Descrierea experienței
I had been sick and I was going to have my gall bladder removed because that is what was thought to be the problem. My doctor had just gotten off the phone with me and I told her I felt like I was going to pass out. I sat up and filled a small waste can with blood. I managed to put on my coat and make it to my husband's vehicle where I collapsed in the front seat. It was a cold, gray winter day, but I remember seeing a beautiful blue sky.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
I vaguely remember arriving at the emergency room and the nurses trying to get me in a wheel chair. That is when the indescribable feeling of peace came over me. I remember looking down and seeing my glasses lying in the seat of the wheel chair and wondered how I was able to do that. I had no pain. I then remember my husband sitting in the chair. I was holding his face in my hands and he was crying.
Then I don't know where I was, but it was a very, very intense blue. I was aware of a presence that spoke to me without using words. Although I did not see the presence, I felt it was male. I was told everything would be okay. I tried to protest, saying I had bills, a husband, and my children. Again, it was as if those thoughts just couldn’t happen.
I had a feeling of unconditional love and it was if all of a sudden I knew everything. I knew we were here to help one another and to love one another. The bad things that happen are because we are given free will and it is a choice as to what we make of it. After passing on in this life, there is no judgement against you no matter what you did in this life.
I remember seeing and speaking to my ex-husband who had died a few months earlier of cancer. 'Yes' I know it was he. Our marriage was not a good one and that is being kind. My ex-husband spoke to me and said, 'We have a date...' My reply was, 'With you? Hell No!' That is when I came back.
My son was on one side of me and my daughter was on the other. Later, after being released from the hospital I tried to tell my husband what had happened, but all he could do was cry. He told me he knew I was gone. I asked him how long I was without any life signs. He said it was about 15 to 30 minutes.
Informații de fundal
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
12/10/2014
Elemente ENC
În momentul experienței dumneavoastră, a existat un eveniment asociat care vă punea viața în pericol?
Yes Illness. Life threatening event, but not clinical death.
I had a gastrointestinal hemmorage from a bleeding ulcer. I had no blood pressure and was not expected to make it.
Cum considerați conținutul experienței dumneavoastră?
Entirely pleasant
Experiența a inclus
Out of body experience
V-ați simțit separat(ă) de corpul dumneavoastră?
Yes. I could hear the nurses telling me to wake up, and I could hear my husband crying.
I lost awareness of my body.
Cum se compară cel mai înalt nivel de conștiință și alertă din timpul experienței cu nivelul dumneavoastră normal de conștiință și alertă de zi cu zi?
Normal consciousness and alertness It was much higher
În ce moment al experienței v-ați aflat la cel mai înalt nivel de conștiință și alertă?
the entire time
V-au fost accelerate gândurile?
No
Vi s-a părut că timpul s-a accelerat sau a încetinit?
No
V-au fost simțurile mai vii decât de obicei?
More vivid than usual
Vă rugăm să comparați vederea dumneavoastră în timpul experienței cu vederea dumneavoastră de zi cu zi pe care ați avut-o imediat înainte de momentul experienței
It was if it were magnified a hundred fold.
Vă rugăm să comparați auzul dumneavoastră în timpul experienței cu auzul dumneavoastră de zi cu zi pe care l-ați avut imediat înainte de momentul experienței
No difference
Păreați să fiți conștient de lucruri care se întâmplă în altă parte?
No
Ați trecut într-un tunel sau printr-un tunel?
No
Experiența a inclus
Presence of deceased persons
Ați văzut vreo ființă în experiența dumneavoastră?
No
Ați întâlnit sau ați devenit conștient de vreo ființă decedată (sau în viață)?
No
Experiența a inclus
Void
Experiența a inclus
Darkness
Ați văzut sau v-ați simțit înconjurat de o lumină strălucitoare?
No
Ați văzut o lumină nepământeană?
No
Ați părut să intrați într-o altă lume, nepământeană?
Some unfamiliar and strange place it was a beautiful blue with different colors. It was like something I would compare to what deep space would look like
Experiența a inclus
Strong emotional tone
Ce alte emoții ați simțit în timpul experienței?
I felt peace, love, and forgiveness.
Ați avut un sentiment de pace sau plăcere?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
Ați avut un sentiment de bucurie?
incredible joy
Ați simțit un sentiment de armonie sau unitate cu universul?
I felt united or one with the world
Experiența a inclus
Special knowledge or purpose
Vi s-a părut dintr-o dată că înțelegeți totul?
Everything about the universe. It was like I just suddenly understood and knew everything. I knew why we were here, I knew where I would be going, and I knew death is not the end.
