Mary D
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- ŠalisUnited States
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- AmžiusAdult
- Patirties data1/1/2001
- Pateikimo data7/29/2014
Patirtis apėmė
Laikas prarado visą prasmęJų praeities matymas (Gyvenimo apžvalga)Mato savo ateitįMato ryškią antgamtinę šviesąTobulina psichines galimybesSupranta viską apie VisatąPraeitių gyvenimų matymas (Reinkarnacija)NIP, Patyrimas už kūno ribųJaučia vienybę su VisataOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyTeigė, kad buvo/yra vienybėje su DievuDvasinis pasaulis tikresnis nei fizinė realybėPaaiškina individualaus gyvenimo paskirtįPaaiškina visos gyvybės paskirtįSąmonė gyvūnuose, augaluose ar objektuoseSužinojo apie kvantinės fizikos savybesPrisimena detales apie tai, ką sužinojo apie kvantinę fizikąLaikas yra iliuzija ir dvasiniame pasaulyje neegzistuojaVisata sudaryta tik iš meilės ir šviesosAprašo Dievą
Patirties aprašymas
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Entirely pleasant
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Out of body experience
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Kaip jūsų aukščiausias sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygis patirties metu palyginamas su jūsų įprastu kasdieniu sąmoningumu ir budrumu?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Ar jūsų mintys buvo pagreitintos?
Incredibly fast
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Ar jūsų pojūčiai buvo ryškesni nei įprasta?
Incredibly more vivid
Palyginkite savo regėjimą patirties metu su kasdieniu regėjimu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Palyginkite savo klausą patirties metu su kasdieniu garsu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Ar jums atrodė, kad suvokiate dalykus, vykstančius kitur?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
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Tunnel
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
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Presence of deceased persons
Ar per savo patirtį matėte kokių nors būtybių?
I sensed their presence
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
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Void
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Darkness
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Unearthly light
Ar matėte arba jautėtės apsuptas ryškios šviesos?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
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A landscape or city
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
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Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
Immense Love
Ar jautėtės ramybėje ar malonume?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ar jautėtės džiaugsme?
incredible joy
Ar jautėte harmonijos ar vienybės jausmą su visata?
I felt united or one with the world
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Special knowledge or purpose
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe
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Life review
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
I remembered many past events
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Awareness of the future
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
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Boundary
Ar pasiekėte ribą arba apribojančią fizinę struktūrą?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokią svarbą teikėte savo religiniam/dvasingam gyvenimui prieš savo patirtį
Not important to me
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Ar jūsų religingi papročiai pasikeitė po patirties?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Kokią svarbą teikiate savo religiniam/dvasingam gyvenimui po savo patirties
Greatly important to me
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Ar jūsų patirtis turėjo bruožų, atitinkančių jūsų žemiškas tikėjimo sistemas?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
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Presence of unearthly beings
Ar atrodė, kad sutikote mistinę būtybę ar buvimą, arba girdėjote neidentifikuojamą balsą?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Ar matėte mirusiųjų ar religinės dvasios?
I sensed their presence
Ar sutikote ar sužinojote apie bet kokias būtybes, kurios anksčiau gyveno žemėje ir yra apibūdinamos vardais iš religijų (pavyzdžiui: Jėzus, Muhammadas, Buda ir kt.?)
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie Dievo egzistavimą?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie visuotinius ryšius ar vienybę?
Yes We are one!
Ar tikėjote Dievo egzistencija prieš savo patirtį?
God probably does not exist
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie Dievo egzistavimą?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Ar tikite Dievo egzistencija po savo patirties?
God definitely exists
Dėl mūsų žemiškų gyvenimų, išskyrus religiją
Patirties metu ar gavote specialių žinių ar informacijos apie savo tikslą?
Yes Omniscient!
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi prieš jūsų patirtį
Are meaningful and significant
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie gyvenimo prasmę?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Ar tikėjote gyvenimu po mirties prieš savo patirtį?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Ar tikite gyvenimu po mirties po savo patirties?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Ar bijojote mirties prieš savo patirtį?
I greatly feared death
Ar bijote mirties po savo patirties
I do not fear death
Ar bijojote gyventi savo gyvenimą prieš savo patirtį
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Ar bijojote gyventi savo gyvenimą po savo patirties
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi prieš jūsų patirtį
Are meaningful and significant
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi po jūsų patirties
Are meaningful and significant
Ar sužinojote informacijos, kaip gyventi savo gyvenimus?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
Ar per savo patirtį sužinojote informacijos apie gyvenimo sunkumus, iššūkius ir nepriteklius?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Ar buvote užjaučiantis prieš savo patirtį
Slightly compassionate toward others
Ar per savo patirtį sužinojote informacijos apie meilę?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Ar buvote užjaučiantis po savo patirties
Greatly compassionate toward others
Kokie gyvenimo pokyčiai įvyko po jūsų patirties?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Ar jūsų santykiai pasikeitė būtent dėl jūsų patirties?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Kaip tiksliai prisimenate patirtį, palyginti su kitais gyvenimo įvykiais, įvykusiais aplink patirties laiką?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Ar turėjote kokių nors žinių apie artimos mirties patirtį (NDE) prieš savo patirtį?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Ką manėte apie savo patirties realybę netrukus (dienomis ar savaitėmis) po to, kai tai įvyko?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Ką jūs manote apie savo patirties realybę dabar?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Ar norėtumėte dar ką nors pridėti apie savo patirtį?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.