Mary D
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- ДржаваUnited States
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- ВозрастAdult
- Датум на искуството1/1/2001
- Датум на поднесување7/29/2014
Искуството вклучуваше
Времето изгуби секакво значењеГледање на нивното минато (Преглед на животот)Гледање на нивната иднинаГледање светла неземна светлинаРазвивање психички способностиРазбирање на сè за универзумотГледање на минати животи (Реинкарнација)ВДИ, Вонтелесно искуствоЧувство на единство со универзумотOBE, Observed concurrent events away from bodyИзјавиле дека биле/се едно со БогаДуховниот свет е пореален од физичката реалностЈа објаснува целта на поединечните животиЈа објаснува целта на целиот животСвест кај животните, растенијата или предметитеНаучил за својствата на квантната физикаСе сеќава на деталите од она што го научил за квантната физикаВремето е илузија и не постои во духовниот светУниверзумот е составен само од љубов и светлинаГо опишува Бог
Опис на искуството
Loved: A Transcendent Journey Check it out at: Click Here
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
This is an excerpt from my experience of oneness that is fully described in my book:
When I focused my attention on the grass, the love was like I am reveling in the life, in the detail. I am love revealing and expressing myself as grass, it was glorious!
In the experience of being one of the trees, I felt the love resonating like a sense of strength and glorious power, sturdiness, powerfulness, and longevity. When I felt the love when the beam first reached me, it was first like I am precious, I am cherished. I felt cherished, I felt me specifically, I am loved by God and I want you to feel that, that truth, that knowing in your cells: that you are cherished, you are loved, you are precious, you are God's precious baby, delicate precious infant, God's own creation. God loves you as if you were the only thing in existence. God loves all things like that. God loves all of existence preciously and specifically. God glories in the detail of the magnificence of the life you are co-creating with God. I love God.
When my focus shifted to the rocks, I lost my focus from the love, I was so surprised, I still felt the love but my focus was on ‘really? I am the rock? Really?’ When my focus shifted to become the universe, the love re-established and multiplied with such immense, immense love. I love remembering it. I love trying to get back to the place, the immensity of the whole universe. I love it. So full, so incredibly awesome, immense love, I want that love for you. I want you to know the immensity of the love that God has for everything in the universe and the universe itself. It's so immense; I love that.
I want to try to take you there with me, so imagine how big the earth is. Wait, no, back it up, and imagine how small a grain of sand is. So you make the earth a grain of sand, and then the sun is as big as the earth. Then you make the sun a grain of sand and the solar system as big as the sun. Then you make the solar system a grain of sand and the galaxy as big as the solar system. Then you make the galaxy a grain of sand and a tiny little piece of the universe as big as the galaxy. Then you make all the quadrants of the Universe as a grain of sand and the Void is bigger than the universe, if the universe is a grain of sand. Then stretch it all back, which is the immensity of love.
When my focus went to the field of particles, I had the thought, ‘What is this?’ that was immediately answered with, ‘This is the tiniest particle. This is from what matter comes. This is love expressed as material. This is what everything is constructed from. This love, this love expressed as matter, is what the universe is made. This is love; this is God's love. Each physical piece of it is love and consciousness, and the space between is love, consciousness and infinite knowledge, infinite information. This is what you did not know yet. This thing, this is it, this is the bridge between my love unexpressed and you. This is the bridge between all that energy unexpressed in the void and you, this field’.
I drifted through the field, not in any particular spot, and I observed how the particles were organized in this matrix; and in the matrix, the particles were not touching each other, not a single one was touching any of the other ones. They emitted a light, the rays of light from one reached the rays of light from the other, they entangled, and those lines of energy kept the distance stabilized. The energy pushing out, the rays coming out kept the next particle separate; there was a tiny membrane around each particle and inside the particle was illuminated, too. It is not that there's something more, this is IT, this is the tiniest thing: this radiating particle.
If I was going to draw it, it really just looks white but I was seeing or experiencing the information of the particles-ness of the substance, that it’s actually matter, the way we understand, the way common people understand matter. Just let me be clear on that, since taking a bunch of physics classes there are some people who would say there's no matter in the universe, it is all energy. Matter is energy and expressed as matter, it is different resonance. It's stable energy and is different. It's not just energy, it is energy expressed as matter. It's love actually. It has equilibrium, a push and a pull, or radiance and a grab.
Within each little buffered field, each particle did have some wiggle room to move around. It didn't spin. I shared this story with my astronomy professor and he asked me if they were spinning but they were not spinning. They were just moving slightly in their positions and sometimes there would be several moving in sequence, thus, there would be like a wave effect; mostly they were, individually, just little nudges moving around slightly so I can now extrapolate in what that could result. Any tiny fluctuation could result in the fabulous detail of the reality in which we exist. Just like that fractal math, the tiniest little fluctuation creates detail and that's what I saw. The love there was really immense and phenomenal, as well. I don't want to lose that. Each particle was conscious and loved specifically.
