අත්දැකීම් විස්තරය
I was aware that I was coming round from the operation. I began to hear the voices of the surgeon and staff first, and heard them say, 'Breathe Paul! Breathe!' I heard them saying that they would apply air via a tube but I was completely unable and unwilling to even try to breathe. My body was a dead weight, which seemed to have nothing to do with 'me'. What happened next seemed to me to last about an hour, although it was only seconds.
I felt that my mind was about four feet to the right of my head. I knew that I was still in the operating theatre, but I was no longer part of it. Suddenly, I felt as if someone was pushing me gently from behind. 'It's your turn,' said a voice and I was very surprised, as I'd had the impression that I was at the end of a long, long line of people (who I couldn't see but only sensed). The feeling was just like being sent to the front of the queue at a supermarket check in, I remember - pleasant surprise.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
In front of me, I then saw a huge open rectangular doorway, completely black beyond. Around it, the operating theatre started to fade away and I approached the doorway. The feeling was one of utter peace. There was no pain, no worry. It was indescribable. The I saw the number forty-nine about three feet tall in front of me (my age then) and I said, 'Only forty-nine eh? I thought I'd have made it to at least to fifty!' and I laughed. I felt so happy, but then I remembered that my daughter was getting married the next summer, and that I was looking forward to receiving an award soon.
The voices of the theatre staff came back to me, and I was pulled violently back into my body, I started to feel pain in my throat as they pulled out the tube. I felt 'heavy' being back inside my body, and wanted to go back to where I'd been. I had a headache for two days afterwards and a feeling that I didn't really belong in this world, but that it was my duty to stay. The world seemed so grey, so heavy, almost 'dead' compared to my experience. It took me some days to get used to it all again! It was as if I'd been away for ages.
පසුබිම් තොරතුරු
Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
10/10/02
NDE අංග
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ජීවිතයට තර්ජනයක් වන සිදුවීමක් තිබුණාද?
Yes Surgery-related Life threatening event, but not clinical death My throat closed up and I couldn't breathe.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ අන්තර්ගතය ඔබ සලකන්නේ කෙසේද?
Mixed
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Out of body experience
ඔබට ඔබේ ශරීරයෙන් වෙන් වූ බවක් දැනුනේද?
Yes I was aware of my body lying there but didn't see it as I was looking elsewhere.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබ ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටමේ සහ අවදියෙන් සිටියේ කුමන වේලාවකද?
Explained above.
කාලය වේගවත් වූ හෝ මන්දගාමී වූ බවක් ඔබට දැනුනේද?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning Everything was different, but the same. The 'here' and 'now' are one place. The same with time. It's all the same. There's no linear time. No space as we know it.
ඔබේ ඇසීම සාමාන්ය ප්රමාණයට වඩා වෙනස් වූවාද?
The voices of the staff faded away, but there was no sound. I seemed to 'mind read' the words I heard and spoke.
ඔබ උමගක් තුළට හෝ හරහා ගියාද?
No
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Presence of deceased persons
ඔබ මියගිය (හෝ ජීවත්ව සිටින) කිසිදු පුද්ගලයෙකු හමුවූවාද නැතහොත් ඒ පිළිබඳව දැනුවත් වූවාද?
Yes Someone was behind me, guiding me, but I never saw them. They were neither male or female, it was just 'someone'. I cannot describe the voice, as it was not audible. I 'mind read' their words.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Darkness
ඔබ අද්භූත ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද?
No The opposite. I saw a blackness, but it was welcoming and not frightening. The way you like the dark if you have a migraine.
ඔබ වෙනත් අද්භූත ලෝකයකට ඇතුළු වූවාද?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm Described above.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Strong emotional tone
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබට වෙනත් හැඟීම් මොනවාද දැනුනේ?
Surprise then utter bliss. Complete indifference to what was happening to my body. Confusion and disappointment at coming back.
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Special Knowledge
ඔබට හදිසියේම සියල්ල තේරුම් ගත්තාක් මෙන් පෙනුනේද?
Everything about the universe There's a time for everything. A role for everyone. A reason for everything. The purpose of life is not just our own happiness.
ඔබේ අතීතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට නැවත සිහිපත් වුනාද?
My past flashed before me, out of my control I felt no power. Others had the power; I felt as if I was 'following orders' and was very happy to do so.
අනාගතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට පැමිණ තිබේද?
No
අත්දැකීමට ඇතුළත් වූයේ
Boundary
ඔබ සීමාවකට හෝ සීමාකාරී භෞතික ව්යුහයකට ළඟා වූවාද?
Uncertain Big open doorway, comforting soothing blackness beyond. No fear. I was going towards it, but came back.
ඔබ ආපසු හැරවිය නොහැකි සීමාවකට හෝ ස්ථානයකට පැමිණ තිබේද?
I came to a barrier that I was not permitted to cross; or was sent back against my will I didn't want to return to my body, but was forced.
දෙවියන්, අධ්යාත්මික සහ ආගම
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Liberal
දැන් ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Liberal
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම නිසා ඔබගේ වටිනාකම් සහ විශ්වාසයන්හි වෙනසක් සිදුවී තිබේද?
No
NDE යෙන් පසු
අත්දැකීම වචන වලින් ප්රකාශ කිරීමට අපහසු වූවාද?
Yes The sudden change of feelings and the sense that time was dislocated. I was not dead but I was out of my body.
ඔබට පෙර අත්දැකීම්වල නොතිබූ මානසික, සාමාන්ය නොවන හෝ වෙනත් විශේෂිත හැකියාවන් ඔබගේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු තිබේද?
No
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ විශේෂයෙන් අර්ථවත් හෝ වැදගත් වන කොටස් එකක් හෝ කිහිපයක් තිබේද? කරුණාකර පැහැදිලි කරන්න.
Best - bliss of being out of the body. Worst - being dragged back.
ඔබ කවදා හෝ මෙම අත්දැකීම අන් අය සමඟ බෙදාගෙන තිබේද?
Yes The doctors said it's just a symptom of the anesthesia. Some friends were obviously nervous about it, didn't like to talk about death etc.! My daughter was scared too. No one seems to feel like I do about it all.
ඔබේ ජීවිතයේ ඕනෑම වේලාවක, කිසියම් දෙයක් අත්දැකීමේ කිසිදු කොටසක් ප්රතිනිෂ්පාදනය කර තිබේද?
No Not since but BEFORE, when I was seven. During a tonsils operation, I could see the doctors and nurses working on my body as I hovered near the ceiling. I recalled that they wore green clothes (which they only wore in the theatre and which of course I'd never seen before).
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම් සන්නිවේදනය කිරීමට ඔබට උපකාර කිරීම සඳහා අපට ඇසිය හැකි වෙනත් ප්රශ්න තිබේද?
If the person had had any similar experiences BEFORE the one they're relating.