Lois M
NDE
Скала на Грејсон: 12
#3375
- ДржаваUnited States
- ПолF
- ВозрастOlder Child
- Датум на искуството1/1/1964
- Датум на поднесување11/12/2007
Искуството вклучуваше
Времето изгуби секакво значењеГледање на нивното минато (Преглед на животот)Гледање светла неземна светлинаРазвивање психички способностиРазбирање на сè за универзумотВДИ, Вонтелесно искуствоЧувство на единство со универзумотВеројатно доживеал клиничка смртOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyДуховниот свет е пореален од физичката реалностЧувствувале како да се вратиле домаЈа објаснува целта на поединечните животиВремето е илузија и не постои во духовниот светВиделе бои кои никогаш порано не ги виделеСе вратил против своја волја
Опис на искуството
I was on vacation with my mother, father, a friend of mine and her mother in Kentucky. We went to Dewy Dam, which I believe is not far from Van Lear, Kentucky. We rented a small boat and when we got to a shallow spot at the lake my dad, my friend and I went swimming. I couldn't swim so my dad went in the water first to make sure it was a shallow spot, so the water wouldn't be above my shoulders.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
We were in the water, playing, screwing around and laughing when suddenly I stepped backwards and stepped off a ledge into very deep water. I couldn't swim so I was sinking under the water. My dad and friend thought I was still screwing around and was laughing at me. In the beginning I remember struggling when I breached the top of the water, but after going down a couple of times, I wasn't struggling anymore when I went under. I was at peace and had no fear. Everything became extremely beautiful. The lights and colors in the water were so beautiful that I was captivated and mesmerized by them.
I saw colors that don't exist. The lights were sparkling and bright and yet soft and inviting, they were comforting; it was like I was a part of the lights and colors. The peace was so calming and desirable that I felt a part of something very much larger, like I was one with the universe. During this experience I felt what it feels like to have no time, it was timeless, no boundaries of time. It was an amazing feeling, the freedom of no time and the connection with 'the universe' (I use that word simply because the universe is vast but I felt it was more than the universe as we know it).
Then, suddenly, I was floating above the area and looking down and saw my mother and my friend's mother still in the boat, I saw my dad and friend in the water. My mother was scared and yelling at my dad to pull me out of the water. My dad was laughing and said, 'Oh Helen, she's just playing, we're all just fooling around.' And then I saw myself pop up above the water again, and it looked like I was panicked, frightened, and struggling for my life. My mother became desperate and mad at my father, and as I again went underwater, I heard her insist that he drag me out of the water.
But, when I went under again, I was puzzled, I didn't understand why I briefly struggled and panicked when I resurfaced because in reality, I wanted to go back under because everything was so beautiful and amazing under the water, it was tranquil, and the feeling of oneness and timelessness was what I wanted to go back to. I didn't understand why my body struggled and showed fear because that isn't the way I felt at all. I didn't want to resurface, I wanted to stay below the water, and I was happy there, happier than I can ever remember being before or since the experience.
The next thing that happened is that I felt my dad pull me up from the water and pull me to the boat trying to resuscitate me. I felt very heavy in weight, so heavy that it amazed me that my body could be so heavy. It felt so heavy that it was laborious to adjust to being in my body again. I was coughing and sputtering, water was stinging my eyes and I felt a panic also return to my body that didn't exist when I was under the water, but, the strange thing was that those signs of panic and fear were only in my body, not my mind. I didn't feel those things in my mind. What I was feeling was disappointment about being taken out of such a beautiful, amazing, wonderful place.
Основни информации
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
Summer 1964
NDE Елементи
Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
Yes Accident Life threatening event, but not clinical death
I was drowning.
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Wonderful
Искуството вклучуваше
Out of body experience
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Како се споредуваше вашето највисоко ниво на свест и будност за време на искуството со вашата нормална секојдневна свест и будност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal When I was under the water.
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
When I was under the water.
Дали вашите мисли беа забрзани?
Incredibly fast
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There was no time, saying it was timeless doesn't really describe what it was like. I can still feel what it feels like (time does not exist) but no words can really describe it. Regarding space, there was no space either, everything was one, connected, again, there is really no word that fully describes this knowledge.
Дали вашите сетила беа по живописни од вообичаено?
