Ervaringsbeschrijving
I died from an asthma attack.
Achtergrondinformatie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
'April 4, 2002'
NDE-elementen
Was er op het moment van uw ervaring een levensbedreigend voorval?
Yes Illness Clinical death
Hoe beschouwt u de inhoud van uw ervaring?
Positive
De ervaring omvatte
Out of body experience
Voelde je je gescheiden van je lichaam?
Yes I sensed I was in my light body, like looking at a galaxy of pure pulsating energy. I was extremely excited at meeting myself at the purest form, I was, my light body, inside a crystalline form that spun so fast it was like being inside a golden bubble. I felt totally safe and very normal state of being. My earth body just wasn't in the picture at all.
Op welk moment tijdens de ervaring was uw bewustzijns- en waakzaamheidsniveau het hoogst?
I was more completely aware of who I am at that time than I ever felt, fully conscious throughout the journey, omnipresent.
Leek de tijd sneller te gaan of langzamer?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning It seemed like I was out there in my light body for an eternity, in earth time I was showing no signs of life for forty minutes.
Verscheen je gehoor op enige wijze anders dan normaal?
Like a Pop or rushing tone, it was more like a tone, and then I was in my light body.
Bent u door een tunnel gegaan?
Yes It was unlike anything I've ever read about, near death experiences. There were other light bodies around me, some larger energies, some smaller and faster, different colors, some like me. It was like a cosmic welcome wagon, I was never alone I always had other lights with me.
Heeft u overleden (of levende) wezens ontmoet of ervan bewust geworden?
Yes There was this excitement and we seemed to dance around each other in our light bodies, I felt very connected by our pulsating, I was aware of being connected to everything thru this pulsation, now looking back I believe it to be our concept of God, the supreme energy. I can't say there was any relatives or guides or angelic creatures only light energies.
De ervaring omvatte
Void
De ervaring omvatte
Light
Heeft u een onaards licht gezien?
Yes But before I actually got out further into the cosmos, I sensed going thru a massive light energy I think now it was our sun.
Leek u een andere, onaardse wereld te betreden?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm It’s hard to describe, I sensed everything at once and couldn't tell a separation of the five senses.
De ervaring omvatte
Strong emotional tone
Welke andere emoties voelde je tijdens de ervaring?
Pure elation, very normal, like this was my true pure essence. Immense JOY.
De ervaring omvatte
Special Knowledge
Leek je plotseling alles te begrijpen?
Everything about the universe I had a sense of free will, but in coming back, wondered why? I wanted to know a lot and remember, it flashed though back as soon as I thought of questions, like why are we here? To do an earth experience. To communicate, on that spectrum of polarity I could say I love you or I hate you it's all about the spectrum of experience. Our earth planet is going through a shift in energy and so are we and all life on this planet. The earth has a crystalline structure around it like the one I was in. It was spinning so fast it appears to be a golden orb surrounding it, a light that keeps it intact. There was major undulation or bubbling around the area of the Middle East mainly, and also around Africa.
That the pulsing is everywhere and everything is connected to the pulse. That there is an energy that doesn't want the pulse to continue, sensed that energy wants to change the dream (as it were). That this is the hardest thing our souls would ever do, to choose to be here in this reality, that just taking your first breath is a miracle and very hard. We are all heroes being here on earth. If everyone sensed this, we would encourage each other instead of hating or fearing one another. We haven't been told how magnificent we are and how courageous we are, the closest doctrine of religion would be the Tao, but all religions speak in metaphor and the truth is there in each, it just describes it differently. We aren't what we appear to be, we are just in earth suits, like going to your closet and picking out a dress. This isn't the end ever of our soul experiences we are eternal beings connected by a supreme energy LOVE, it all about the pulse. In regards to the energy that doesn't want the pulse to continue, I don't know anymore, but why, when it feels so natural and blissful would any energy want to change it. Oh, one more thing there were all kinds of mother ships in our solar system, docked up observing our planet. I never saw any ET's or had contact, just aware of them coming back.
