Jessica G
NDE
Скала на Грејсон: 15
#3972
- ДржаваUnited States
- ПолF
- ВозрастOlder Child
- Датум на искуството1/18/1981
- Датум на поднесување5/2/2009
Искуството вклучуваше
Времето изгуби секакво значењеГледање на нивното минато (Преглед на животот)Гледање на нивната иднинаГледање светла неземна светлинаРазвивање психички способностиРазбирање на сè за универзумотВДИ, Вонтелесно искуствоВеројатно доживеал клиничка смртЈа објаснува целта на поединечните животиНаучил за својствата на квантната физикаСе сеќава на деталите од она што го научил за квантната физикаВремето е илузија и не постои во духовниот светБил злоставуван во детствотоОдлучил да се врати во животот
Опис на искуството
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Основни информации
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
NDE Елементи
Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Wonderful
Искуството вклучуваше
Out of body experience
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Како се споредуваше вашето највисоко ниво на свест и будност за време на искуството со вашата нормална секојдневна свест и будност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
Дали вашите мисли беа забрзани?
Incredibly fast
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
Дали вашите сетила беа по живописни од вообичаено?
Incredibly more vivid
Ве молиме, споредете ја вашата визија за време на искуството со вашата секојдневна визија што ја имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Ве молиме, споредете го вашиот слух за време на искуството со вашиот секојдневен слух што го имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Дали се чинеше дека сте свесни за работите што се случуваат на друго место?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
No
Дали видовте суштества во вашето искуство?
I actually saw them
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
No
Искуството вклучуваше
Darkness
Искуството вклучуваше
Light
Дали видовте или се почувствувавте опкружени со брилијантна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
Yes
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Дали имавте чувство на мир или пријатност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Дали имавте чувство на радост?
Happiness
Дали почувствувавте чувство на хармонија или единство со универзумот?
I felt united or one with the world
Искуството вклучуваше
Special Knowledge
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Бог, духовност и религија
Која беше вашата религија пред вашето искуство?
Liberal None
Дали вашите религиозни практики се променија од вашето искуство?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Која е вашата религија сега?
Liberal None/Open minded
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Дали се чинеше дека сте сретнале мистично суштество или присуство, или сте слушнале неидентификуван глас?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Дали видовте починати или религиозни духови?
I actually saw them
Во врска со нашите земни животи освен религијата
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте посебно знаење или информации за вашата цел?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
Дали вашите односи се промениле конкретно како резултат на вашето искуство?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
После NDE
Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
No
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Дали имавте какво било знаење за искуства блиски до смртта (NDE) пред вашето искуство?
No
Во што верувавте за реалноста на вашето искуство набргу (денови до недели) откако се случи?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Што верувате за реалноста на вашето искуство сега?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
No