Основни информации
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
03/29/2001 4:20 pm Pacific time
NDE Елементи
Во времето на вашето искуство, дали имаше поврзан настан опасен по живот?
No. Other: Healthy, Stayed conscious.
Како ја оценувате содржината на вашето искуство?
Entirely pleasant
Искуството вклучуваше
Out of body experience
Дали се чувствувавте одвоено од вашето тело?
Yes My physical body stayed conscious while operating my vehicle. I have subsequently had veridical OBEs.
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Како се споредуваше вашето највисоко ниво на свест и будност за време на искуството со вашата нормална секојдневна свест и будност?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
Во кое време за време на искуството бевте на највисоко ниво на свест и будност?
When I was the vast void, let’s say: normal is 11 or so lines of coded information. The vast void had a millions lines of coded information.
Дали вашите мисли беа забрзани?
Incredibly fast
Дали времето изгледаше како да се забрзува или забавува?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Slowed, stopped and went outside of time.
Дали вашите сетила беа по живописни од вообичаено?
Incredibly more vivid
Ве молиме, споредете ја вашата визија за време на искуството со вашата секојдневна визија што ја имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
I could see 720 degrees and through time and space. I was outside of time and space. Layers and layers of visual information like Photoshop by seeing the image the information of all the layers is self-evident. Also, emotional and other types of information were available.
Ве молиме, споредете го вашиот слух за време на искуството со вашиот секојдневен слух што го имавте непосредно пред времето на искуството
The sound also contained layers of additional information and emotion and intensity: it still does.
Дали се чинеше дека сте свесни за работите што се случуваат на друго место?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Искуството вклучуваше
Tunnel
Дали поминавте во или низ тунел?
Uncertain I saw a beam of white. It came out of the sky and touched me on the shoulder. I felt the tangible touch. I became one with the beam. This beam transitioned me from my body. This was an experience that seems to be functionally equivalent to ‘the tunnel’.
Искуството вклучуваше
Presence of deceased persons
Дали видовте суштества во вашето искуство?
I sensed their presence
Дали сретнавте или станавте свесни за какви било починати (или живи) суштества?
No Not in this particular experience, but in many others.
Искуството вклучуваше
Void
Искуството вклучуваше
Darkness
Искуството вклучуваше
Unearthly light
Дали видовте или се почувствувавте опкружени со брилијантна светлина?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Дали видовте неземна светлина?
Yes The Beam was diffused at the top and sharp on the edges and came to a point at my shoulder. Then my body glowed in a bluish white from inside. The field of particles was also sort of light.
Искуството вклучуваше
A landscape or city
Дали се чинеше дека сте влегле во некој друг, неземен свет?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The field of particles and the vast void.
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Hellish imagery
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Strong emotional tone
Какви други емоции почувствувавте за време на искуството?
Immense Love
Дали имавте чувство на мир или пријатност?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Дали имавте чувство на радост?
incredible joy
Дали почувствувавте чувство на хармонија или единство со универзумот?
I felt united or one with the world
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Special knowledge or purpose
Дали одеднаш се чинеше дека разбирате сè?
Everything about the universe
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Life review
Дали сцени од вашето минато ви се вратија?
I remembered many past events
Искуството вклучуваше
Awareness of the future
Дали ви се појавија сцени од иднината?
Scenes from the world's future Why is this an either or question? I received much information about the future.
Искуството вклучуваше
Boundary
Дали стигнавте до граница или ограничувачка физичка структура?
Yes There was an event horizon between the fields of particle, and then I went beyond to the vast void.
Дали стигнавте до граница или точка од која нема враќање?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will This is a little vague but I did feel like the topic came up and was decided.
Бог, духовност и религија
Какво значење му придавате на вашиот религиозен/духовен живот пред вашето искуство?
Not important to me
Која беше вашата религија пред вашето искуство?
Unaffiliated- Atheist Formerly Catholic but never really believed it during the time I was going through a period of atheism then agnosticism and I was conducting an experiment to experience God.
Дали вашите религиозни практики се променија од вашето искуство?
Yes From doubt to certainty.
Какво значење му придавате на вашиот религиозен/духовен живот по вашето искуство?
Greatly important to me
Која е вашата религија сега?
Unaffiliated- Nothing in particular- Secular unaffiliated My knowledge now is beyond all religious limitations. I understand the value of them for others.
Дали вашето искуство вклучуваше карактеристики што се во согласност со вашите земни верувања?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience The name "God of Abraham" is obviously from my culture and the beam does show up in the bible several places, but the whole experience is so far beyond anything that is taught in Catholicism it is inconsistent.
Дали имавте промена во вашите вредности и верувања поради вашето искуство?
Yes God does exist and loves me. My actions matter. I am more aware of my actions and feelings.
Искуството вклучуваше
Presence of unearthly beings
Дали се чинеше дека сте сретнале мистично суштество или присуство, или сте слушнале неидентификуван глас?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin I heard several voices from different locations around me and within me. One said ‘everything will be alright.’ One responding to my unasked question ‘who are you?’ The response: ‘God of Abraham.’
