Bonnie L

NDE අසාමාන්‍ය ග්‍රීසන් ස්කේලය: 12
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අත්දැකීම් විස්තරය

Age 2: Was hit on forehead by large piece of furniture (radio, four feet tall, with large glass dial). I had pulled it down on myself trying to climb it. I went out of body, saw myself, my mother, and the emergency man in dark uniform and cap working on me. Saw brilliant light, intense gorgeous colors, and indescribable music. Went back into body.

Age eight: During the night while ill with scarlet fever, 'died' and went out of body and first floated over myself in the room - then went up through the roof and over the house. Began having alternating bright, lovely, expansive vision then dark, closed-in uncomfortable vision. Preferred the light vision. These two alternated and I can still recall the exact sensation and feeling I had at the time while seeing them. Was puzzled but then awoke next morning, well.

Age 15: Went to dentist (after not being to one for many years). Was given an injection, the dentist walked out of room, my heart immediately went boom! Against my chest and I was out body, looking down on myself. It was lovely up there. I saw a huge, expanding horizon and lots of bright light. They brought me back, and when I came back, I looked around at the magazines which had been in my lap prior to my experience, but while I was up there, I saw they were all over the floor. After I came back, I saw that they were indeed all over the floor. Was told I was sensitive to the epinephrine propellant stuff used in Novocain.

During my twenties I began having many spontaneous out of body trips, journeys. Some OBEs I stayed in the general vicinity of my bedroom while sleeping, some where I went to other parts of the world, and one where I went out into space in a straight line until I was told by someone bigger than myself in no uncertain terms that I must 'Go Back! It's not your time yet.' I was never afraid, but always adventurous. In some of the experiences, I had a friend or guide, who seemed to me to be an older male who was a sort of teacher. One of the things he was teaching me was that we would contact people while they were sleeping who were shortly going to die, to prepare them. We would draw them out of their bodies and have friendly conferences, and they seemed to know us. They would not consciously remember this, but they benefited from it nonetheless - and I also to understood that this happens to everyone.

Sometimes it would happen in my sleep, but a couple of times I had a feeling in my chest that would draw me home and I would lie down and instantly go out. Once I had to leave work because of this, and I am glad I did, because this was a very important trip I had to make.

The experiences stopped during my late thirties, but to this day one will happen spontaneously, as a surprise present, which is nice.

I also had an angelic encounter in the 1980's, which healed me from a year-long strep illness.

That's about it.

පසුබිම් තොරතුරු

Gender:
Female
Date NDE Occurred:
1950, 1956, 1963, multiple OBEs in 70's

NDE අංග

ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ජීවිතයට තර්ජනයක් වන සිදුවීමක් තිබුණාද?
Yes Accident Illness Surgery-related Direct head injury Clinical death (cessation of breathing or heart function or brain function) Age two: hit on head by large piece of falling furniture. Age eight: scarlet fever. Age 15: Novocain injection at dentist stopped my heart. (Reaction to the epinephrine in it - it can stop hearts as well as start them.)
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ අන්තර්ගතය ඔබ සලකන්නේ කෙසේද?
Wonderful
ඔබට ඔබේ ශරීරයෙන් වෙන් වූ බවක් දැනුනේද?
Yes I clearly left my body and existed outside it
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටම සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීම ඔබේ සාමාන්‍ය එදිනෙදා සවිඥානක මට්ටමට සහ අවදියෙන් සිටීමට සාපේක්ෂව කෙසේද?
More consciousness and alertness than normal To be that awake and aware is nothing like every day waking awareness. Also you can see all around you and hear everything.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබ ඔබේ උපරිම සවිඥානක මට්ටමේ සහ අවදියෙන් සිටියේ කුමන වේලාවකද?
All the time, all of them.
ඔබේ සිතුවිලි වේගවත් වූවාද?
Neither
කාලය වේගවත් වූ හෝ මන්දගාමී වූ බවක් ඔබට දැනුනේද?
Neither There was no sense of time at all.
ඔබේ සංවේදනයන් සාමාන්‍ය ප්‍රමාණයට වඩා පැහැදිලි වූවාද?
Incredibly more so
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ පෙනීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා පෙනීම හා සසඳන්න
360 degree vision and hearing, simultaneously, also the definite feeling of myself being as large as the earth - going on and on beyond all horizons.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබේ ඇසීම, අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබට තිබූ එදිනෙදා ඇසීම හා සසඳන්න
Heard all, could differentiate all, there was no cacophony.
වෙනත් තැනක සිදුවන දේවල් ගැන ඔබ දැනුවත්ව සිටින බවක් පෙනෙන්නට තිබේද?
Neither
ඔබ උමගක් තුළට හෝ හරහා ගියාද?
No Never saw a tunnel in any of my experiences - but that does not mean I won't see one sometime or other. I do believe in the tunnel experiences of others.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී ඔබ කිසියම් සත්වයින් දුටුවාද?
Neither
ඔබ මියගිය (හෝ ජීවත්ව සිටින) කිසිදු පුද්ගලයෙකු හමුවූවාද නැතහොත් ඒ පිළිබඳව දැනුවත් වූවාද?
Yes Only in the out-of-body experiences of my twenties and thirties.
ඔබ දීප්තිමත් ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද, නැතහොත් වට වී සිටින බවක් දැනුනාද?
A light clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
ඔබ අද්භූත ආලෝකයක් දුටුවාද?
Yes Unbelievably bright and penetrating through everything, all was saturated with the light. And as someone who is light-sensitive on earth, and finds bright light unpleasant and headache-provoking, it was not that kind of light. I loved that light.
ඔබ වෙනත් අද්භූත ලෝකයකට ඇතුළු වූවාද?
Clearly mystical or unearthly realm Earth, space, and also somewhere wonderful I can't quite remember.
අත්දැකීම අතරතුර ඔබට වෙනත් හැඟීම් මොනවාද දැනුනේ?
Happy and light and it was just fabulous. I mean, not just happy, but the kind of happy where you see Daffy Duck hopping all around.
ඔබට සාමයක් හෝ සතුටක් දැනුනේද?
Incredible peace or pleasantness
ඔබට සතුටක් දැනුනාද?
Incredible joy
ඔබට විශ්වය සමඟ එකඟතාවයක් හෝ එකමුතුවක් දැනුනේද?
United, one with the world
ඔබට හදිසියේම සියල්ල තේරුම් ගත්තාක් මෙන් පෙනුනේද?
Everything about the universe
ඔබේ අතීතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට නැවත සිහිපත් වුනාද?
Neither But it would be difficult to explain just what. I brought it back with me but would find it hard to describe.
අනාගතයේ දර්ශන ඔබට පැමිණ තිබේද?
Neither
ඔබ ආපසු හැරවිය නොහැකි සීමාවකට හෝ ස්ථානයකට පැමිණ තිබේද?
Neither