Incredibly more vivid
Ве молиме, споредете ја вашата визија за време на искуството со вашата секојдневна визија што ја имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
As I said before, I saw colors that don't exist. And even though the light was brighter than I had ever seen it didn't hurt the eyes, in fact, it soothed the eyes and appeared soft and bright at the same time. I can't say that there was depth perception as we know it - it was greater than that - again, like a oneness and all things perceived in its entirety. I learned from that experience that there is such a thing as 'the mind's eye'.
Ве молиме, споредете го вашиот слух за време на искуството со вашиот секојдневен слух што го имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
'Hearing' as we know it, isn't the same. 'Hearing' as we know it is just one part of our other senses, it is separate. During this experience there was no separation of senses, they were all connected, they were one, and being one made everything super remarkable and amazing.
Дали се чинеше дека сте свесни за работите што се случуваат на друго место?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
No
Дали видовте суштества во вашето искуство?
I actually saw them
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
Yes I didn't meet or see other beings, but I could 'feel' and 'sense' mystical entities around me, as if they were waiting. I didn't get the impression that I knew them.
Искуството вклучуваше
Light
Дали видовте или се почувствувавте опкружени со брилијантна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
Yes As described above.
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm My experience felt like I was in another dimension.
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Wonder, amazement, pleasantness, peace, lightness, happiness, freeing, longing to stay, feeling of being 'home'.
Дали имавте чувство на мир или пријатност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Дали имавте чувство на радост?
incredible joy
Дали почувствувавте чувство на хармонија или единство со универзумот?
I felt united or one with the world
Искуството вклучуваше
Special Knowledge
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
My past flashed before me, out of my control
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
Scenes from the world's future
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Бог, духовност и религија
Која беше вашата религија пред вашето искуство?
Moderate
Дали вашите религиозни практики се променија од вашето искуство?
No
Која е вашата религија сега?
Moderate
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
No
Искуството вклучуваше
Presence of unearthly beings
Дали се чинеше дека сте сретнале мистично суштество или присуство, или сте слушнале неидентификуван глас?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Дали видовте починати или религиозни духови?
I actually saw them
Во врска со нашите земни животи освен религијата
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте посебно знаење или информации за вашата цел?
Yes I'm not sure you would call it 'special knowledge', I wasn't given any revelation or anything, but, I just simply knew, for a fact, without question, that everything is connected, that our reality 'here' is only a fleeting and cumbersome short period of time. Only a blink of an eye perhaps. But, I did learn that there IS a reason, a purpose for our life here - but, I wasn't told what that reason/purpose is. The only strange thing I can remember is the thought that stuck in my mind after this is experience was 'The important thing is to make it shine, everything else is folly.' Those are not the exact 'words in my thoughts' but it was something like that.
Дали вашите односи се промениле конкретно како резултат на вашето искуство?
No
После NDE
Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
Yes Our vocabulary doesn't have the capacity to express much of the experience.
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
Yes I developed an ability to 'read' people, to become one with them and understand many things about them without them having to tell me. Even until today, most of the time I could not tell you the color of friends and relatives eyes (unless I deliberately commit it to memory) because when I converse with them I do not see their eyes, I see through them, past the eyes. It is difficult to explain, but if I want to see the person's eyes I have to deliberately focus on them because otherwise my natural instinct now is that my mind doesn't see them.
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
Every part of the experience was meaningful and significant to me.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes I have shared this story for many years with family and selected friends. I didn't start sharing it until a few years after the incident. There have been mixed reactions, of course, to it, some people believe you and some don't. Some find it fascinating some view it as imagination. I don't have a desire or urgency to make people believe it. I tell it and then it's up to them how or what they want to think about it.
Дали имавте какво било знаење за искуства блиски до смртта (NDE) пред вашето искуство?
No
Во што верувавте за реалноста на вашето искуство набргу (денови до недели) откако се случи?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
Што верувате за реалноста на вашето искуство сега?
Experience was definitely real There is no doubt in my mind it was real.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
Yes Several years after the drowning incident I did have one other experience. I will use another form to tell you about that.
Дали има нешто друго што би сакале да додадете за вашето искуство?
Only that there is another reality, another realm, another dimension.
Дали има други прашања што би можеле да ги поставиме за да ви помогнеме да го пренесете вашето искуство?
I'll give this question some thought but as for the present I think the questionnaire is very good.