Дали видовте починати или религиозни духови?
I sensed their presence
Дали сте сретнале или станавте свесни за какви било суштества кои претходно живееле на земјата кои се опишани по име во религиите (на пример: Исус, Мухамед, Буда, итн.)?
No Not in this particular experience but in many other expereinces.
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за постоењето на Бог?
Yes I, as God am uncreated, eternal, have been before this and will remain after.
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за универзалната поврзаност или единство?
Yes We are one!
Дали верувавте во постоењето на Бог пред вашето искуство?
God probably does not exist
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за постоењето на Бог?
Yes God Exists. We are in fact God but we chose to forget ourselves.
Дали верувате во постоењето на Бог по вашето искуство?
God definitely exists
Во врска со нашите земни животи освен религијата
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте посебно знаење или информации за вашата цел?
Yes Omniscient!
Дали верувавте дека нашите земни животи се значајни пред вашето искуство?
Are meaningful and significant
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за смислата на животот?
Yes We exist to experience. All of creation exists to experience.
Дали верувавте во задгробен живот пред вашето искуство?
An afterlife probably does not exist
Дали верувате во задгробен живот по вашето искуство?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes We are so much more that this fluff of biomatter.
Дали се плашевте од смртта пред вашето искуство?
I greatly feared death
Дали се плашите од смртта по вашето искуство?
I do not fear death
Дали се плашевте додека го живеевте животот пред вашето искуство?
Greatly fearful in living my earthly life
Дали се плашевте додека го живеевте животот по вашето искуство?
Moderately fearful in living my earthly life
Дали верувавте дека нашите земни животи се значајни пред вашето искуство?
Are meaningful and significant
Дали верувавте дека нашите земни животи се значајни по вашето искуство?
Are meaningful and significant
Дали добивте информации за тоа како да ги живееме нашите животи?
Yes From the higher perspective it all makes sense, frustrating as it is that we don't remember. It does help to know that.
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за животните тешкотии, предизвици и неволји?
Yes Suffering is a mechanism for spiritual evolution which is one of the most valuable experiences to have the experience of learning growing and evolving and we remember who we really are and return home.
Дали бевте сочувствителни пред вашето искуство?
Slightly compassionate toward others
За време на вашето искуство, дали добивте информации за љубовта?
Yes Love is the basis of all creation. Love is God. God is Love.
Дали бевте сочувствителни по вашето искуство?
Greatly compassionate toward others
Какви животни промени се случија во вашиот живот по вашето искуство?
Large changes in my life Large changes in my life. I felt horrible working for corrupt corporations and challenged their behavior. That did not go over very well. I have a difficult time receiving money now. It is a work in progress.
Дали вашите односи се промениле конкретно како резултат на вашето искуство?
Uncertain Uncertain I am still a hot mess when it comes to relationships. But I hope there is a much stronger connection with some.
После NDE
Дали искуството беше тешко да се изрази со зборови?
Yes There is creation beyond anything in the physical universe.
Колку прецизно се сеќавате на искуството во споредба со други животни настани што се случиле во периодот кога се случило искуството?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience It's more clear and more intense as a memory than reality is as reality.
Дали имате некои психички, несекојдневни или други посебни дарови по вашето искуство што не сте ги имале пред искуството?
Yes I can talk to the sun and the sun answers. I can feel solar flares and other fluctuations in the magnetic field. I have prophetic dreams and visions. I’m hugely empathic.
Дали има еден или неколку делови од вашето искуство кои се особено значајни или важни за вас? Ве молиме објаснете.
The field of particles that is the substructure of the universe has not yet been validated by science, but it will. In 2013, UCLA imaged the atoms of platinum and it looks the same as the field I saw. I feel that is because atomic structure is built on the framework of the field.
Дали некогаш сте го споделиле ова искуство со други?
Yes A couple of days after, I told my friend who believed me because she had already had an OBE.
Дали имавте какво било знаење за искуства блиски до смртта (NDE) пред вашето искуство?
Yes I had seen this awesome site; and read a few of the stories. I had also seen TV show about it.
Во што верувавте за реалноста на вашето искуство набргу (денови до недели) откако се случи?
Experience was definitely real It was absolutely real but I still wanted to meet someone else who had experienced it.
Што верувате за реалноста на вашето искуство сега?
Experience was definitely real Validation, Validation, Validation. Other people have experienced similar and almost identical experiences.
Во било кое време од вашиот живот, дали нешто некогаш репродуцирало било кој дел од искуството?
Yes I have since had many OBEs: Fully through layers of heaven, hell and the vast void.
Дали има нешто друго што би сакале да додадете за вашето искуство?
I never was close to death but it is still an NDE because of the spiritual elements. Also it is not enlightenment because I did not have spiritual guides and community. It is not just an OBE from sleeping because I was fully conscious. It does not really fit any category. I also felt most at home with NDE, as opposed to any other group.