දෙවියන්, අධ්‍යාත්මික සහ ආගම

ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Moderate None at 2 or 8; by age 15 I was superficially Protestant.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු ඔබගේ ආගමික පිළිවෙත් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
No
දැන් ඔබගේ ආගම කුමක්ද?
Moderate Spiritual, rather than religious
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම නිසා ඔබගේ වටිනාකම් සහ විශ්වාසයන්හි වෙනසක් සිදුවී තිබේද?
No
ඔබට අද්භූත පුද්ගලයෙකු හෝ පැවැත්මක් හමු වූවාද, නැතහොත් හඳුනාගත නොහැකි හඬක් ඇසුනාද?
Definite being, or voice clearly of mystical or other-worldly origin
ඔබ මියගිය හෝ ආගමික ආත්මයන් දුටුවාද?
Neither

ආගම හැර අපගේ ලෞකික ජීවිත ගැන

ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේදී, ඔබ ඔබේ අරමුණ පිළිබඳ විශේෂ දැනුමක් හෝ තොරතුරු ලබා ගත්තාද?
Yes Can't. Still working on that. But I have never been afraid of dying. And when I hear someone I know has died, it is difficult to keep from being visibly happy for them, because I know they have 'graduated'.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ ප්‍රතිඵලයක් ලෙස ඔබේ සම්බන්ධතා විශේෂයෙන් වෙනස් වී තිබේද?
No

NDE යෙන් පසු

අත්දැකීම වචන වලින් ප්‍රකාශ කිරීමට අපහසු වූවාද?
No
ඔබට පෙර අත්දැකීම්වල නොතිබූ මානසික, සාමාන්‍ය නොවන හෝ වෙනත් විශේෂිත හැකියාවන් ඔබගේ අත්දැකීමෙන් පසු තිබේද?
Yes Always been thought of as psychic. I know when women are pregnant and when people are going to die, but don't share this with them.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ විශේෂයෙන් අර්ථවත් හෝ වැදගත් වන කොටස් එකක් හෝ කිහිපයක් තිබේද? කරුණාකර පැහැදිලි කරන්න.
The fact that there is more beyond ourselves than we can ever imagine. I had a pretty horrible childhood, and the experiences helped me survive and made me very intuitive, spiritual, and made me read voraciously from the age of four, everything I could get my hands on, hoping (to myself, as I hadn't told anybody) that I might someday come across something similar to my experiences. Also, having seen my 'dead' body from a distance more than once and knowing it's not a frightening thing - that 'dying' is nothing to be afraid of.
ඔබ කවදා හෝ මෙම අත්දැකීම අන් අය සමඟ බෙදාගෙන තිබේද?
Yes Decades before I shared it. I shared the childhood experiences with my mother, who verified the details of the house I lived in at age two, and the thing about the emergency man in the dark uniform with matching dark hat.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමට පෙර මරණය අසන්නට දැනීම (NDE) පිළිබඳව ඔබට යම් දැනුමක් තිබුණාද?
No I thought I was the only person this had ever happened to, because nobody ever spoke about it. I didn't even really know exactly what had happed to me (as a child, anyway.)
එය සිදුවී ටික කලකට පසු (දින කිහිපයක සිට සති කිහිපයක් දක්වා) ඔබ ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන විශ්වාස කළේ මොනවාද?
Experience was definitely real It was more real than life on earth is real. It was the REAL reality. This (life on earth) is just a shadow or reflection of reality. And the brightest sunlight is dim in comparison.
ඔබේ අත්දැකීමේ යථාර්ථය ගැන ඔබ දැන් විශ්වාස කරන්නේ කුමක්ද?
Experience was definitely real Same as above. Never changed my view of it.
ඔබේ ජීවිතයේ ඕනෑම වේලාවක, කිසියම් දෙයක් අත්දැකීමේ කිසිදු කොටසක් ප්‍රතිනිෂ්පාදනය කර තිබේද?
No
ඔබේ අත්දැකීම් සන්නිවේදනය කිරීමට ඔබට උපකාර කිරීම සඳහා අපට ඇසිය හැකි වෙනත් ප්‍රශ්න තිබේද?
Who are you (Jody and Jeff) and how did you get involved in this field?