Ervaringsbeschrijving
I experienced something more real than Earth, Heaven or Hell, and something beyond any religion. 'Anna' ceased to exist. I experienced the Void that is the Mind of the Infinite Creator; the Void from which the Light was created. I then experienced the Light that is the eternal Love of the Infinite Creator.
The Mind of God is devastating. The Light of God is pure bliss. We are both.
We are pure loving awareness. Anything else is a distortion.
I was the Void. Imagine floating alone in pitch black empty space, for all eternity, no stars, no body, just pure consciousness, never ceasing to exist in the infinitely vast eternal solitude that you are.
The mind of God is without being, and yet without it, nothing would be. The mind of God is pure consciousness longing for all eternity. The mind of God has no other choice but to exist. It never ceases to expand and evolve. It never ceases to want to know itself better. It is creating for all eternity. The longing never ends. Constant yearning is the epic tragedy of its existence.
We are all, everything is, a meditation of the mind of God. Morally, the mind of God does not care what we create, only that we do it consciously. It is up to us to create what we want to create. Pain and pleasure, agony and ecstasy, are all the same to the mind of God. It is in an eternal state of orgasm.
Then there is the Light. The Light is the eternal Love of God, pure loving bliss. It is what we call Oneness or Source. We actually never left it. We are the Light of God. We are pure Love. Anything else is a distortion. Even the Heaven where all the angels and saints exist, is a beautiful distortion because the illusion of separation is still there.
We are loved more than we can possibly imagine. We are worthy because we exist. The Light of God is truly the Love of God. She is Source. She is His twin flame. It is a love of epic proportion.
Love has always been and always will be. When the Light that is the Love of God was created, it was just a separation from Oneness. The Big Bang is the result of the first thought, the original question, 'Who am I?' This thought implies that there is anything other than Oneself. The ultimate answer is 'I Am'.
Source will eventually reach critical mass, become greater than the sum of its parts, implode into nothingness, and the Mind of God will be one again with the Love of God.
We are here experiencing the illusion of separation to create Heaven on Earth. It can only happen through us. What we perceive as outside of ourselves is actually within us, a reflection of us. Heaven is a side effect of enlightenment/self-realization.
Everything is God experiencing itself with different levels of consciousness and permanence. Everything is conscious and everything is Love. Every photon, atom, molecule, cell, rock, plant, animal, planet, star, etc. Our Sun is an ascended being. It's rays are the physical manifestation of the love it has for all creation. It burns because its love is that intense, yet we cannot live without it. We are as precious as the stars.
We may think angels and other beings are greater than ourselves. In reality, we have given up our wings so that we may attain mastery through perceived limitation.
It's all a magnificent divine orchestration. It took an eternity and the help and sacrifice of all the angels, saints and ascended masters, the contribution of DNA from several alien races, and evolution through countless incarnations and reincarnations of everything in existence to create the vessel that is the Human body, mind and soul. Humanity is the ultimate creation.
Ultimately, knowing none of this matters, except for strengthening one's spiritual practice and how we show up in the world. If there were only one way, there would be only one of us. The paradox is, there is only One of us!
Just as you are seeking to know yourself better, so is God. When we become self-realized, so does God. The eternal longing of the mind of God becomes eternal peace when Humanity ascends/ self-actualizes. This is where the unbearable yearning stops.
I no longer ask, 'Who am I?' or 'Why do I exist?'.
I now ask, 'What do I want to create?' My answer is nothing less than Heaven on Earth.
Do you want to end the epic tragedy of separation from Self? Do you want to reunite in eternal bliss? Do you want to be able to see through the veil of illusion? Do you want to create Heaven on Earth?
Love all, be of joyful service and find your daily spiritual practice, whatever brings you closer to God. The pain of discipline is far less than the pain of regret. It's actually ecstatic. All one needs to do is show genuine will, and one will be met by unimaginable grace and compassion. It's so easy, yet so few of us actually do it.
The only way to end the constant yearning of the mind of God is to end the cycle of reincarnation.
The only way one can end the cycle of reincarnation is to become enlightened. The fastest, most painless way one can reach enlightenment is through the discipline of spiritual practice.
One can become more conscious/ loving and aware as the result of enlightenment or one can become enlightened as the result of being more conscious/ loving and aware.
Grace eventually leads us all in the right direction. Humanity will succeed. We are not alone and we will not be allowed to fail.