V-au revenit scene din trecutul dumneavoastră?
No
V-au apărut scene din viitor?
No
Ați ajuns la o graniță sau la un punct fără întoarcere?
No
Dumnezeu, Spiritualitate și Religie
Ce importanță acordai vieții tale religioase/spirituale înainte de experiența ta?
Not important to me
Care era religia ta înainte de experiență?
Unaffiliated- Atheist I have never believed Jesus was real or that anything in the Bible was real
S-au schimbat practicile tale religioase de la experiența ta?
No
Ce importanță acorzi vieții tale religioase/spirituale după experiența ta?
Not important to me
Care este religia ta acum?
Unaffiliated- Atheist
A inclus experiența ta elemente concordante cu credințele tale pământești?
Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
Ai avut o schimbare în valorile și credințele tale din cauza experienței?
No
Experiența a inclus
Presence of unearthly beings
Ați părut să întâlniți o ființă sau o prezență mistică sau să auziți o voce inidentificabilă?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin. A male presence spoke to me without words
Ai văzut spirite decedate sau religioase?
No
Ați întâlnit sau ați devenit conștient de vreo ființă care a trăit anterior pe pământ și care este descrisă după nume în religii (de exemplu: Iisus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc?)
No
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre existența lui Dumnezeu?
No
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre conexiunea universală sau unitate?
No
Credeai în existența lui Dumnezeu înainte de experiența ta?
God does not exist
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre existența lui Dumnezeu?
Yes, the person that greeted me was a supreme being.
Crezi în existența lui Dumnezeu după experiența ta?
Unknown
Cu privire la viețile noastre pământești, altele decât religia
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut cunoștințe speciale sau informații despre scopul tău?
No
Credeai că viețile noastre pământești sunt semnificative și importante înainte de experiența ta?
Are not meaningful and significant
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre sensul vieții?
Yes We are put here to grow, to love and help each other
Credeai într-o viață de apoi înainte de experiența ta?
I was uncertain if an afterlife exists
Crezi într-o viață de apoi după experiența ta?
An afterlife definitely exists Yes you just know that there is
Te temeai de moarte înainte de experiența ta?
I slightly feared death
Te temi de moarte după experiența ta?
I do not fear death
Îți era teamă să-ți trăiești viața înainte de experiența ta?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Îți era teamă să-ți trăiești viața după experiența ta?
Not fearful in living my earthly life
Credeai că viețile noastre pământești sunt semnificative și importante înainte de experiența ta?
Are not meaningful and significant
Credeai că viețile noastre pământești sunt semnificative și importante după experiența ta?
Are possibly meaningful and significant
Ai obținut informații despre cum să ne trăim viețile?
No
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre dificultățile, provocările și greutățile vieții?
No
Erai plin de compasiune înainte de experiența ta?
Greatly compassionate toward others
În timpul experienței tale, ai obținut informații despre iubire?
Yes Love is the beginning, the middle and the end.
Ești plin de compasiune după experiența ta?
Not compassionate toward others
Ce schimbări de viață au avut loc în viața ta după experiența ta?
No changes in my life. I have a hard time being sad when someone dies. I know that where they are going is so much better than here.
S-au schimbat relațiile dumneavoastră în mod specific ca urmare a experienței dumneavoastră?
No
După ENC
A fost experiența dificil de exprimat în cuvinte?
Yes I didn't know if it really happened and the feelings were just beyond description
Cât de exact îți amintești experiența în comparație cu alte evenimente din viață care au avut loc în acea perioadă?
I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
Aveți vreun dar psihic, neobișnuit sau alte daruri speciale după experiența dumneavoastră pe care nu le aveați înainte de experiență?
No
Există una sau mai multe părți ale experienței dumneavoastră care sunt deosebit de semnificative sau importante pentru dumneavoastră? Vă rugăm să explicați.
Just the overwhelming feeling of peace
Ați împărtășit vreodată această experiență cu alții?
Yes I told my granddaughter when I was out of the hospital. She was very supportive and 'no' she did not influence me in any way
Aveați cunoștințe despre experiența morții aproape (EMI) înainte de experiența dumneavoastră?
No
Ce credeai despre realitatea experienței tale la scurt timp (zile sau săptămâni) după ce s-a întâmplat?
Experience was definitely real. Because the feeling was just too real
Ce crezi acum despre realitatea experienței tale?
Experience was definitely real. My feeling have not waivered even though it was two years ago
În vreun moment al vieții dumneavoastră, ceva a reprodus vreodată vreo parte a experienței?
No
Mai este ceva ce ați dori să adăugați despre experiența dumneavoastră?
No