Paula J
NDE
#20313
- ДржаваGreece
- ПолF
- ВозрастAdult
Искуството вклучуваше
Времето изгуби секакво значењеГледање на нивното минато (Преглед на животот)Разбирање на сè за универзумотВДИ, Вонтелесно искуствоДуховниот свет е пореален од физичката реалностЈа објаснува целта на поединечните животиЈа објаснува целта на целиот животВремето е илузија и не постои во духовниот светСе вратил против своја волја
Опис на искуството
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
Основни информации
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
NDE Елементи
Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Mixed
Искуството вклучуваше
Out of body experience
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
Explained above.
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
Дали вашиот слух се разликуваше на кој било начин од нормалниот?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
No
Искуството вклучуваше
Presence of deceased persons
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
Искуството вклучуваше
Darkness
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
Искуството вклучуваше
Strong emotional tone
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
Искуството вклучуваше
Special Knowledge
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
No
Искуството вклучуваше
Boundary
Дали стигнавте до граница или ограничувачка физичка структура?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
Бог, духовност и религија
Која беше вашата религија пред вашето искуство?
Liberal
Која е вашата религија сега?
Liberal
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
No
После NDE
Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
No
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
Дали има други прашања што би можеле да ги поставиме за да ви помогнеме да го пренесете вашето искуство?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.