Descrierea experienței
I had just pulled into the University parking lot ready to go to class, when a man tapped on my car window. All I could see was a hand I opened my door to see what he wanted. He shoved a gun in my face and demanded money. I gave him all I had which was pocket change. He left but came back a few minutes later and demanded that I move to the passenger seat. My keys were still in the ignition of the car when he got in and started my car. He drove me to a bank ATM where I was instructed to withdraw money. After the bank, he made me slide down in the seat so no one could see me. He drove me to an alley in a housing area and demanded that I crawl into the back seat.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Before I crawled into the backseat, he placed the gun to my left temple and said he was going to shoot me because I could identify him. I convinced him I couldn't identify him with God's help. I crawled over the seat as he had asked. I had a coat in the back, which he told me to put over my head. When the coat was over my head, he told me to take my pants off. It was then that he placed the gun to head again. I could tell it was the gun because of the weight and it was COLD. He cocked the hammer back and said he was going to kill me.
It was at this very moment that my experience happened. I prayed to God that if this is his will I am ready, but begged him not to let my family find me this way especially my brother. My heart began to raced and beat so hard in my chest I thought I was going to explode. Then an incredible calm overcame me. I saw this brilliant light like a million candles burning and felt an incredible sense of overall warmth. Then I heard a voice originating from outside my body that said, "You will be okay." It was more of an "understanding" than a voice.
Later when I talked with my brother about this, he said he knew I was in trouble and went home to find me and to try and find our mother.
Informații de fundal
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
October 18, 1989
Elemente ENC
În momentul experienței dumneavoastră, a existat un eveniment asociat care vă punea viața în pericol?
Yes Inner city combat? I was a victim of armed rape. Life threatening event, but not clinical death I was being held at gun point with the gun held to my head.I had a gun placed to my head and I heard the hammer cocked back ready to fire.
Cum considerați conținutul experienței dumneavoastră?
Mixed
V-ați simțit separat(ă) de corpul dumneavoastră?
No
În ce moment al experienței v-ați aflat la cel mai înalt nivel de conștiință și alertă?
All my senses were "hyper alert"
Vi s-a părut că timpul s-a accelerat sau a încetinit?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning I felt as if time did not exist and I could choose whether or not I wanted to return to "normal" functioning.
A fost auzul tău diferit în vreun fel față de normal?
I heard a "voice" Please see explanation in detailed account reported earlier.
Ați trecut într-un tunel sau printr-un tunel?
No
Ați întâlnit sau ați devenit conștient de vreo ființă decedată (sau în viață)?
Yes I felt a presence but don't know who or what it was. Never saw the presence only felt it.
Experiența a inclus
Light
Ați văzut o lumină nepământeană?
Yes I felt at one point removed from my body, almost like it was happening to someone else and I was there as another person. Not really and OBE.
Ați părut să intrați într-o altă lume, nepământeană?
No
Experiența a inclus
Strong emotional tone
Ce alte emoții ați simțit în timpul experienței?
Extreme fright then extreme calmness.
Experiența a inclus
Special Knowledge
Vi s-a părut dintr-o dată că înțelegeți totul?
Everything about the universe Love is important. It is the most important lesson we can learn here. How to love each other unconditionally.
Experiența a inclus
Life review
V-au revenit scene din trecutul dumneavoastră?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I saw things that were important to me and important that I learned from this life. I saw that love mattered and material things of this world are unimportant, but we’re here for each other.
V-au apărut scene din viitor?
Scenes from the world's future The only future event I was totally privy to was that I would be okay. And well I am here today alive and well.
Ați ajuns la o graniță sau la un punct fără întoarcere?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I had a feeling I had a purpose here that was unfulfilled and chose to return.
Dumnezeu, Spiritualitate și Religie
Care era religia ta înainte de experiență?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Care este religia ta acum?
Conservative/fundamentalist
Ai avut o schimbare în valorile și credințele tale din cauza experienței?
Yes I have become closer to God and hace no doubts about what lies beyond this world for us.
După ENC
A fost experiența dificil de exprimat în cuvinte?
Yes I can explain the light and the warmth felt but words just don't seem adequate.
Aveți vreun dar psihic, neobișnuit sau alte daruri speciale după experiența dumneavoastră pe care nu le aveați înainte de experiență?
Yes I can sense life energy. I have been able to see many people’s auras. I saw my brother’s aura during a healing "laying on of the hands". He had "bad energy" removed out of the top of his spine. I saw the bad energy removed and the new energy that replaced it. I can sense and see the evil energy in some people. It appears like a black or gray aura. It is like I can also see in their soul through their eyes.
Există una sau mai multe părți ale experienței dumneavoastră care sunt deosebit de semnificative sau importante pentru dumneavoastră? Vă rugăm să explicați.
The rape was the worst and the best part was the experience of feeling like I met God or some sort of angel.
Ați împărtășit vreodată această experiență cu alții?
Yes Some believed and others scoffed but it did not matter then and does not matter now. Some have been relieved and have drawn closer to God.
În vreun moment al vieții dumneavoastră, ceva a reprodus vreodată vreo parte a experienței?
No
Mai este ceva ce ați dori să adăugați despre experiența dumneavoastră?
I had a "visitation" from a "being" approximately a month later in a dream which spoke to me in tongues. I was the interpreter and again the message was that I would be okay.