Jessica G
NDE
Scala Greyson: 15
#3972
- ȚarăUnited States
- SexF
- VârstăOlder Child
- Data experienței1/18/1981
- Data Trimiterii5/2/2009
Experiența a inclus
Timpul și-a pierdut orice sensVederea trecutului lor (Revizuirea vieții)Vederea viitorului lorVedere unei lumini puternice nepământeștiDezvoltarea abilităților psihiceÎnțelegerea a tot despre universOBE, Experiența în afara corpuluiProbabil a experimentat moartea clinicăExplică scopul vieților individualeA învățat despre proprietățile fizicii cuanticeÎși amintește detaliile a ceea ce a învățat despre fizica cuanticăTimpul este o iluzie și nu există în lumea spiritualăA fost abuzat în copilărieA decis să se întoarcă la viață
Descrierea experienței
This incident occurred at the end of a long period of abuse - about three years. My abuser isolated me while I was swimming in a pond behind his house. After a brief argument with the man, as I was trying to swim away from him, he pushed me underwater by my shoulders and held me there. I struggled against his hands on my shoulders, but was not able to come to the surface. When I was almost out of air, I looked up through the water at the face of my attacker. His expression was very frightening to me because he was smiling, but also appeared to be very angry.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
The perspective of my memory at that point changed from looking up at him to looking down at the top and back of his head and myself from above. I saw my body floating limply under water with my eyes open. At the same time the visual perspective of my memory changed, I remember the pain in my lungs, my feelings of panic and the urge to breathe stopped as well. I felt peaceful clarity. I was aware of the circumstances and knew I was dying. My face looked peaceful and oddly pretty. I was aware I had a choice and was happy to move on to the light behind me. The light looked like a very bright full moon. I felt a strange tug as I moved away from my body toward the light. It felt like an involuntary gasp. Then, I realized my little sister needed me so I had to come back. I came back into my body and it hurt. All the feelings of panic were gone, but my chest was burning. I knew from looking at the scene from above, that he was just pushing me under, not holding onto me.
I swam/sunk downward and backwards away from him on my back. He couldn't see through the water because it was very muddy and murky at the bottom. I came up under a floating dock in the middle of the pond and hid there until he left.
Informații de fundal
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1981
Elemente ENC
În momentul experienței dumneavoastră, a existat un eveniment asociat care vă punea viața în pericol?
Yes Criminal attack Other near drowning
I was being held underwater by someone who intended to either scare me or kill me.
Cum considerați conținutul experienței dumneavoastră?
Wonderful
Experiența a inclus
Out of body experience
V-ați simțit separat(ă) de corpul dumneavoastră?
Yes
I clearly left my body and existed outside it
Cum se compară cel mai înalt nivel de conștiință și alertă din timpul experienței cu nivelul dumneavoastră normal de conștiință și alertă de zi cu zi?
More consciousness and alertness than normal As above.
În ce moment al experienței v-ați aflat la cel mai înalt nivel de conștiință și alertă?
When I had decided to, but before I had re-entered my body.
V-au fost accelerate gândurile?
Incredibly fast
Vi s-a părut că timpul s-a accelerat sau a încetinit?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time stopped and I felt like I was floating with no gravity.
V-au fost simțurile mai vii decât de obicei?
Incredibly more vivid
Vă rugăm să comparați vederea dumneavoastră în timpul experienței cu vederea dumneavoastră de zi cu zi pe care ați avut-o imediat înainte de momentul experienței
The surface of the water glinted in the sun in a starburst effect and the appearance of my body was in a haze of the pond water. It was surreal.
Vă rugăm să comparați auzul dumneavoastră în timpul experienței cu auzul dumneavoastră de zi cu zi pe care l-ați avut imediat înainte de momentul experienței
I don't remember any sounds except for my attacker breathing heavily and the water slapping against his body.
Păreați să fiți conștient de lucruri care se întâmplă în altă parte?
Yes, and the facts have been checked out
Ați trecut într-un tunel sau printr-un tunel?
No
Ați văzut vreo ființă în experiența dumneavoastră?
I actually saw them
Ați întâlnit sau ați devenit conștient de vreo ființă decedată (sau în viață)?
