Ervaringsbeschrijving
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Achtergrondinformatie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
NDE-elementen
Was er op het moment van uw ervaring een levensbedreigend voorval?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
Hoe beschouwt u de inhoud van uw ervaring?
Mixed
Voelde je je gescheiden van je lichaam?
No
Op welk moment tijdens de ervaring was uw bewustzijns- en waakzaamheidsniveau het hoogst?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
Leek de tijd sneller te gaan of langzamer?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
Verscheen je gehoor op enige wijze anders dan normaal?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
Bent u door een tunnel gegaan?
No
Heeft u overleden (of levende) wezens ontmoet of ervan bewust geworden?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
De ervaring omvatte
Light
Heeft u een onaards licht gezien?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
Leek u een andere, onaardse wereld te betreden?
No
De ervaring omvatte
Strong emotional tone
Welke andere emoties voelde je tijdens de ervaring?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
De ervaring omvatte
Special Knowledge
Leek je plotseling alles te begrijpen?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
De ervaring omvatte
Life review
Komen er scènes uit uw verleden naar boven?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
Kwamen er scènes uit de toekomst tot je?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
Kwam je bij een grens of punt van geen terugkeer?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
God, Spiritualiteit en Religie
Wat was uw religie voor uw ervaring?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Wat is nu uw religie?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Had u een verandering in uw waarden en overtuigingen vanwege uw ervaring?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
Na de NDE
Was de ervaring moeilijk in woorden uit te drukken?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
Heeft u na uw ervaring enige paranormale, bijzondere of andere speciale gaven die u voor de ervaring niet had?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
Zijn er één of meerdere delen van uw ervaring die speciaal betekenisvol of belangrijk voor u zijn? Gelieve uit te leggen.
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
Heeft u deze ervaring ooit met anderen gedeeld?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
Heeft op enig moment in uw leven iets ooit een deel van de ervaring gereproduceerd?
No
Is er nog iets anders dat u zou willen toevoegen over uw ervaring?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.