Опис на искуството
I died from an asthma attack.
Основни информации
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
'April 4, 2002'
NDE Елементи
Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
Yes Illness Clinical death
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Positive
Искуството вклучуваше
Out of body experience
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes I sensed I was in my light body, like looking at a galaxy of pure pulsating energy. I was extremely excited at meeting myself at the purest form, I was, my light body, inside a crystalline form that spun so fast it was like being inside a golden bubble. I felt totally safe and very normal state of being. My earth body just wasn't in the picture at all.
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
I was more completely aware of who I am at that time than I ever felt, fully conscious throughout the journey, omnipresent.
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning It seemed like I was out there in my light body for an eternity, in earth time I was showing no signs of life for forty minutes.
Дали вашиот слух се разликуваше на кој било начин од нормалниот?
Like a Pop or rushing tone, it was more like a tone, and then I was in my light body.
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
Yes It was unlike anything I've ever read about, near death experiences. There were other light bodies around me, some larger energies, some smaller and faster, different colors, some like me. It was like a cosmic welcome wagon, I was never alone I always had other lights with me.
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
Yes There was this excitement and we seemed to dance around each other in our light bodies, I felt very connected by our pulsating, I was aware of being connected to everything thru this pulsation, now looking back I believe it to be our concept of God, the supreme energy. I can't say there was any relatives or guides or angelic creatures only light energies.
Искуството вклучуваше
Void
Искуството вклучуваше
Light
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
Yes But before I actually got out further into the cosmos, I sensed going thru a massive light energy I think now it was our sun.
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm It’s hard to describe, I sensed everything at once and couldn't tell a separation of the five senses.
Искуството вклучуваше
Strong emotional tone
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Pure elation, very normal, like this was my true pure essence. Immense JOY.
Искуството вклучуваше
Special Knowledge
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe I had a sense of free will, but in coming back, wondered why? I wanted to know a lot and remember, it flashed though back as soon as I thought of questions, like why are we here? To do an earth experience. To communicate, on that spectrum of polarity I could say I love you or I hate you it's all about the spectrum of experience. Our earth planet is going through a shift in energy and so are we and all life on this planet. The earth has a crystalline structure around it like the one I was in. It was spinning so fast it appears to be a golden orb surrounding it, a light that keeps it intact. There was major undulation or bubbling around the area of the Middle East mainly, and also around Africa.
That the pulsing is everywhere and everything is connected to the pulse. That there is an energy that doesn't want the pulse to continue, sensed that energy wants to change the dream (as it were). That this is the hardest thing our souls would ever do, to choose to be here in this reality, that just taking your first breath is a miracle and very hard. We are all heroes being here on earth. If everyone sensed this, we would encourage each other instead of hating or fearing one another. We haven't been told how magnificent we are and how courageous we are, the closest doctrine of religion would be the Tao, but all religions speak in metaphor and the truth is there in each, it just describes it differently. We aren't what we appear to be, we are just in earth suits, like going to your closet and picking out a dress. This isn't the end ever of our soul experiences we are eternal beings connected by a supreme energy LOVE, it all about the pulse. In regards to the energy that doesn't want the pulse to continue, I don't know anymore, but why, when it feels so natural and blissful would any energy want to change it. Oh, one more thing there were all kinds of mother ships in our solar system, docked up observing our planet. I never saw any ET's or had contact, just aware of them coming back.
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
My past flashed before me, out of my control Yes, once out past the sun I could see a distant star and in a thought I'd be in an entirely different part of space with new energy beings and a whole new color or spaces cape. It was a sense of freedom. The closest visual would be like in the movie contact, where she dropped down into that machine they built and she time warped into space.
Искуството вклучуваше
Vision of the future
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
Scenes from the world's future There is a shift in energy about to happen within the next ten-twenty years. It’s natural and it’s going to happen to every living thing including our sentient planet earth, like moving up an octave, to experience life on that frequency. It's by choice were all here to bring the change into the next level.
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I felt while out there I had total free will, and had no desire to come back in. It wasn't a decision, it just happened (much to my surprise). I did ask why? To communicate, share this experience with those that want to hear. I was at first when back in my body a bit annoyed, but honored and now except it, I want to witness this transformation and help others as much as I can, not to fear it. Coming back was like walking through a bathtub of Jell-O, it's very dense energy here and very hard, that's why now I see it as a total miracle we are here at all, of all we create with our hands and thought, and it’s just awesome.
Бог, духовност и религија
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
Yes Big one, I not afraid of death anymore. And I'm not afraid to speak up and talk the truth as I know through this experience, never to force or stand on a pulpit, but if people want to know what I experienced I'll tell them. I think that's why I came back, I received a tremendous gift. My concerns are everyone around not fearing it as well, to get to your soul business do what you came here to do and to not be paralyzed by negative energy.
Искуството вклучуваше
Presence of unearthly beings
После NDE
Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
Uncertain The reality I was in was so unlike the one here and now, the colors were different indescribable, the tones or sounds I felt them rather than heard them, I was transported out into the cosmos, not just our area of the cosmos but to others light-years away.
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
Yes Just before my body died, I had a day with telepathic empathy, I could read others thoughts and emotions. I thought I was having a nervous breakdown, and then my breathing became difficult. There's a pattern to this, On September 11, 2001, another asthma attack, quite suddenly came on and I was in the hospital when the news broke of the attacks. That was weird, the day of 4-4-2002, I was taking a friend to have surgery at a nearby hospital, and so the asthma is brought on by noticing others worries or panic. I only felt a slight attacks coming on since, especially in January and February of 2003, now I just focus on not taking it on and just pray for the most benevolent outcome, rather than my own will.
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
The best part is that now I know who I really am. I am pure light energy, and I am a part of everything else, there are no divisions. The worst part is what to do with the information and how to use it. What if I get another attack during a crisis and I'm not helping out but being helped? I really want to be back in my light body, but I know I'll be there again eventually and only that pulse knows when that is to happen. I came here to do my part and I won't cop out on it.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes My closest friends and others that want to hear about it. My students, teens at the time were astonished and grateful, we became very close and I saw a sense of their hopelessness diminish. I think that those and some have told me, it helped them become less afraid of both life and death. Oh, the nurses while in the hospital all sat on the bed and listened intently.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
No
Дали има нешто друго што би сакале да додадете за вашето искуство?
I've covered a lot already.
Дали има други прашања што би можеле да ги поставиме за да ви помогнеме да го пренесете вашето искуство?
I believe you asked appropriate questions and concise comprehensive ones.