Bonnie L

NDE Исклучително Скала на Грејсон: 12
#2407

Опис на искуството

Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.

Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.

Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.

During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.

Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.

The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.

I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.

That's about it.

Основни информации

Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's

NDE Елементи

Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Wonderful
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Како се споредуваше вашето највисоко ниво на свест и будност за време на искуството со вашата нормална секојдневна свест и будност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
All the time, all of them.
Дали вашите мисли беа забрзани?
Neither
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
Дали вашите сетила беа по живописни од вообичаено?
Incredibly more so
Ве молиме, споредете ја вашата визија за време на искуството со вашата секојдневна визија што ја имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
Ве молиме, споредете го вашиот слух за време на искуството со вашиот секојдневен слух што го имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
Дали се чинеше дека сте свесни за работите што се случуваат на друго место?
Neither
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
Дали видовте суштества во вашето искуство?
Neither
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
Дали видовте или се почувствувавте опкружени со брилијантна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
Дали имавте чувство на мир или пријатност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Дали имавте чувство на радост?
Incredible joy
Дали почувствувавте чувство на хармонија или единство со универзумот?
United, one with the world
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
Neither
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
Neither

Бог, духовност и религија

Која беше вашата религија пред вашето искуство?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
Дали вашите религиозни практики се променија од вашето искуство?
No
Која е вашата религија сега?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
No
Дали се чинеше дека сте сретнале мистично суштество или присуство, или сте слушнале неидентификуван глас?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Дали видовте починати или религиозни духови?
Neither

Во врска со нашите земни животи освен религијата

За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте посебно знаење или информации за вашата цел?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
Дали вашите односи се промениле конкретно како резултат на вашето искуство?
No

После NDE

Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
No
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences. Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
Дали имавте какво било знаење за искуства блиски до смртта (NDE) пред вашето искуство?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
Во што верувавте за реалноста на вашето искуство набргу (денови до недели) откако се случи?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
Што верувате за реалноста на вашето искуство сега?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
No
Дали има други прашања што би можеле да ги поставиме за да ви помогнеме да го пренесете вашето искуство?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?