. Suggested I didn't. Showed me my daughter. Asked for strength. Woke up, came home.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
(2) in 2000
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
Yes Heart attack Open heart surgery, 3 open hearts in three days in April and In November Complete cardiac and respiratory arrest due to CHF Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function)
Had heart attack in 1995. Had experience in the intensive care unit but willed it away, too scary, always regretted it but had children who needed me. In 2005 had multiple bypass, which did not go well, three open heart surgeries in three days due to hemorrhaging. On respirator for forty-five days. Many journeys and experiences throughout that period in April/May. In November had complete respiratory and cardiac arrest. Another experience.
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Mixed
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
Yes
I lost awareness of my body
Kaip jūsų aukščiausias sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygis patirties metu palyginamas su jūsų įprastu kasdieniu sąmoningumu ir budrumu?
More consciousness and alertness than normal It was much more real. I know that doesn't make much sense.
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
In presence of the main God, light, vibration. But most of all in tunnel when choice had to be made. I was tired.
Ar jūsų mintys buvo pagreitintos?
Neither
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
Neither I have what I call 'Swiss cheese for brains'. Some things are missing or dropped.
Ar jūsų pojūčiai buvo ryškesni nei įprasta?
Neither
Palyginkite savo regėjimą patirties metu su kasdieniu regėjimu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
Colors perfect, things and places seen without flaw, almost undisturbed. Every petal of every flower perfect. No decay of any kind. Transparency somehow changed and music without time. Couldn't explain that one in a million years wouldn't know where to begin.
Palyginkite savo klausą patirties metu su kasdieniu garsu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
It was hearing but not auditory exactly all the time.
Ar jums atrodė, kad suvokiate dalykus, vykstančius kitur?
Neither
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
Yes Already described.
Ar per savo patirtį matėte kokių nors būtybių?
Saw them
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
Yes Already described.
Ar matėte arba jautėtės apsuptas ryškios šviesos?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
Yes Already described.
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm already described some. many more, lots of travel and sights
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
Wonder, joy, fear, trust, grateful, small, big, powerful, powerless, amazed, graced, light, open, peaceful, inquisitive and loved and loving. Perfectly in tune.
Ar jautėtės ramybėje ar malonume?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ar jautėtės džiaugsme?
Incredible joy
Ar jautėte harmonijos ar vienybės jausmą su visata?
United, one with the world
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
Remembered many past events Life review takes place through the feelings and emotions of others in any given moment in time. We experience and feel whatever we created in that moment for them. I am much more sensitive.
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
From the world's future
Very private.
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
A conscious decision to 'return' to life
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Moderate Raised catholic, believe in collective unconscious, a higher power have had unusual, unexplainable experiences throughout life making conservative organized religious experience not acceptable.
Ar jūsų religingi papročiai pasikeitė po patirties?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Liberal Have conscious contact w/ higher power daily, pray and meditate daily, use Native American Medicine Wheel for healing/teaching. Use ancient esoteric teachings from stones crystals given by Native American grandma turned good catholic when she was a young
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
Uncertain While in many ways the information and experience was powerful and informing, I know less and less as the days roll on. Not that I am loosing information or experience. Just different.
Ar atrodė, kad sutikote mistinę būtybę ar buvimą, arba girdėjote neidentifikuojamą balsą?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte mirusiųjų ar religinės dvasios?
Saw them
Dėl mūsų žemiškų gyvenimų, išskyrus religiją
Patirties metu ar gavote specialių žinių ar informacijos apie savo tikslą?
Yes Very private.
Ar jūsų santykiai pasikeitė būtent dėl jūsų patirties?
Yes I am much more willing just to be me without pretense, walls or protections that we humans erect to protect ourselves from REALLY being seen.
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
Yes We don't have words in our vocabulary that express the 'energetic colors of vibration' emitted by 'higher being'. The emotional quality of 'feeling state' beyond measure or words. Information received so simple, yet so complicated it would take hours to verbalize. Recognition of persons in tunnel already 'passed over' (I think) so familiar, yet didn't recognize a one. Saw my grandma no words. Couldn't see 'God', but saw energy emitting and felt enormous vibration and felt emotional presence and vibration throughout life review.
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
Yes Personal.
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
Oh my God, are you kidding? Too personal for a computer screen.
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes Immediately. Sure, reactions were mixed. I hope they were influenced.
Ar turėjote kokių nors žinių apie artimos mirties patirtį (NDE) prieš savo patirtį?
Uncertain After my mother died I had and my son had a 'dreamlike' waking encounter.
Ką manėte apie savo patirties realybę netrukus (dienomis ar savaitėmis) po to, kai tai įvyko?
Experience was definitely real It was more real that what's here in my consciousness on a daily basis and I stay as connected as possible daily.
Ką jūs manote apie savo patirties realybę dabar?
Experience was definitely real It affects me in every moment.
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
No