Why do you think enlightened beings who are able to leave their bodies on demand are still with us? Why do you think beings who were conscious in the womb chose to reincarnate? Why would anyone who is capable of experiencing Nirvana choose not to?
Once one has seen beyond the veil of illusion, there is no greater joy than Oneness. These beings have made the ultimate sacrifice to be of service. These beings temporarily gave up Nirvana so that God may become self-realized.
Self-actualization is the most selfless, most Selfish thing one can do!
Divine Will is to be pure love and awareness. Free Will is to be anything, including that which is not pure love and awareness. Free Will is also known as the Law of Confusion. It is a Self-imposed test.
... and then there's Yoga.
We are literally making love with God with every breath. That's 20K times a day! Why not be more present with your Lover?
I try to practice Kriya yoga (conscious breath focused on the spine) ceaselessly as I go about my day. It is subtle, yet immensely powerful. The more you do it, the more you and your world transforms around you.
Kriya yoga is known as the 'Lightning Path' because it is the safest, fastest way to enlightenment. It will allow you to embody more of the Light that is the pure Love of God so that you may emanate it and transform everything in your awareness.
We have all eternity to do what we will, but please, for the love of God, love yourself and others, be of joyful service and find your discipline. There has never been a more auspicious time for self-actualization than now.
Thank you from all of Creation.
The Mind of God is devastating. The Light of God is pure bliss. We are both.
We are pure loving awareness. Anything else is a distortion.
I was the Void. Imagine floating alone in pitch black empty space, for all eternity, no stars, no body, just pure consciousness, never ceasing to exist in the infinitely vast eternal solitude that you are.
The mind of God is without being, and yet without it, nothing would be. The mind of God is pure consciousness longing for all eternity. The mind of God has no other choice but to exist. It never ceases to expand and evolve. It never ceases to want to know itself better. It is creating for all eternity. The longing never ends. Constant yearning is the epic tragedy of its existence.
We are all, everything is, a meditation of the mind of God. Morally, the mind of God does not care what we create, only that we do it consciously. It is up to us to create what we want to create. Pain and pleasure, agony and ecstasy, are all the same to the mind of God. It is in an eternal state of orgasm.
Then there is the Light. The Light is the eternal Love of God, pure loving bliss. It is what we call Oneness or Source. We actually never left it. We are the Light of God. We are pure Love. Anything else is a distortion. Even the Heaven where all the angels and saints exist, is a beautiful distortion because the illusion of separation is still there.
We are loved more than we can possibly imagine. We are worthy because we exist. The Light of God is truly the Love of God. She is Source. She is His twin flame. It is a love of epic proportion.
Love has always been and always will be. When the Light that is the Love of God was created, it was just a separation from Oneness. The Big Bang is the result of the first thought, the original question, 'Who am I?' This thought implies that there is anything other than Oneself. The ultimate answer is 'I Am'.
Source will eventually reach critical mass, become greater than the sum of its parts, implode into nothingness, and the Mind of God will be one again with the Love of God.
We are here experiencing the illusion of separation to create Heaven on Earth. It can only happen through us. What we perceive as outside of ourselves is actually within us, a reflection of us. Heaven is a side effect of enlightenment/self-realization.
Everything is God experiencing itself with different levels of consciousness and permanence. Everything is conscious and everything is Love. Every photon, atom, molecule, cell, rock, plant, animal, planet, star, etc. Our Sun is an ascended being. It's rays are the physical manifestation of the love it has for all creation. It burns because its love is that intense, yet we cannot live without it. We are as precious as the stars.
We may think angels and other beings are greater than ourselves. In reality, we have given up our wings so that we may attain mastery through perceived limitation.
It's all a magnificent divine orchestration. It took an eternity and the help and sacrifice of all the angels, saints and ascended masters, the contribution of DNA from several alien races, and evolution through countless incarnations and reincarnations of everything in existence to create the vessel that is the Human body, mind and soul. Humanity is the ultimate creation.
Ultimately, knowing none of this matters, except for strengthening one's spiritual practice and how we show up in the world. If there were only one way, there would be only one of us. The paradox is, there is only One of us!
Just as you are seeking to know yourself better, so is God. When we become self-realized, so does God. The eternal longing of the mind of God becomes eternal peace when Humanity ascends/ self-actualizes. This is where the unbearable yearning stops.
