Jessica G
NDE
Greysono skalė: 15
#3972
- ŠalisUnited States
- LytisF
- AmžiusOlder Child
- Patirties data1/18/1981
- Pateikimo data5/2/2009
Patirtis apėmė
Laikas prarado visą prasmęJų praeities matymas (Gyvenimo apžvalga)Mato savo ateitįMato ryškią antgamtinę šviesąTobulina psichines galimybesSupranta viską apie VisatąNIP, Patyrimas už kūno ribųTikėtina, patyrė klinikinę mirtįPaaiškina individualaus gyvenimo paskirtįSužinojo apie kvantinės fizikos savybesPrisimena detales apie tai, ką sužinojo apie kvantinę fizikąLaikas yra iliuzija ir dvasiniame pasaulyje neegzistuojaBuvo žalojamas vaikystėjeNusprendė sugrįžti į gyvenimą
Patirties aprašymas
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Wonderful
Patirtis apėmė
Out of body experience
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kaip jūsų aukščiausias sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygis patirties metu palyginamas su jūsų įprastu kasdieniu sąmoningumu ir budrumu?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Ar jūsų mintys buvo pagreitintos?
Incredibly fast
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Ar jūsų pojūčiai buvo ryškesni nei įprasta?
Incredibly more vivid
Palyginkite savo regėjimą patirties metu su kasdieniu regėjimu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Palyginkite savo klausą patirties metu su kasdieniu garsu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Ar jums atrodė, kad suvokiate dalykus, vykstančius kitur?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
No
Ar per savo patirtį matėte kokių nors būtybių?
I actually saw them
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
No
Patirtis apėmė
Darkness
Patirtis apėmė
Light
Ar matėte arba jautėtės apsuptas ryškios šviesos?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
Yes
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Ar jautėtės ramybėje ar malonume?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ar jautėtės džiaugsme?
Happiness
Ar jautėte harmonijos ar vienybės jausmą su visata?
I felt united or one with the world
Patirtis apėmė
Special Knowledge
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Liberal None
Ar jūsų religingi papročiai pasikeitė po patirties?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Liberal None/Open minded
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Ar atrodė, kad sutikote mistinę būtybę ar buvimą, arba girdėjote neidentifikuojamą balsą?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Ar matėte mirusiųjų ar religinės dvasios?
I actually saw them
Dėl mūsų žemiškų gyvenimų, išskyrus religiją
Patirties metu ar gavote specialių žinių ar informacijos apie savo tikslą?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Ar jūsų santykiai pasikeitė būtent dėl jūsų patirties?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
No
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Ar turėjote kokių nors žinių apie artimos mirties patirtį (NDE) prieš savo patirtį?
No
Ką manėte apie savo patirties realybę netrukus (dienomis ar savaitėmis) po to, kai tai įvyko?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Ką jūs manote apie savo patirties realybę dabar?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
No