Patirties aprašymas
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Fono informacija
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE elementai
Jūsų patirties metu ar buvo susijęs gyvybei pavojingas įvykis?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Kaip vertinate savo patirties turinį?
Entirely pleasant
Patirtis apėmė
Out of body experience
Ar jautėtės atskirtas nuo savo kūno?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Kaip jūsų aukščiausias sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygis patirties metu palyginamas su jūsų įprastu kasdieniu sąmoningumu ir budrumu?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
Kuriuo metu patirties metu buvote pasiekęs aukščiausią sąmoningumo ir budrumo lygį?
the entire time
Ar jūsų mintys buvo pagreitintos?
No
Ar atrodė, kad laikas greitėja ar lėtėja?
No
Ar jūsų pojūčiai buvo ryškesni nei įprasta?
More vivid than usual
Palyginkite savo regėjimą patirties metu su kasdieniu regėjimu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Palyginkite savo klausą patirties metu su kasdieniu garsu, kurį turėjote iš karto prieš patirtį
No difference
Ar jums atrodė, kad suvokiate dalykus, vykstančius kitur?
No
Ar jūs praėjote į tunelį ar per jį?
No
Patirtis apėmė
Presence of deceased persons
Ar per savo patirtį matėte kokių nors būtybių?
No
Ar susidūrėte arba tapote sąmoningi bet kokių mirusių (ar gyvų) būtybių?
No
Patirtis apėmė
Void
Patirtis apėmė
Darkness
Ar matėte arba jautėtės apsuptas ryškios šviesos?
No
Ar matėte nežemišką šviesą?
No
Ar atrodė, kad patekote į kitą, nežemišką pasaulį?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Patirtis apėmė
Strong emotional tone
Kokius kitus jausmus jautėte patirties metu?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Ar jautėtės ramybėje ar malonume?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ar jautėtės džiaugsme?
incredible joy
Ar jautėte harmonijos ar vienybės jausmą su visata?
I felt united or one with the world
Patirtis apėmė
Special knowledge or purpose
Ar staiga atrodė, kad suprantate viską?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Ar jums sugrįžo scenos iš praeities?
No
Ar jums atėjo ateities scenos?
No
Ar atėjote prie ribos ar taško, iš kurio negalima grįžti?
No
Dievas, Dvasia ir Religija
Kokią svarbą teikėte savo religiniam/dvasingam gyvenimui prieš savo patirtį
Not important to me
Kokia buvo jūsų religija prieš patirtį?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Ar jūsų religingi papročiai pasikeitė po patirties?
No
Kokią svarbą teikiate savo religiniam/dvasingam gyvenimui po savo patirties
Not important to me
Kokia yra jūsų religija dabar?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Ar jūsų patirtis turėjo bruožų, atitinkančių jūsų žemiškas tikėjimo sistemas?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Ar jūsų vertybės ir įsitikinimai pasikeitė dėl patirties?
No
Patirtis apėmė
Presence of unearthly beings
Ar atrodė, kad sutikote mistinę būtybę ar buvimą, arba girdėjote neidentifikuojamą balsą?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Ar matėte mirusiųjų ar religinės dvasios?
No
Ar sutikote ar sužinojote apie bet kokias būtybes, kurios anksčiau gyveno žemėje ir yra apibūdinamos vardais iš religijų (pavyzdžiui: Jėzus, Muhammadas, Buda ir kt.?)
No
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie Dievo egzistavimą?
No
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie visuotinius ryšius ar vienybę?
No
Ar tikėjote Dievo egzistencija prieš savo patirtį?
God does not exist
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie Dievo egzistavimą?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Ar tikite Dievo egzistencija po savo patirties?
Unknown
Dėl mūsų žemiškų gyvenimų, išskyrus religiją
Patirties metu ar gavote specialių žinių ar informacijos apie savo tikslą?
No
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi prieš jūsų patirtį
Are not meaningful and significant
Patirties metu ar gavote informacijos apie gyvenimo prasmę?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Ar tikėjote gyvenimu po mirties prieš savo patirtį?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Ar tikite gyvenimu po mirties po savo patirties?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Ar bijojote mirties prieš savo patirtį?
I slightly feared death
Ar bijote mirties po savo patirties
I do not fear death
Ar bijojote gyventi savo gyvenimą prieš savo patirtį
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Ar bijojote gyventi savo gyvenimą po savo patirties
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi prieš jūsų patirtį
Are not meaningful and significant
Ar tikėjote, kad mūsų žemiški gyvenimai yra prasmingi ir reikšmingi po jūsų patirties
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Ar sužinojote informacijos, kaip gyventi savo gyvenimus?
No
Ar per savo patirtį sužinojote informacijos apie gyvenimo sunkumus, iššūkius ir nepriteklius?
No
Ar buvote užjaučiantis prieš savo patirtį
Greatly compassionate toward others
Ar per savo patirtį sužinojote informacijos apie meilę?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Ar buvote užjaučiantis po savo patirties
Not compassionate toward others
Kokie gyvenimo pokyčiai įvyko po jūsų patirties?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Ar jūsų santykiai pasikeitė būtent dėl jūsų patirties?
No
Po NDE
Ar patirtį buvo sunku išreikšti žodžiais?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Kaip tiksliai prisimenate patirtį, palyginti su kitais gyvenimo įvykiais, įvykusiais aplink patirties laiką?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Ar po patirties turite kokių nors psichinių, neįprastų ar kitų ypatingų dovanų, kurių neturėjote prieš patirtį?
No
Ar yra viena ar kelios jūsų patirties dalys, kurios jums yra ypač reikšmingos ar svarbios? Prašome paaiškinti.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Ar kada nors dalinotės šia patirtimi su kitais?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Ar turėjote kokių nors žinių apie artimos mirties patirtį (NDE) prieš savo patirtį?
No
Ką manėte apie savo patirties realybę netrukus (dienomis ar savaitėmis) po to, kai tai įvyko?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Ką jūs manote apie savo patirties realybę dabar?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Ar kada nors gyvenime kas nors atkartojo bet kurią patirties dalį?
No
Ar norėtumėte dar ką nors pridėti apie savo patirtį?
No