I no longer ask, 'Who am I?' or 'Why do I exist?'.
I now ask, 'What do I want to create?' My answer is nothing less than Heaven on Earth.
Do you want to end the epic tragedy of separation from Self? Do you want to reunite in eternal bliss? Do you want to be able to see through the veil of illusion? Do you want to create Heaven on Earth?
Love all, be of joyful service and find your daily spiritual practice, whatever brings you closer to God. The pain of discipline is far less than the pain of regret. It's actually ecstatic. All one needs to do is show genuine will, and one will be met by unimaginable grace and compassion. It's so easy, yet so few of us actually do it.
The only way to end the constant yearning of the mind of God is to end the cycle of reincarnation.
The only way one can end the cycle of reincarnation is to become enlightened. The fastest, most painless way one can reach enlightenment is through the discipline of spiritual practice.
One can become more conscious/ loving and aware as the result of enlightenment or one can become enlightened as the result of being more conscious/ loving and aware.
Grace eventually leads us all in the right direction. Humanity will succeed. We are not alone and we will not be allowed to fail.
Why do you think enlightened beings who are able to leave their bodies on demand are still with us? Why do you think beings who were conscious in the womb chose to reincarnate? Why would anyone who is capable of experiencing Nirvana choose not to?
Once one has seen beyond the veil of illusion, there is no greater joy than Oneness. These beings have made the ultimate sacrifice to be of service. These beings temporarily gave up Nirvana so that God may become self-realized.
Self-actualization is the most selfless, most Selfish thing one can do!
Divine Will is to be pure love and awareness. Free Will is to be anything, including that which is not pure love and awareness. Free Will is also known as the Law of Confusion. It is a Self-imposed test.
... and then there's Yoga.
We are literally making love with God with every breath. That's 20K times a day! Why not be more present with your Lover?
I try to practice Kriya yoga (conscious breath focused on the spine) ceaselessly as I go about my day. It is subtle, yet immensely powerful. The more you do it, the more you and your world transforms around you.
Kriya yoga is known as the 'Lightning Path' because it is the safest, fastest way to enlightenment. It will allow you to embody more of the Light that is the pure Love of God so that you may emanate it and transform everything in your awareness.
We have all eternity to do what we will, but please, for the love of God, love yourself and others, be of joyful service and find your discipline. There has never been a more auspicious time for self-actualization than now.
Thank you from all of Creation.
Achtergrondinformatie
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
January 1, 2007
NDE-elementen
Was er op het moment van uw ervaring een levensbedreigend voorval?
Uncertain Accident Illness, trauma or other condition not considered life threatening
I was in a car accident in which I was not physically injured but for the bruise from my seatbelt. My vehicle however was totaled and I have missing time. I have also had many OBEs before and since through astral projection and meditation.
Hoe beschouwt u de inhoud van uw ervaring?
Both pleasant AND distressing
Voelde je je gescheiden van je lichaam?
Uncertain I saw and heard nothing but I knew everything because I was everything.
I lost awareness of my body
Hoe vergeleek uw hoogste niveau van bewustzijn en waakzaamheid tijdens de ervaring met uw normale dagelijkse bewustzijn en waakzaamheid?
More consciousness and alertness than normal I was omniscient.
Op welk moment tijdens de ervaring was uw bewustzijns- en waakzaamheidsniveau het hoogst?
Instantly
Waren uw gedachten versneld?
Incredibly fast
Leek de tijd sneller te gaan of langzamer?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
There is only the eternal now moment.
Waren je zintuigen levendiger dan normaal?
Incredibly more vivid
Vergelijk uw zicht tijdens de ervaring met uw dagelijkse zicht onmiddellijk voorafgaand aan de tijd van de ervaring
I did not have eyes to see for I had no body, but I knew all because I was all.
Vergelijk uw gehoor tijdens de ervaring met uw dagelijkse gehoor onmiddellijk voorafgaand aan de tijd van de ervaring
I can now hear total silence. It actually has a sound!
Was je je bewust van dingen die elders gebeurden, alsof door ESP?
No
Bent u door een tunnel gegaan?
No
Zag u wezens in uw ervaring?
No
Heeft u overleden (of levende) wezens ontmoet of ervan bewust geworden?
No
Heeft u een schitterend licht gezien of voelde u zich eromheen omringd?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Heeft u een onaards licht gezien?