Komen er scènes uit uw verleden naar boven?
My past flashed before me, out of my control Yes, once out past the sun I could see a distant star and in a thought I'd be in an entirely different part of space with new energy beings and a whole new color or spaces cape. It was a sense of freedom. The closest visual would be like in the movie contact, where she dropped down into that machine they built and she time warped into space.
De ervaring omvatte
Vision of the future
Kwamen er scènes uit de toekomst tot je?
Scenes from the world's future There is a shift in energy about to happen within the next ten-twenty years. It’s natural and it’s going to happen to every living thing including our sentient planet earth, like moving up an octave, to experience life on that frequency. It's by choice were all here to bring the change into the next level.
Kwam je bij een grens of punt van geen terugkeer?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I felt while out there I had total free will, and had no desire to come back in. It wasn't a decision, it just happened (much to my surprise). I did ask why? To communicate, share this experience with those that want to hear. I was at first when back in my body a bit annoyed, but honored and now except it, I want to witness this transformation and help others as much as I can, not to fear it. Coming back was like walking through a bathtub of Jell-O, it's very dense energy here and very hard, that's why now I see it as a total miracle we are here at all, of all we create with our hands and thought, and it’s just awesome.
God, Spiritualiteit en Religie
Had u een verandering in uw waarden en overtuigingen vanwege uw ervaring?
Yes Big one, I not afraid of death anymore. And I'm not afraid to speak up and talk the truth as I know through this experience, never to force or stand on a pulpit, but if people want to know what I experienced I'll tell them. I think that's why I came back, I received a tremendous gift. My concerns are everyone around not fearing it as well, to get to your soul business do what you came here to do and to not be paralyzed by negative energy.
De ervaring omvatte
Presence of unearthly beings
Na de NDE
Was de ervaring moeilijk in woorden uit te drukken?
Uncertain The reality I was in was so unlike the one here and now, the colors were different indescribable, the tones or sounds I felt them rather than heard them, I was transported out into the cosmos, not just our area of the cosmos but to others light-years away.
Heeft u na uw ervaring enige paranormale, bijzondere of andere speciale gaven die u voor de ervaring niet had?
Yes Just before my body died, I had a day with telepathic empathy, I could read others thoughts and emotions. I thought I was having a nervous breakdown, and then my breathing became difficult. There's a pattern to this, On September 11, 2001, another asthma attack, quite suddenly came on and I was in the hospital when the news broke of the attacks. That was weird, the day of 4-4-2002, I was taking a friend to have surgery at a nearby hospital, and so the asthma is brought on by noticing others worries or panic. I only felt a slight attacks coming on since, especially in January and February of 2003, now I just focus on not taking it on and just pray for the most benevolent outcome, rather than my own will.
Zijn er één of meerdere delen van uw ervaring die speciaal betekenisvol of belangrijk voor u zijn? Gelieve uit te leggen.
The best part is that now I know who I really am. I am pure light energy, and I am a part of everything else, there are no divisions. The worst part is what to do with the information and how to use it. What if I get another attack during a crisis and I'm not helping out but being helped? I really want to be back in my light body, but I know I'll be there again eventually and only that pulse knows when that is to happen. I came here to do my part and I won't cop out on it.
Heeft u deze ervaring ooit met anderen gedeeld?
Yes My closest friends and others that want to hear about it. My students, teens at the time were astonished and grateful, we became very close and I saw a sense of their hopelessness diminish. I think that those and some have told me, it helped them become less afraid of both life and death. Oh, the nurses while in the hospital all sat on the bed and listened intently.
Heeft op enig moment in uw leven iets ooit een deel van de ervaring gereproduceerd?
No
Is er nog iets anders dat u zou willen toevoegen over uw ervaring?
I've covered a lot already.
Zijn er andere vragen die we kunnen stellen om je te helpen je ervaring te communiceren?
I believe you asked appropriate questions and concise comprehensive ones.