Ervaringsbeschrijving
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Achtergrondinformatie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
NDE-elementen
Was er op het moment van uw ervaring een levensbedreigend voorval?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Hoe beschouwt u de inhoud van uw ervaring?
Entirely pleasant
De ervaring omvatte
Out of body experience
Voelde je je gescheiden van je lichaam?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Hoe vergeleek uw hoogste niveau van bewustzijn en waakzaamheid tijdens de ervaring met uw normale dagelijkse bewustzijn en waakzaamheid?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
Op welk moment tijdens de ervaring was uw bewustzijns- en waakzaamheidsniveau het hoogst?
the entire time
Waren uw gedachten versneld?
No
Leek de tijd sneller te gaan of langzamer?
No
Waren je zintuigen levendiger dan normaal?
More vivid than usual
Vergelijk uw zicht tijdens de ervaring met uw dagelijkse zicht onmiddellijk voorafgaand aan de tijd van de ervaring
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Vergelijk uw gehoor tijdens de ervaring met uw dagelijkse gehoor onmiddellijk voorafgaand aan de tijd van de ervaring
No difference
Had u de indruk dat u zich bewust was van wat er elders gebeurde?
No
Bent u door een tunnel gegaan?
No
De ervaring omvatte
Presence of deceased persons
Zag u wezens in uw ervaring?
No
Heeft u overleden (of levende) wezens ontmoet of ervan bewust geworden?
No
De ervaring omvatte
Void
De ervaring omvatte
Darkness
Heeft u een schitterend licht gezien of voelde u zich eromheen omringd?
No
Heeft u een onaards licht gezien?
No
Leek u een andere, onaardse wereld te betreden?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
De ervaring omvatte
Strong emotional tone
Welke andere emoties voelde je tijdens de ervaring?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Had je een gevoel van vrede of aangenaamheid?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Had je een gevoel van vreugde?
incredible joy
Voelde je een gevoel van harmonie of eenheid met het universum?
I felt united or one with the world
De ervaring omvatte
Special knowledge or purpose
Leek je plotseling alles te begrijpen?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
Komen er scènes uit uw verleden naar boven?
No
Kwamen er scènes uit de toekomst tot je?
No
Kwam je bij een grens of punt van geen terugkeer?
No
God, Spiritualiteit en Religie
Welke betekenis hechtte je aan je religieuze/spirituele leven vóór je ervaring
Not important to me
Wat was uw religie voor uw ervaring?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
Zijn uw religieuze praktijken veranderd sinds uw ervaring?
No
Welke betekenis hecht je aan je religieuze/spirituele leven na je ervaring
Not important to me
Wat is nu uw religie?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Bevatte uw ervaring elementen die consistent zijn met uw aardse overtuigingen?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Had u een verandering in uw waarden en overtuigingen vanwege uw ervaring?
No
De ervaring omvatte
Presence of unearthly beings
Leek u een mystiek wezen of aanwezigheid tegen te komen, of een onidentificeerbare stem te horen?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Zag u overleden of religieuze geesten?
No
Bent u wezens tegengekomen die eerder op aarde hebben geleefd en die bij naam genoemd worden in religies (bijvoorbeeld: Jezus, Mohammed, Boeddha, enz.)?
No
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over het bestaan van God?
No
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over universele verbinding of eenheid?
No
Geloofde je in het bestaan van God vóór je ervaring?
God does not exist
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over het bestaan van God?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Geloof je in het bestaan van God na je ervaring?
Unknown
Met betrekking tot ons aardse leven buiten Religie
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring speciale kennis of informatie gekregen over uw doel?
No
Geloofde je dat ons aards leven betekenisvol en belangrijk is vóór je ervaring
Are not meaningful and significant
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over de betekenis van het leven?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Geloofde je in een hiernamaals vóór je ervaring?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Geloof je in een hiernamaals na je ervaring?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Had je angst voor de dood vóór je ervaring?
I slightly feared death
Vrees je de dood na je ervaring
I do not fear death
Was je bang om je leven te leven vóór je ervaring
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Was je bang om je leven te leven na je ervaring
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Geloofde je dat ons aards leven betekenisvol en belangrijk is vóór je ervaring
Are not meaningful and significant
Geloofde je dat ons aards leven betekenisvol en belangrijk is na je ervaring
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Heb je informatie gekregen over hoe we ons leven moeten leven?
No
Heb je tijdens je ervaring informatie gekregen over de moeilijkheden, uitdagingen en ontberingen van het leven?
No
Was je meelevend vóór je ervaring
Greatly compassionate toward others
Heb je tijdens je ervaring informatie gekregen over liefde?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Was je meelevend na je ervaring
Not compassionate toward others
Welke levensveranderingen vonden er plaats in je leven na je ervaring?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
Zijn uw relaties specifiek veranderd als gevolg van uw ervaring?
No
Na de NDE
Was de ervaring moeilijk in woorden uit te drukken?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Hoe nauwkeurig herinner je je de ervaring in vergelijking met andere levensevenementen die rond de tijd van de ervaring plaatsvonden?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Heeft u na uw ervaring enige paranormale, bijzondere of andere speciale gaven die u voor de ervaring niet had?
No
Zijn er één of meerdere delen van uw ervaring die speciaal betekenisvol of belangrijk voor u zijn? Gelieve uit te leggen.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Heeft u deze ervaring ooit met anderen gedeeld?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Had u enige kennis van bijna-doodervaringen (BDE) voordat u uw ervaring had?
No
Wat geloofde je over de realiteit van je ervaring kort (dagen tot weken) nadat het gebeurd was?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Wat geloof je nu over de realiteit van je ervaring?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
Heeft op enig moment in uw leven iets ooit een deel van de ervaring gereproduceerd?
No
Is er nog iets anders dat u zou willen toevoegen over uw ervaring?
No