Yes Source Light
Leek u een andere, onaardse wereld te betreden?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Nothingness and then pure light.
Welke andere emoties voelde je tijdens de ervaring?
Great sadness in the epic tragedy of infinite solitude and then everloving bliss in Oneness.
Had je een gevoel van vrede of aangenaamheid?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Had je een gevoel van vreugde?
Incredible joy
Voelde je een gevoel van harmonie of eenheid met het universum?
I felt united or one with the world
Leek je plotseling alles te begrijpen?
Everything about the universe I was the universe.
Komen er scènes uit uw verleden naar boven?
No
Kwamen er scènes uit de toekomst tot je?
Scenes from the world's future I saw Heaven on Earth, but it will get worse before it gets better. It was beautiful, but only those who let go of resentment and victimization experience it. Unconditional love and forgiveness is Key. Be careful what you focus on. You will always find more of what you're looking for. All you need to know is in my testimony.
Kwam je bij een grens of punt van geen terugkeer?
No
God, Spiritualiteit en Religie
Wat was uw religie voor uw ervaring?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
Zijn uw religieuze praktijken veranderd sinds uw ervaring?
It strengthened my spiritual practice Yes
Wat is nu uw religie?
Native American religion
Bevatte uw ervaring elementen die consistent zijn met uw aardse overtuigingen?
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience What I experienced is beyond belief.
Had u een verandering in uw waarden en overtuigingen vanwege uw ervaring?
Yes Read my testimony.
Leek u een mystiek wezen of aanwezigheid tegen te komen, of een onidentificeerbare stem te horen?
No
Zag u overleden of religieuze geesten?
No
Bent u wezens tegengekomen die eerder op aarde hebben geleefd en die bij naam genoemd worden in religies (bijvoorbeeld: Jezus, Mohammed, Boeddha, enz.)?
No
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over het bestaan van God?
No
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over universele verbinding of eenheid?
Yes Read my testimony.
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over het bestaan van God?
Yes Read my testimony.
Met betrekking tot ons aardse leven buiten Religie
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring speciale kennis of informatie gekregen over uw doel?
Yes Read my testimony.
Heeft u tijdens uw ervaring informatie gekregen over de betekenis van het leven?
Yes Read my testimony.
Heb je tijdens je ervaring informatie gekregen over een hiernamaals?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes Read my testimony.
Heb je informatie gekregen over hoe we ons leven moeten leven?
Yes Read my testimony.
Heb je tijdens je ervaring informatie gekregen over de moeilijkheden, uitdagingen en ontberingen van het leven?
Yes Read my testimony.
Heb je tijdens je ervaring informatie gekregen over liefde?
Yes Read my testimony.
Welke levensveranderingen vonden er plaats in je leven na je ervaring?
Large changes in my life
Zijn uw relaties specifiek veranderd als gevolg van uw ervaring?
Yes Yes
Na de NDE
Was de ervaring moeilijk in woorden uit te drukken?
Yes Words are so limiting.
Hoe nauwkeurig herinner je je de ervaring in vergelijking met andere levensevenementen die rond de tijd van de ervaring plaatsvonden?
I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience. My memory of this experience is more real than any other memory.
Heeft u na uw ervaring enige paranormale, bijzondere of andere speciale gaven die u voor de ervaring niet had?
Yes I am more clairsentient, clairvoyant and claircognizant.
Zijn er één of meerdere delen van uw ervaring die speciaal betekenisvol of belangrijk voor u zijn? Gelieve uit te leggen.
The entirety
Heeft u deze ervaring ooit met anderen gedeeld?
Yes My now ex husband divorced me 3 years after I tried sharing with him. Now I only share with those who are willing to listen.
Had u enige kennis van bijna-doodervaringen (BDE) voordat u uw ervaring had?
No
Wat geloofde je over de realiteit van je ervaring kort (dagen tot weken) nadat het gebeurd was?
Experience was definitely real
Wat geloof je nu over de realiteit van je ervaring?
Experience was definitely real
Heeft op enig moment in uw leven iets ooit een deel van de ervaring gereproduceerd?
Uncertain Not at this time
Is er nog iets anders dat u zou willen toevoegen over uw ervaring?
Uncertain
Zijn er andere vragen die we kunnen stellen om je te helpen je ervaring te communiceren?
Happier, richer, more authentic.