No
Experiența a inclus
Darkness
Experiența a inclus
Light
Ați văzut sau v-ați simțit înconjurat de o lumină strălucitoare?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
Ați văzut o lumină nepământeană?
Yes
Ați părut să intrați într-o altă lume, nepământeană?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm The place surrounding the light was very comfortable and is not comparable to anything I have felt or seen since.
Ce alte emoții ați simțit în timpul experienței?
Peace, absolute clarity and an absence of pain.
Ați avut un sentiment de pace sau plăcere?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ați avut un sentiment de bucurie?
Happiness
Ați simțit un sentiment de armonie sau unitate cu universul?
I felt united or one with the world
Experiența a inclus
Special Knowledge
Vi s-a părut dintr-o dată că înțelegeți totul?
Everything about the universe
V-au revenit scene din trecutul dumneavoastră?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I understood a much broader picture while I was not in my body. It didn't flood back to me in a visual life passing before my eyes. I went from ignorance instantly to wide awareness - not just of my life circumstances, but also of emotions, my family circumstances, a sense of purpose that I didn't have before. There was no sense of time, just calm sense of knowing what was and also what I needed to do.
V-au apărut scene din viitor?
Scenes from the world's future I knew my mom was not going to die from her illness.
Ați ajuns la o graniță sau la un punct fără întoarcere?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will
Dumnezeu, Spiritualitate și Religie
Care era religia ta înainte de experiență?
Liberal None
S-au schimbat practicile tale religioase de la experiența ta?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Care este religia ta acum?
Liberal None/Open minded
Ai avut o schimbare în valorile și credințele tale din cauza experienței?
Yes I believe in spiritual energy now. I had no religious or spiritual beliefs before.
Ați părut să întâlniți o ființă sau o prezență mistică sau să auziți o voce inidentificabilă?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
Ai văzut spirite decedate sau religioase?
I actually saw them
Cu privire la viețile noastre pământești, altele decât religia
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut cunoștințe speciale sau informații despre scopul tău?
Yes I understood my purpose on a different level. The string theory was a no-brainer for me. Somehow, I realized that we are all energy and that solid mass was an illusion.
S-au schimbat relațiile dumneavoastră în mod specific ca urmare a experienței dumneavoastră?
Yes My sister and I have a special connection now.
După ENC
A fost experiența dificil de exprimat în cuvinte?
No
Aveți vreun dar psihic, neobișnuit sau alte daruri speciale după experiența dumneavoastră pe care nu le aveați înainte de experiență?
Yes I can pass easily into this area by choice and sometimes wake up after sleeping with memories of being there, flying effortlessly.
Există una sau mai multe părți ale experienței dumneavoastră care sunt deosebit de semnificative sau importante pentru dumneavoastră? Vă rugăm să explicați.
The experience changed my life. It ended the abuse and gave me a huge amount of empathy.
Ați împărtășit vreodată această experiență cu alții?
Yes I started sharing the near drowning experience with my psychologist at age twenty-one. In the last few months, I have been processing the experience with an emergency doctor and have been able to describe the experience in more detail.
Aveați cunoștințe despre experiența morții aproape (EMI) înainte de experiența dumneavoastră?
No
Ce credeai despre realitatea experienței tale la scurt timp (zile sau săptămâni) după ce s-a întâmplat?
Experience was definitely real I knew the experience was real. Soon after that experience, I began researching near death, out of body experiences, channeling and other forms of spirituality. I even did a report in high school where I interviewed a couple of psychics.
Ce crezi acum despre realitatea experienței tale?
Experience was definitely real I view this experience as my life energy moving between planes of consciousness under duress. I view it along the lines of the law of conservation of energy. It states that the total amount of energy in an isolated system remains constant. A consequence of this law is that energy cannot be created or destroyed. The only thing that can happen with energy in an isolated system is that it can change form, that is to say for instance kinetic energy can become thermal energy. Because energy is associated with mass in the Einstein's theory of relativity, the conservation of energy also implies the conservation of mass in isolated systems (that is, the mass of a system cannot change, so long as energy is not permitted to enter or leave the system). Our psychic energy, soul, what have you, is just another form of energy.
În vreun moment al vieții dumneavoastră, ceva a reprodus vreodată vreo parte a experienței?
No